Post a picture that represents your sadness.
I used to paint these haunting images, it was a form of expression that stopped me from killing myself for a while.
I ran into this artsy girl I used to go to school with, I made some friends and was almost happy but she asked to see some of my art. I stupidly showed it to her, hoping she could see how I felt and the pain ive been through.
Overnight I lost my friends, they thought I had schizophrenia or something and was dangerous. I'm just traumatized and hurt, I just want companionship. I'm not clingy or anything, I don't get it.
I burned all my paintings. I guess I'm just something that isn't meant to be shared.
there is only pain
pic about sums up everything that happened my life
>tfw anime ruined my life
how bout it
mute me fgdgfg4
>sadness
There isn't even that any more.
>>29031290
my sad
Well I mean life is just
>that feel when you don't even care anymore
It's weird.
I prefer it from the sadness.
Im a cringy edgelord and I need to end my life.
I also like memes.
>>29031290
this somewhat represents my sadness, i didnt have a better one :(((
>>29031392
>I burned all my paintings. I guess I'm just something that isn't meant to be shared.
This almost made me tear up. Please paint again, paint-chan.
>>29031554
that pic always makes me kek so much and I still dunno why. Fucking autism
The sadness never ends.
>>29031392
what kind of paintings anon?what did they look like
What do you think about mine?
>>29031766
this picture fills me with feelings but idk why. Where was it taken?
>>29031392
got any pictures of them?
>>29031392
You shouldn't have destroyed your art just because some dumb normies didn't get it.
>>29031790
Taken from google. I searched for dim, sterile hallways.
>>29031535
This is the first time I laughed at that picture. Two seconds later I started crying, just to abruptly end it after not even a second.
Spicy italian double decker desu
>you've been in the skeleton army for over four years
>still haven gotten your bone polished
Pretty much this.Fuck you i'm not edgy man
>>29031392
No. No, man. This hit hard. Someone screencap this
>I don't even know how I feel anymore
I caught myself looking at the view outside of the windows during class - tree branches being swept up by the wind, or the morning haze, or the snow falling... I feel myself being absorbed by everything around, like my mind is costantly trying to get out, feeling often out of touch with everybody and acting like a robot, swept in my thoughts.
This picture sums it up.
What kind of disorder do I have? I'm starting to be really concerned.
>tfw when your life is just a meme
Dark noise. Inability to think, feeling I'll lose my grasp on myself.
Oregon commenterino
>>29031392
A drawanon here, I'm so sorry, but I do feel like that too.
People simply can't and won't understand your art, and explaining it it's even worse! Please, continue. At least for your own pleasure.
your have been muted for 8 seconds because nobody loves you
>>29031392
if you began painting again and posted it on r9k, maybe under a tripcode, you would get a lot of good comments, I'm certain
>>29031743
Looks like http://m.imgur.com/gallery/zgknm
but much more amateur and in watercolor with ink.
Here's some discriptions of the paintings I remember
a scaly leech consuming itself hovering over a still pool of blood and refuse, empty blue desert sky above with a blazing sun
a headless hollow effigy towering out of a dark alpine lake, stone hands carved out of mountains but overrun by trees and crumbling buildings and walls. Black fluid runs from a sickly heart in the effigy, swirling clouds of blood flow from the headless stump, away into the sunset.
pillars extend high and far unto the dark horizon of an immense atrium, in the center the masonry falls away from both the floor and ceiling. Hellish, burning colors eminate from these holes, in the centre a skeletal and horned embryo is suspended in the fetal position. A pure black halo surrounds the creature like a planets rings, darker than the opaque mist the pillars dissolve into.
from the bottom of a spiral-stair well, a bright eye looks upward, eminating a stream of cool colors representing information and knowledge. flora grow from the walls near the eye. At the top, a hateful hand stems the growth of creation. Stalky jeweled eyes pierce through reality and observe.
Burning, malformed buildings crumble hellishly in the dark. They rot into crumbling wastes, underneath which wandering lost souls fearfully explore dark, wet tunnels. Eyes stare from dark doorways.
A large chamber looms in mist. A ravine littered with stairs wanders upwards into darkness, framing a frightening burning face. The chamber is carved into a temple, who's floor falls away into an illuminated cloudy dimension. Fruit and people lay about the temple, and as they fall into the mist, they rot and turn into waste and explosions of energy. A large greedy eye extends down from higher than the burning face.
only emptiness
living, that's that shit i don't like
>>29031392
This nigga going full Hitler
>>29031822
I know bit my life had been flipped upside down that year. Already I've been ostracized and never knew human love or intimacy or real friendship. I had gone homeless briefly, learned I was a rape baby, and after a full year of bullshit of "friends" turning away, rejecting me, and then making new friends and falling down again, it hurt too much
my only true friend
>>29032558
brother's mother found the cock sock
>>29032532
Sorry, that's pretty fucked. Just makes those normies bigger faggots for acting that way. My personal theory is that the world is depressing in general so normies try to main positivity by blocking out anything that threatens their optimism. But had you shared the art online it might have got appreciated by people like us.
>>29032458
I want to see yours, please. I won't judge you.
>>29032594
I'm not hiding anything, they don't exist anymore. I burned them, it's carbon in the atmosphere. I haven't even picked up a paintbrush since then
I just want it to be over
I like this picture. What do you guys think?
>>29032727
>his phone
fuk xd
sorry for the shitty res, i made it a while ago
>>29032731
very cute sad pepe i want to make him happy
>>29032727
ay whats this from
originally an original comment.
>>29033077
What about this one? This pretty much represents how I feel
>>29032296
Stop posting, scotty
>>29032558
What does it smell like? If you take a deep breath will you die?
>>29032532
I never show this shit to anyone, but I paint for the same reasons you did, so I'm sharing this for you. It says ''short life'' in norwegian. Please start painting again man.
>goebbels.jpg
yes.
This is the physical manifestation of my sadness
I'm really, really trying to dig myself out of the hole I built for myself but I honestly hate who I am and it's impossible to change your shitty personality and looks apart from getting fitter.
Literally me everyday
Sweet liquor eases the pain
>>29031290
Bottomless pit desu
I just feel beat down. No attempt to get back up would yield any improvement so why try
>>29031484
Here's my dog wearing the same hat
this bottomless pit is becoming more and more amusing once you realize you should simply let go and enjoy the ride
>>29031290
I'm a bored cute anime girl
>>29031290
This one right here describes it
pic represents myself
>>29032211
You are bored.
It's not serious.
>>29032211
>how to out yourself as underageb&: the post
Pretty much me familia.
>>29031290
Here you go my dear friendo.
I thought things would change
>>29033345
It would be extremely disgusting...
this shit right here... hikaruga is great artist, check out his black joker stuff. i really love these type of masks
>>29032458
Really impressed by your description desu. Probably beautiful pictures but just misunderstood
Made the mistake of looking up old friends on facebook. They're all looking good in life while I'm no better a place since when I left school.
>>29031392
Sometimes people just aren't meant to understand man.
Hope you keep paining,
>>29034836
so? for the love of yourself anon, dont start comparing yourself to anyone. why do you give a shit.
akakakakakkaaka
>>29034441
I know that feel. lost fifty pounds still feels like shit
>>29034836
It's not a race. You only have one life, do what you enjoy and fuck others, even if it is mindless shitposting on anime forum. But don't lie to yourself.
>>29034589
oh also this one. if i had talent id be drawing every minute
This one really breaks my heart.
>>29034511
for you
orig1nal64
>>29031401
I know this feel - happened in my 2nd week at uni
I use 2 2L bottles of coke to weigh the top down now
Endless cycle of this
