>/Lonely General/
Lets get some stories, what is the loneliest thing you have ever done?
>just blew $130 on a cam girl
you're an idiot desuo.
what was the money for? is she sending you used panties?
Yelled at the girl i'm in love with
I LOVE YOU!
She said oh god and covered her face.
Just spent an hour talking to the mirror.
I even cried. I feel better now.
>>29038018
She actually talked to me.
>29038026
I used up a lot of her time
>>29038041
Come on kid, you gotta do drugs. Talking to a mirror is normal on drugs.
>>29038003
When I was in high school, I spend many lunch times in the bathroom stall, often crying.
I started using 4chan.
>>29038003
lonely doesn't mean pathetically wasting your money. paying for a hooker actually makes some sense, paying a cam girl just makes you dumb
Rode out onto a service road and just sat there listening to nothing
>>29038089
Your kind isn't welcomed around these parts
>>29038105
I haven't got the social skills for a hooker.
i went to go see the last hobbit movie on christmas day a few years ago because i had nothing else to do
a cute girl was there too. thought she was waiting for her boyfriend or something, but she was just there alone. i wanted to say something but i figured she'd just think i was creepy, so just went home.
>>29038105
I hired an escort just last week. It was pretty prime. I think she was pretty relieved when she seen I was a fairly normal looking guy.
>>29038135
you don't need social skills, just show her that you have the money upfront and I'm sure she'll look past your awkwardness. do you really think all guys that visit hookers are suave dudes? most of them are just as awkward and nervous as you
spent the whole day imagining I was on a beach with a qt3.14 while listening to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OG2eGVt6v2o
I paid a girl once to just talk to me until I fell asleep
>>29038041
i do the same, sometimes it gets creepy and kinda aggressive. but i have never cried to myself
>>29038267
that's about as bad as me
i used to give a girl free drugs just so she'd get high with me and hang out with me for a bit
when i was in highschool i listened to dvd commentaries over and over again in lieu of social interaction
>Meet a girl that I catch feelings for
>Talk to her on Steam
>Ask her a simple question about a game we all play with a group
>This user is now Away
Why? Why can't I get any girl's attention?
>>29038374
Yeah but this was on skype not even irl
>>29038394
oh god that's so much worse
>>29038390
I know this feel and paranoia
>>29038374
What type of drugs.
>>29038467
coke, molly, oxycodones
>>29038374
What kind of drugs bro?
Used to cry myself to sleep, and talk to god about what I hated about myself.Also, went to a music gig on my own.
I went to a movie theater by myself.
>>29038454
It'd just be nice to meet one girl that considers me somewhat of a dating prospect.
>>29038003
I go to places alone like theme parks, aquariums, and museums.
>>29038522
bad, but acceptable. It's shittier when it's a smaller show and everyone knows each other.
>>29038576
why the fuck would you do this
>>29038665
I used to go to museums alone all the time, probably the least bad place to go by yourself, I got into some cool conversations with some cool old dudes at the history museum a couple of times
I go to new restaurants I haven't been to by myself but I don't feel bad or lonely about it. The awkwardness level is a crapshoot, usually depending on time of day and the expensiveness of the place. Low-key Chinese or Indian buffet at lunch, no one cares, doesn't feel weird. Same with small places that have tables for two. Fancy expensive shit for dinner, a ton of people look, and it feels pretty awkward, but I try not to give a fuck. Went to a place that only had tables for four or more and took up one to myself while it was busy as fuck, it was close to the entrance too, had people standing close to me waiting to be seated my whole meal.
>>29038003
Took a sex vacation in the Dominican Rep.
>Friend recommended NHK to me
>Had no idea of what it was
>Feel immediately aware of how desperately lonely and pathetic I am
We need other people, even if they don't want or need us.
I go out into the forest by my house and talk to the trees and hug them because it makes me feel less alone and it's nice to hug another living being.
>>29038958
>friend recommended NHK
>friend
>communicating with other people
There is hope for you, brother.
>>29039093
>Online friend
I suppose so. It's better than most robots who have 0 friends.
