Well, I've nearly all hope at this point.
life keeps beating the shit out of me and I'm afraid to get back up, how do you guys keep going robots?
You over-intellectualize.
A happy mammal is an unthinking mammal.
Just take the obvious correct action without dwelling on it long enough to rationalize your way out of making the right choice through fear.
I keep going because bravado. Fake it until you make it.
When making all life decisions you must also be listening to an Ennio Morricone Spaghetti Western theme.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOr0na6mKJQ
You'll know what to do.
>>29015855
by being extremely lazy and knowing that I will die someday.
Become a sociopath like me.
>>29016664
This
Out in the cold, the heart goes numb.
Pain or damage don't end the world. Or despair, or fucking beatings. The world ends when you're dead. Until then, you got more punishment in store. Stand it like a man... and give some back.