Who else /isn't really going to kill himself but likes thinking about it/ here?
I plan out suicides when I get low as fuck
But after a day I won't think about it anymore, until something else drops me that low (rinse and repeat)
I think I might impulsively kill myself one day, is there any stopping it, fellow robots?
Nowadays its just an empty promise to myself as a form of entertainment to bear another day in my shithole existence.
>>29051425
I try to distract myself or put myself in a situation that I couldnt
>Music
>Running
>Any hobby really
>Be around people (before one of you shitlords say REEEEE GET OUT NORMY, connection to even one person is important when your sucidal)
>Suicide hotlines
>Go to a hospital if it's that bad
>mom isn't home
>take her pistol out of her safe and dryfire it into my head
Run knife down my arteries fantasize slashing them open
