What do you want In your heart of hearts? If you can't get it for whatever reason, thats fine. some things cant be, you cant travel the cosmos. But what do you want so much its a need, so much some days it physically hurts.
a cute japanese gf
>>29010034
>tfw no cute hikikomori gf
FUCK MY WHOLE LIFE
My oneitis and the Nobel prize for literature
>tfw I always post this answer and no one replies
>>29009967
Your pic.
I just want a qt I can spend my days with and share our hobbies with while we snuggle up close to one another.
to be needed/wanted by another person so much that it physically hurts them
To be comfortable with my physical appearance. That's all I've ever wanted.
>>29009967
>What do you want In your heart of hearts?
To be completely honest - i dont know. Maybe to dont know myself well enough but at this moment i dont what i truly want in my heart. It's a bad feels because other people atleast have something they want - gf, good job, satisfaction while i dont know anything.
>>29010123
you on any kind of path that could lead to the Nobel?
>>29009967
I want true friend or someone who could really love me so i wouldn't feel useless all the time
Don't really care if it was a girl or a boy at this point
>>29010652
I write poems, novel's drafts and philosophical stuff, but I've never published anything. I think I'm really good desu and also people around me say so, but of course I've so much work to do.
I want to live long enough and save up enough money to construct a self-sustaining underground bunker so that I can entomb myself and never see another human ever again
>>29009967
To be a great composer.
I'm an okay composer now I think, but I can't finish my songs for shit. I've been stuck on an ambitious piece for months now - wanted to try my hand at writing sacred music, taking inspiration from Bach, Arvo Part, Philip Glass, etc. But it's so all over the place that I can't make it coherent : instead it's growing and growing, almost 20 minutes in combined length now. Even if I do manage to make it somewhat coherent it probably won't be as good as I imagine it.
>>29010999
How you feel is almost he exact opposite of me. I want a life of substance, something to be remembered for
