ask a guy who was sexually abused by an older woman when he was 11 anything.
Can you explain Grothendiecks motive program?
Are you fucked in the head now??
how did you feel after?
You had sex. How do you consider yourself to be abused?
How did you feel about it when you were a kid
and how do you feel about it now
>>29032971
not really
>>29033044
you mean right after, or many years after ?
>>29033090
i was 11 !
>>29033131
it was just a game for me back then
now, it really depends on my mood, some times i feel like i'v been taken advantage of
>>29032922
How has it shaped your ability to bond with members of the opposite sex?
>>29032922
What exactly were the sex acts you performed or were *asked* to perform
>>29033185
what are you? Some kinda fag?
>>29033185
So? I got sent to jail when I was 11. Doesn't mean I got to have sex.
>>29032922
what was your relationship with her before? what was it like after? did it make you feel closer or scare you away from her?
ask someone if he had sex as a kid (10 11 12 13 years old)
>>29033192
>How has it shaped your ability to bond with members of the opposite sex?
no, it made it easier for me to intersect with them tho.
i already knew what a woman was like and felt like.
this alone is enough to make your interaction with the opposite sex more causal and less stressful.
in fact i was pretty much a Chad trough highscool and college.
>>29033340
Well, there it is then. Do I even need to say it? Normie get out.
>>29033272
would you like a green text ?
>>29033363
That would be delightful
>>29032922
At least you didn't get sexually abused by a man you dumb faggot
>>29033363
if you feel like it, sure.
>>29033532
>>29033505
>be 11 year old boy
>both parents are doctors and have insane schedule, they basically work 12 hours a day.
>they bring a babysitter to take care of me while they're not at home, lets call her Rose
>Rose is the daughter of the neighbors, she a 24 year old jobless 5/10 with no bf and no social life, basically a female neet.
>Rose isn't fat nor ugly, she just let herself go, and could probably be a 7/10 or more if she took care of herself.
>Rose comes home almost everyday to babysit me, except when my parent has free time.
>anyhow,the first time Rose came to baby stit i was about 11 years old.
>she seemed weird but not in a creepy or scary way, just like an autistic person.
>she tried to be nice with me, was a good cook, and she used to bring me candy when i was "nice and quiet" (not jumping around like every kid)
>first week goes, not much interactions with Rose, she mostly sit in the living room listening to her K7 player while reading books.
>the second week, my parents had to stay late for work, and they ask Rose to give me a shower and put me in bed.
>i refuse, i tell her that i'm old enough to shower by myself now, i'm a grown up !
>she insists, but i still refuse.
>she says fine, show me how you take a shower.
>seems like a good deal to me
>we both go to the bathroom, i take of my clothes, and start showering.
>she keeps smiling at me, amused.
>she asks me if i need help with my back.
>i say sure, and she comes scratching my back.
>overall it was fun, and we both liked it.
> we both agree to her helping me with my daily shower (she's not naked)
cont...
Are you triggered by stuff like this?
>>29033599
>It's only rape if she's ugly
Kek
>>29033599
Hurry up thanks, suspense is killing me
>>29033668
she wasn't really ugly, she was average, and she didn't take care of herself.
>>29033671
>>29033599
>days goes by, we get closer and more comfortable with each other.
>we're having a grate time laughing and playing together.
>she now does most of my showering herself (including my cock and balls)
>i see nothing sexual with it, it amuses me.
>one day while fondling my balls with soap she says that i have big testicles for my age.
>i laughed hard
>as we go with our daily routine (shower) she start taking her clothes off and remain in her underwear, saying that she don't want her clothes to get wet.
>i notice that she spends allot of time "cleaning" my genitals.
>she says that if they're not clean enough i would get sick.
>inevitably, i get a boner while she does, but she says its normal and she keeps "cleaning" my package.
>few days later, probably hottest day of summer, you could cook an egg on the side walk.
>the daily shower time comes.
>we go to the bathroom ans usual, but this time things are different.
>she asks me if she can take a shower with me.
>confused, i say sure, and she begin taking her clothes off, including her underwear.
>i froze right there, first time i see boobs, i can't get my eyes off them for some reason, what magic is this ?!
>she smiles at me and say, do you like them ?
>i reply yes !
>we both get in the tub and she start soaping me.
>she asks if i can help her, and i say sure.
>i start with her lower back, belly, then i go to her boobs.
>while touching them i involuntarily say "wow", she asks whats wrong, i reply that they feel odd.
>>29033741
>i reply that they feel odd.
what do tits feel like?
never touched
inb4 million bags o sand xd
>>29033837
like a ballon filled with mash potato
>>29033741
should i cont ?
>>29033741
Shit man my /ss/ senses are tingling. Curious to know how far this goes.
>>29033936
Nah, we're done with the story. Thanks, though.
>>29033936
yes
(origamij )
>>29033936
Why even ask this?
>>29034003
doesn't seem like there are many people interested
>>29033936
Please don't. I really don't want to read any more of this. I don't think anyone else does either.
>>29034003
this pls stop asking opee
>>29034022
19 posters on r9k. That's huge.
