I think being raised by 4chan made me a faggot. Over the last year it's really hit hard. I can't get aroused by guys but the thought of being choked, thrown around, slapped, basically abused and used like a doll by a guy/guys, well just writing that made me hard so I'm sure you get it.
I cross dress frequently, am extremely shy/introverted but very caring and almost too empathetic, can cook, can drive and own a car, can clean, am now wealthy but it doesn't feel like it, I will pretty much do anything for my partner. I just want a damn bf to cuddle me but I'm too much of a sperg to hit on a guy and there's the whole I've still never been aroused by a guys looks so I don't know where I'd even start.
My personality doesn't really suit my body, I'm extremely thin with a thigh gap but average height.
One of you please be my bf.
>Turn gay because can't get girls
>Can't get guys either
Is there a worse feel in the world?
where you located I'm sure some anon will fuck you if you're close
>>29053697
I'll probably regret admitting this but I have had a gf and she cheated on me.
>>29053735
Australia. I don't want to do anything sexual yet.
>>29053784
> the thought of being choked, thrown around, slapped, basically abused and used like a doll by a guy/guys, well just writing that made me hard so I'm sure you get it.
Wouldcuddle/10
Pics pls
>>29053803
That's a fetish I'd really like a relationship so I could do it with someone I care about idk, I read about how promiscuous gays are but I'm not like that.
>>29053822
I can't post here too scared of being identified.
>>29053663
>I cross dress frequently
I have some bad news... You're not gay...
Admit you're a tranny and live the rest of your life as a happy dickgirl with your BDSM fetish husband harem.
I believe in you, anon-chankun.
>>29053979
>mathcfag trugay has opinions
enjoy your low-key AIDS and swipple meth
>>29053979
I could have started feminising in 2014 if I had wanted but I decided my life would be better if I didn't. If I knew I could pass without a doubt and it wouldn't take 3 years than yeah I would but I can't.
Oh definitely. I was alright at first. Pretty normal, a few kinks but mostly vanilla and only interested in girls.
And then I found this fucking hellhole of a paradise.
It started with sissy hypnosis, I found the idea intriguing but would feel instant shame after finishing. Now, however, I'm only able to get off if I'm thinking about a big hard cock in my ass or mouth, and my fantasies are becoming more and more depraved by the day.
It actually got so bad that I ordered a dildo and a buttplug, and just the other day I got a new pair of panties and some anal beads in the mail, and I couldn't wait to put them on and fuck myself while I listen to hypnosis.
I wish guys in my area were interested but sadly there is only CL and that place is full of deranged serial killers.
At least I have fun by myself until the day finally comes.
>>29053663
dude I had a dream about getting with my best friends homophobic little brother yesterday
I gotten past looking for traps and just want a cute guy to be with
>used to be straight
>am now bisexual, leaning gay, wear buttplugs and panties, stretch my butthole
4chan has made me a degenerate.
>>29054115
c-cute butt.
At least I'm not the only one.
>>29054031
>low-key AIDS
>Implying anyone has had sex on this board
>>29054427
Thanks anon! I'd show more but for some stupid reason we have a super low limit on image sizes and i really don't want to crop out all again.
I'm glad I'm not the only completely desperate buttslut though
>discover 4chan when I was 9 or 10 (18 now) off of the bungie forums or something
>literally started fapping to trap porn once I started fapping.
>then sissy hypnosis
>started crossdressing at 12
>fapping to progressively gayer shit until I was literally just fapping to dicks.
>became gradually gayer and girlier until I turned 16 when I burned everything.
>regret 1 week later
>almost kill myself
>go to therapist
Now I'm a tranny. 4chan raised me into a fag holy shit.
I wanna start a study on those who started coming here before or at the beginning of puberty vs adults or late teens.
>>29054712
>I wanna start a study on those who started coming here before or at the beginning of puberty vs adults or late teens.
I was just thinking this. As much as I hate writing it doesn't it kind of prove gender and sexuality is a social construct? I started at around 10 and instantly became obsessed with amateur t girls, now I wish I was one.
4chan just makes me want to fuck buttholes, not the other way around
Matt is that you?
It's Miles. You're a shotacon.
>>29054712
I was 17 when I started, now 25. Still not gay, I'm not even into 2d after all this time.
> tfw would cuddle a qt boy because I can't get girls
> but still nothing with dicks or asses
So I guess puberty really matters. I'm starved for intimacy, but if I actually got a girl, any desire for a boy would disappear in smoke.
I independently invented furry porn before I had the internet.
The collective unconscious is a motherfucker.
>tfw in love and he doesn't love me back
Gay feels are the worst feels
>>29054477
You can resize images with paint.
