>alcoholic 23 year old suicidal neet with no money and living

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2016-06-04 01:13:31 Post No. 29037499
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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:13:31 Post No. 29037499 [Report]

>alcoholic 23 year old suicidal neet with no money and living with mom
>buy cheap litres of vodka on credit once a week for two years
>dad offers just yesterday an internship to work for his company as a programmer
>can't say no because both parents want me to start a career and quit living like a neet
>mom asks me to grab groceries
>drive to store and steal some beers while am at it because no cameras in that section
>this was the second time I've done this, and it's become a novel thrill in my life
>sip it the car with the high any thief has in pulling off a successful heist
>use this opportunity to buy more vodka from the nearby liquor store without mom knowing (she drinks too but it's an uneasy acknowledgement between us)
>walk in, grab it, go to cashier, slide card
>"sir your card was declined"
>No more credit now so I can't buy liquor to drown my sorrows
>now with the internship too I have to start working soon

Man, talk about a wake up call.

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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:21:05 Post No.29037619
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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:21:05 Post No.29037619 [Report]

Has anyone else faced this predicament?

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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:22:30 Post No.29037643
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That internship will turn into a job, which will turn into money.

Which, if you want, will turn into alcohol.

But only if you're weak.

Be proud of the fact you're doing this fucking internship. You're finally taking the baby steps towards making something of the life you live. You finally have the opportunity to give the finger to the things in your life that pain you the most.

Are you going to take the opportunity?

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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:27:37 Post No.29037729
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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:27:37 Post No.29037729 [Report]

>>29037643

I don't have an option to say no. The work itself doesn't bother me either, and perhaps it will lead me out of this quagmire. I'm just venting the fact that me NEETdom is coming to an end because of this.

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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:39:51 Post No.29037924
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Anonymous 2016-06-04 01:39:51 Post No.29037924 [Report]

>>29037729
Venting is a good thing, you're not wrong to do so. It also might be a good thing you don't have the option to say no, sometimes people need a forceful kick in the right direction before they break out of depression.

The quagmire as you put it, is coming to an end. Bask in the morning sun tomorrow, because it is a new day.

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Anonymous 2016-06-04 02:24:35 Post No.29038653
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Anonymous 2016-06-04 02:24:35 Post No.29038653 [Report]

>>29037499
At least you're not in retail.