Knowing that life will never get better, what is your go-to escape?
What detaches you from this hellish world and makes you forget and feel good?
For me, it's binge eating fast food.
I spend most of my weekends playing D&D. Throughout the week, I take a binder with me to work, and I write adventures and draw up dungeons for my players to play through, then each weekend, they fight their way through them. I've been doing this for twenty years, and I think it will keep me entertained for about twenty more.
I've written a lot of details about my own fantasy world.
Masturbating to comics I draw of sluts between the ages of 15 and 19 going into a libido frenzy from choking on multiple 10"+ cocks that shoot gigantic loads again and again, filling them with cum and making them "thicc", full thighs and wider hips with huge perky tits
Bonus points for girls I've met or seen, female body envy, sisters and incest, short girls and futa-on-girl action
>>29031007
That sounds awesome. I used to be into drawing THICK WOMENZ when I was a kid. I kept a folder of my stuff under my bed.
One day, my sister was snooping in my room and found it, then showed my parents, then I was forbidden to draw anything, anymore.
I wonder how long it would take me to pick that back up? I was actually pretty decent.
>>29030893
Every week when I drive to McD's and I sit in the car park eating it I literally think to myself that this is probably as enjoyable as life is ever going to get for me.
>>29031105
What's your favorite thing on the McDonald's menu?
I am emotionally detached from myself.
I have managed to build a distance to myself.
Something my psychiatrist and psychologist have noticed.
Well, no joke, thank you for the insightful knowledge....
>>29031046
A couple weeks. I used to do it nightly for a year, smoking weed and drinking, occasionally coke or molly. I got so damn good at drawing comics.
My boners were amazing too, sometimes I'd just stop and play with my dick after hours of edging. I measured myself at 8.5"x6" one night I found some viagra. I think i came like 3 times straight within a minute of each other, like the first two were just doubling and quadrupling sexual pleasure until I came buckets on the third one.
I wish i could live the rest of my life like that and never have to work
Fuck if I wasn't a 6'3 135 lb skeleton I could probably do porn
>>29031105
not sure why after all the sad shit I've read on here lately this affected me the most. hope it gets better
>>29030893
Benzos and fast food
>>29031105
that is depressing as fuck because I know that feel, I used to be there
and no I didn't turn my life around and start getting fit, I want to, but I just can't find the source for that
but you gotta stop the fast food binging, its en empty black hole you will never get out of
I one time was so sick of eating fast food at the drive in I ordered 3 of what I normally get and forced myself to eat it like the little piggy I was. I ended up throwing up all over myself, kinda happy that I did, because I felt like I finally got to that point
I no longer eat fast food and am much happier because of it
be strong and live well anon
Ie epic shitposting XDDD
>>29031150
Come to think of it, I used to get some pretty impressive boners when I drew, too. And nowadays I have a strange fetish for character creation features in games. Something about making my own women, I guess.
When I was a teenager, before I even knew what edging was, I'd sit at my desk and gently stroke myself and draw for a couple of hours each night.
That's sort've weird. I wonder if artists in general just get a big stiffy when creating erotic pieces.
>>29031105
bro I....
Beer and pot.
Chicken strips and fries.
Anime and games.
>>29030893
kek OP i do this too. Sometimes I'll go to two different fast food places in one sitting.
For example, I'll go to a mall food court and get orange chicken, lo mein, and something else from panda express. Then I'll go to mcdonalds and get a mcdouble with medium fries.
I'll try to eat everything quickly so that i can outpace my body signaling that "full" feeling you get. I usually feel like a bloated piece of shit aftewards but its totally worth it
>>29031221
A skilled artist can cater to his desires to the fullest extent of his ability
Tfw noticing progress and being able to detail things like lip fullness, subcutaneous fat ratio, blush and freckles, hair, cute noses, and the buoyancy/weight of breasts and butts plus stomach and thigh chubbiness
>>29031188
I usually only eat it once a week and I'm skinny and exercise fairly regularly. But I spend most of my free time pointlessly browsing the internet and have no friends and therefore never socialise. I'm too apathetic to enjoy video games anymore. It just depresses me that eating junk food is one of the only things I have to look forward too.
>>29031250
oh man i know this feel
happy friday / saturday nights when i download an episode of my favorite anime of the season, and get a big plate of chicken tenders and french fries to eat while watching.
that half hour is my healing time for the week
>>29031269
...I SHALL UNDO THAT WHICH HAS BEEN DONE. I must achieve the craft that I once had.
I cannot sit by any longer and think, "Welp, it's too late..." I shall draw thick bitches RIGHT NOW.
>>29030893
Drug and meditation induced derealization/depersonalization. And video games. And books. And the ever present prospect of death.
>>29031105
This is depressing as fuck because at least when i do this it's kebab pizza,it really doesn't get better. You should try more fast foods,mc is shit.
>>29031382
In the UK all the other fast food chains are disgusting.
>>29031308
That's my boy.
Dont forget to experiment with body types. Wide hips distract from breasts, breasts distract from hips.
>>29030967
What a fucking loser. Are you like those guys that dress up like wizards in your moms basement and play magic cards?
>>29031478
>he has friends and a social hobby that he participated in weekly
>what a fucking loser
>>29030893
I make commentaries about the games I'm playing as though I am a person who makes Youtube videos, except I only talk to mysefl and not record anything.
I'm pretty sure some of you have done this before, it sounds autistic but it makes me feel like I'm a cool guy that people enjoy listening toeven though I am actually really boring
>>29030893
Guitar playing and shitty browser games.
>>29031537
KEK! You should record a few of these and post them on youtube, and act as if you've had an active channel with lots of subscribers all along.
Someone would stumble upon it and be like, "What the fuck is this?!"
>>29031478
>Are you like those guys that dress up like wizards in your moms basement
We don't dress up, and it's not in my mom's basement.
Those are actually really dated stereotypes. You come across as someone who's learned everything they know from television and shitty comedies.
>>29031537
I do this.
I don't know how i feel about it. Usually it's just because I usually drink a bit before I play video games....or anything for that matte.r.
>>29030893
Some time ago I was a depressed, sad person. I cried myself to sleep every night and considered suicide every morning.
But at some point, I just became numb. No pain, no happiness, no feelings at all.
Life chanced from being sad, to just... Nothing. Nothing at all.
I used to watch anime, listen to music and play video games to fill this hole. But I cannot be amused or happy anymore.
No more escapism, but instead... Emptiness.
>>29030893
smokin heroin
Nothing.
Your picture kinda wants me to go and get a big tasty now though. Too bad that requires going outside and human interaction.
What if there was no more fast food, robots? Do you have what it takes to hunt? Learn how to field dress an animal this summer.
>>29031702
When I realized I fucked up I went from anxiety to depression to anhedonia to waiting for death.
>>29030893
I love fast food, but god damn it, I can't eat it.
My heart is unhealthy as it is from sitting idle all day, every day for 6 years.
I can't afford a heart attack or a stroke.
pepsi, videogames, cigarettes annnd sunflower seeds. i usually have 1 or 2 of those things and I am okay for the day.
>>29031537
I used to do this. But instead of commentary I made up fake multiplayers and plot lines in my head.
It was the most fun I had in video games but it became boring and stale.
>>29031203
what's up, kiddo?
You get lost on the way to /b/ or something?
This place only makes puberty that much harder on someone your age.
>>29031537
I do this.
It's much more fun when you're drinking, but I'm 18.
I know, I know, it's legal in europe and all that, but I don't want to risk any more brain damage than I already have.
bumperoo interesto, bud