>>29033936
>>29033993
>>29034026
Stop the bullshit guys I wanna know how this ends, even if it's a joke ending.
>>29034051
Yeah, well, I don't. OP, please do not continue writing.
keep posting OP I can't stand it over here
>>29033741
I'm Diamonds here op. More please
>>29034051
I bet it's the same guy samefagging
>>29033936
Nah, I just got my dick out for show
>>29034035
haha, ok
>>29033741
>she had a completely shaved pink pussy, which i found less fascinating because i already say my cousin's snatch when we were 6.
>i ask her "what does it look like that ?" (i know its a dumb question but i was 11)
>she says thats were babies come from
>i laugh thinking its a joke.
>then she says its also where wieners goes.
>i ask her if i can see it closer.
>she sits on the side of the bathtub and spread her legs, and use her hands to spread her pussy lips to show me her "love hole".
>i'm absolutely fascinated by it.
>i notice that there are two holes, and i ask her why.
>she says that there is one too pee from and one where to put your penis (i don't if she used "your" meaning specifically mine or as in general)
>i'm like wow, i only have one hole on mine
>i ask her if i can touch it and she agrees.
>as i do it i notice her biting her lips.
>i say "sorry, did i hurt you?"
>she smiles and say "no no, it doesn't hurt at all don't worry"
>i keep touching it for few seconds, then she asks me if i want to try.
>i ask "try what ?"
>she reply "to get your wiener in it"
>i say "ok", but im not hard so she starts stretching it.
>i get hard (my dick was like 3 or 4 inches back then).
>she's says "you ready, slide it in"
>i proceed to penetrate her, what i remember as being the weirdest feeling of my life.
>it felt warm and gooey, it wasn't particularly pleasant but she seems to like it. it didn't feel loose despite my small dick, come to think of it i think she was probably virgin.
>she asks me to "go back and fort inside her"
>while i start doing what she asks, she lets a "oh yes" out
>i keep doing it for few minutes till she asks me to stop after she oddly start shaking (i realized later that she came)
>i didn't cum, nor was it particularly pleasant for me, but it was entertaining.
>>29034105
sorry, i just notices the typos
>>29034105
are there anymore or was that the end anon
>>29034183
we did it almost everyday till we (me and my parents) moved out to another town about 3 months later.
what happened during that time was pretty much just regular shower sex.
i would sometimes suck her nipples (the only thing i actually enjoyed for some reason)
i didn't really like sex back then.
>>29034105
>she came from a 3/4" dick
There's hope for us all. Or perhaps no hope at all since we're no longer cute shotas.
>>29034223
Cool story thanks for sharing anon.
>>29034243
If you weren't a fucking gullible idiot you'd know that the dicklet meme is just a meme.
>>29034223
what would you do if you saw her now?
personally, i'd message her on whatever social media you can find and just say "pedo" would scare the crap out of her
>>29034281
>what would you do if you saw her now?
probably avoid her.
what do you want me to say to her ?.
"hey remember that 11 boy you had sex with ?, that's me"
it would just be awkward, beside it happened 17 years ago.
i envy you op. lucky bastard
>>29034327
it's not awkward, it shouldn't be, you'd hold a lot of power in that situation. she likely thinks of what happened from time to time and worries she'll get caught out, plus would most likely recognise you, hence why you should just send 'pedo'
i call bullshit,im sorry i want to believe you but i cant,so you made a woman cum with your kid pennis,yeah sure>>29034105
>>29034398
power to do what ?, she like 41 now, i definitely don't want to tap that?
>>29034430
most women don't cum from penetration, did you know that ?
>>29034460
I mean power in the sense that you have the upper hand and because she's a bad person. i'm not suggesting you try to fugg her, i'm suggesting you mentally fuck with her and make her worry that people will find out what she did and get busted
>>29034460
did he ever said he gave her oral sex or any foreplay?
>>29034532
i'm not a sadistic person.
i wont gain any pleasure watching her or any one suffer.
beside, she wasn't mean to me.
>>29034773
regardless of wether you'd get a kick from it or not, she should pay to some degree, even if it's only her worrying for a bit.
>she wasn't mean to me.
did you ever reject her advance one day? how did she react?
>>29034834
>did you ever reject her advance one day? how did she react?
not sure , i don't really remember.
i remember that she never rejected mine tho.
i used to love sucking her breast and she would pop her tits out for me whenever i asked.
>>29035148
did she derive pleasure from getting her tits sucked
How would you ask her to pull them out
Youre telling me that you werent shy at getting undressed infront of a girl. Especially one with boobs? At 11?
Youre fucking autistic or just making this shut up. At 11 i didnt even want to be in the same room with a girl because i was too shy wtf
>>29035914
>Youre fucking autistic or just making this shut up.
considering this is /r9k/ I think there's a good chance of either one being likely
>>29033599
>show me how you take a shower
>seems like a good deal to me
kek fucking 'rused op
>>29035693
yes, i think she did
i just ask "can i suck your boobs" sometimes i just says "boobs pls" and bam, they you go.
>>29035914
i'm European.
>>29033185
You WERE taken advantage of
>>29036969
Not any more so than your typical relationship. Some would call it lucky.