>>29038267
i wish i was interesting enough for someone to want to pay me to talk to them
>>29038003
the only people to ever love me were my parents, so every year on the anniversary of their deaths I go and sleep at their grave
it'll be 6 years this August
>>29039220
shit thats awful anon, im sorry
I spend hours a day on insecam and pretend that I am there and it makes me happy. The laundromats and bars are my favorite.
>>29039288
I'm still watchin that veitnamese cafe
save a few screenshots every few nights, it's fun keeping tabs on my qts
I went to an anime convention last year where I was mostly by myself for the first three days. I did the best I could to not have a complete emotional breakdown while walking through the halls. Once I got back to my room I just sat in the dark crying because I'm such an unsociable retarded kv that no one would ever want to be around. I'm going back this year, but pretty sure the outcome will be the same.
In high school I fell in love with a girl. She was perfect. She was kind (even to me) and beautiful and innocent and I never worked up the courage to express my feelings. I cried almost every night because I felt so alone. Graduation eventually came and I knew it would be the last time I saw her. My biggest regret is not telling her goodbye. It was as I looked to get a final glimpse of her before I left that I realized what true love was. I saw how happy she was and I knew I could never do that for her. Not me, im just a pathetic fat fuck who spends all his time online or watching anime. I realized she deserved better than me, and accepted it. That's how I knew it was true love, I accepted that if I wanted her to be happy I had to leave her alone. It was the most painful moment of my life.
Im still lonely and I've never loved a girl since. I hate myself and my depression is spiraling out of control, but in my darkest hours I occasionally go on to her Facebook page and she seems happy, which gives me just enough strength to keep living. I'm sorry for the long post, but writing it kept me busy. Good luck brothers, I'm glad we can be alone together.
>>29038628
Aaaaaaaaaand that's your problem brother; women can sense desperation from miles away, it's one of the few legit things women are good at. You can't look at them all as "oh I could maybe date her one day" otherwise you'll have a helluva hard time attracting them, it's a fact
>>29040885
You're not a robot, you're just a fat idiot.
Look dude, whatever bs you have in your head about "oh she's better off without me" is 100% true due to the simple fact that you're obsessed with idolizing her and setting up some creepy optimized version of her that's impossible to live up to (i.e. whatever twisted scenarios your autistic mind came up with in hs wherein you two were together)
Christ, sad sacks like you are just another tumor of the cancer that has been infecting r9k for the past six years. Now please, either stop bitching about your make-believe, or get the fuck off my board
>>29038003
What do you types gain by spending money on Internet women? Is she your gf for the night if you drop $100+ on her?
>>29038003
Only $130?
I prolly blown $20k-$25k in the last 6 years on camwhores because I am autistic and am incapable of meaningful human interaction off the internet
>>29041361
She says your name, writes it on a chalk board / little sticky note and then puts it on a wall andforgets about you. You're nothing to her. Whether 100 incels worked together to give her 100 dollars or 1 incel did it alone, it makes no difference. It's just a job. OP is pathetic. He takes that "oooooh my god, thank you Bongmiesterbilbo!!!!" and tries to patch up a gaping hole with it
>>29041404
Why not just buy friends?
>>29041419
well, I do it for female companionship, even if I know it isn't real, but it satisfies the need.
I have multiple fleshed-out fictional universes in my head that I fall into whenever I'm trying to pass the time or go to sleep. They're all contained within one another, Arabian Nights style, so a character in the first one is telling the story of the second one to another character, and a character in the second one is telling the third one to another character, and so on. They're all very grounded in reality apart from one which is slightly science fiction-y, and even that one is very slow-paced, slice-of-life oriented. I have no friends in real life but in my head I have plenty.
Been months without social contact, getting hallucinations and brief fits of extreme depression and sadness lasting only a few seconds.
Recently watched a music video with someone saying I love you, sat for about four hours with it on loop.
tonight I spent $15 on cams, feels good actually
>>29038003
>bought pair of tickets for rock show at small bar
>good seating up front & center
>couldn't find anyone to go with
>still go b/c it's don't think I'll get to see them like this again
>part way through show, some old dude sneaks up and sits in my empty seat
I didn't care b/c at least now it looked like I didn't go to by myself
