right here

i once got followed by a bunch of teenage girls who wanted my dick while on holiday, but i had too much anxiety to make good on it

i've had several experiences like that

i have too much paranoia and anxiety to form a relationship, even though i've had women break with the norm and try to initiate one with me

>>29029423
Me. An inability to be the one who starts the conversation is what fucks me.

>>29029423
hey, women are not objects to acquire they are people who may like being acquired sometimes

Pretty much everyone.

But you don't actually have autism, you are just socially incompetent due to poor parenting.

/r9k/ is an awful board. Do you think you'd be a little happier if you didn't come here?

>>29029423
why does gianna michaels look so comfy and inviting?

Bump.

I'm not a screaming retard but I have almost no self esteem.
I think I have like some sort of mental block on greeting people and being sociable. I can visualise what I need to do but I can't make my mouth say the words. It's almost like I expect everyone to know I'm a fraud and hate me, so I shut my mouth and keep my distance so I can't be exposed as a monster or hurt.

I think this is how I'm going to have to live my life.