Always ready to help fellow anons ;)
>>29055170
I had to fiddle with crop and it was a bitch! Thanks, anon, paint is so much easier
>>29055051
My name isn't matt.
>>29055088
I know this feel.
>tfw he's the only one you confide in but has a gf
>>29055198
No problem, everything for a few cute pics :)
>>29053663
Where are u from? Kik?
>>29054946
>As much as I hate writing it doesn't it kind of prove gender and sexuality is a social construct?
Just sexuality, not gender. And you shouldn't be hating writing this because sexuality being a social construct ie to put it simply, a choice, is exactly what the liberals were fervently arguing against.
That's called prison gay, anon.
>>29055029
This 2bh
4chan added boipussy to my list of things OK to fuck.
>>29054946
Maybe. I might save up some money and buy adspace here to shill a survey I may make.
>>29053663
>You made me gay
>I can't get aroused by guys
C'mon.
>>29053663
You were always a dick smoking faggot
>>29053663
I figured I was a bi when I was like 7.
This place made me appreciate traps though. I could never get a hard on for an actually masculine guy.
>>29054712
I started coming here around age 9, I am now 24, I don't beat my meat to other dicks anyway because I'm not an easily influenced idiot who got sucked into unhealthy amounts of porn. There's your fucking study.
>>29056444
I didn't mind masc until I saw the fanbase. Shuddersome.
>>29056521
I personally mind all gay men exclusively because not only am I not gay, but they're the loudest minority to ever be. You don't see lesbians posting outside their fucking containment boards. But I guess sissies will sissy and feel the need to attention whore 24/7.
>>29056521
What fucking fanbase are you on about??
>>29053663
>4chan turned me into a faggot!
Most likely you were always a faggot.
>ITT born homosexuals in denial
>>29056474
You've been here for 15 years but you think you aren't easily influenced while posting that gif?
You're the very definition of delusional.
>>29056667
>>29056675
If I was born homosexual why am I still so aroused by women and how was I able to cum inside my first gf so often?
>>29056716
because you are a normie thats infesting every board and chatroom despite how much everyone else hates you despite enjoying life so hard you still need a place to brag about your non-existent sexual problems. Now fucking get the fuck out we hate you.
>>29055277
Sorry anon, I got distracted, but if you're still here, I went ahead and did a couple.I think I already uploaded the best of the batch though, I turned the panties around and took of few of my feminine benis but nobody wants to see that
>>29056817
>I was born a homo because I'm a normie
Think about the shit you say.
>>29057821
How do you wax like that o,o?
>>29055277
And another
Origami motherfucking shitpost reeeeeee
>>29057841
>How do you wax like that o,o?
Kek. I don't wax, I'm actually super hairy but it's all blonde. I usually use some shaving gel to get rid of it for about a week, but I was so excited about my new passport ties and toys I didn't care.
Sadly I can't use it on my face, but at least I don't grow facial hair quickly, I have the face of a wee babbitt
>>29057879
>Passport ties
Who the fuck thought adding auto correct to a computer was a fucking great idea?
I meant panties, clearly
>>29057842
>>29057879
flex ur qt little soft arm and post
>>29057879
Damn I'm jelly. Waxing is such a huge pain for me, giant brown hairs everywhere and I got so sick of shaving my face everyday I just let it grow out. You're still young cute and very cuddleable.
>>29057995
I look like a mess, but I tried my best to flex.I'm a weak little shit be gentle
>>29057999
Thanks anon, I just wish more guys lived in my area and wanted to cuddleand then fuck my face and ass until I went full on retardedbut sadly doesn't look like it'll happen any time soon
>>29057879
Get on hrt fag
>>29058136
I'm already 23, I think it's waaaaaaaaay too late for my faggot ass
>>29058073
W-Where do you live?
nomutepls
>>29058206
Alabama senpai
Like I said, it is no man's land down here
>>29058225
Oh man. I don't live there but if it makes you feel better I would fuck you and I live in an even worse Bible thumping state.
>>29058156
>23
You're 23??? You look 18. I'm 23 and I look so much older than you. Arg
>>29058237
It does make me feel better to be desired. But then the realization that it will never be comes crashing down, I appreciate it anon
>>29058257
I can only shop at one liqour store in town because I got banned for 3 years from the two other stores in town. Fuckers wouldn't even let me whip out myIDand change their minds
>>29058156
Uh no you're not. You're facial structure and natural girliness make you a great candidate. I have the same thing although I'm 18. I either get confused for a twelve year old or a girl at 3 months hrt. Last time I posted my face here on /r9k/ I was confused for a girl with shitty hair. To be fair my hair is pretty shitty.
>please by my bf
I'm gay and I would love a bf. But then I look over the monogamy rates of the homosexual community and my heart sinks.
Not sure if Gays can really stay together. Why bother
>>29058503
Of course they can. Look at the suicide rate in males, does that make you want to kill yourself? Because that's the same thing you're doing, looking at a statistic and assuming it will happen... which only makes the situation more likely to happen.
>>29058565
>Look at the suicide rate in males, does that make you want to kill yourself
That's not the thing that makes me want to kill myself
>>29058754
You've failed to see the point.
>>29058766
If I see the point will I get a bf? probably not
So I see no point in your point
>>29053871
id cuddle u if ur in melburn and dont mind som1 probly alot youngr thn u
>>29060055
I'm an hour away from melb. I don't :).
>tfw no Houston bf whose face I can use as a chair
I shouldn't have to post my butt in three threads now, come on
>>29060591
Hour away in which direction?
>>29061011
north. It's more like an hour and a half.
>>29056675
Why are leftists so afraid of male sexuality being mutable?
>>29058475
You really think so anon?
I don't wanna fall for the tranny meme but I know if I looked more feminine I'd get cock much more easily
>>29062284
Fuck yeah I think so. If you don't think you'll mind tits go for it.
>>29062697
I think I'd have fun with tits, even a small pair...but a big pair would be best, for pleasing big cocks.
Where do I even start for hrt?
>>29063013
go see your doc
then you will have to see a therapist most likely
>>29063671
Oh great therapy again.
I assume I should avoid talking about my cravings for cock and say stuff about how I don't feel comfy in my body
>>29056474
4chan hasnt been around that many years you summerfag
>Be me
>Be closet gay
>Have straight best friend
>He frequently makes homoerotic jokes
>I laugh and carry the joke on
>He says something along the lines of "you know I would still talk to you right?"
>I laugh, and assume this is still part of the joke, but am not sure if he's being serious
>Say something along the lines of "not like I would be a different person"
>Subject changes
I know this is very vague but does he know? Fuck I've never thought about what it would be like to actually embrace being a faggot instead of pushing it deep down and being straight.
>>29064215
Everyone probably knows, dude. There are tons of little cues. I know a guy who desperately tries to convince me he's straight, despite me never even bringing it up. He even goes into anti-gay speeches sometimes and acts like he hates them, has told me he'd "beat up a gay dude if he touched him." I tell him things like "That's kind of an overreaction, it's not a big deal," trying to ease him into accepting himself. Your friend is probably doing the same kind of thing with you. It's pretty embarrassing to watch an obviously gay man try so hard to be straight.
4chan didnt make you a faggot. 4chan made you accepting of your fetishes.
>>29054712
Similar story but I'm not on hrt. Also I came here cause someone on mapleglobal forums. I think it was 4chan + anime + girls not being pure that finished me off
>tfw crushing on a hetero friend
>too scared to come out
>>29064301
>There are tons of little cues.
Besides the speeches and shit coming out of nowhere, what kind of little things are noticable?
>>29058225
I'm from alabama, I'll fuck you if you crossdress
scoobity doo
>>29053663
4chan brought out my gay feelings and made me realize they were real. Now I can only see myself being in a relationship with another guy.
>>29053697
Iktf but I don't want girls anymore. Never being able to get anyone is the worst feel.
>>29063013
Where do you live? Look for an informed consent clinic in your general area that way you can skip the therapist shit.
Being gay is really weird
>>29067013
Yeah. I don't know why guys want to kiss each other and put things in their butt
>tfw no Australian boyfriend to dress up and tease
>>29062109
Because then people would have to take responsibility for their degeneracy rather than just I'M BEING ME!!
I'm gay as fuck until I go outside, then I'm only attracted to woman.
I think porn is having an adverse effect on men, if nothing else it makes them bi-curious.
>>29068486
why don't you ban faggotry again so 5% of your male population has to form a criminal underground and as a bonus becomes vulnerable to blackmail
why not go after porn while you're at it? might be able to go ahead and get a resurgence of spiritualist sex cults in the US! prohibition totally works, t. a fucking dope
>>29053784
I actually live quite close to you.
I'll cuddle you,but you'll have to teach me :^)
Bf? maybe well see
No sexual, but how bout kisses
>>29060055
c-contact?
origidig
>recently moved away to large city
>tfw no gf
>24 kv
>visit home
>mom immediately starts asking if im gay
>"it's ok if you're gay anon"
>"what's the deal, are you ever gonna get a gf"
>tfw straight
>women even approach me
>brain can't handle intimacy (from either sex)
>visibly uncomfortable, when hit on
>they assume im not interested
>women don't handle rejection well
>we both end up feeling like shit
>i hate my life
>>29058225
Shit, Commiefornia would be a much better place for you.
