help me /r9k/ I want to get off this ride >be me, 16 in HS

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2016-06-02 21:03:17 Post No. 29008768
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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:03:17 Post No. 29008768 [Report]

help me /r9k/ I want to get off this ride

>be me, 16 in HS
>In great shape from sports, good friends, good grades
>grills into me, first gf kissed me by suprise

but

>Low self-esteem, home life is hell
>think everyone hates me and I'm worthless
>get hurt, get fat, stop going to school, lose gf
>home gets worse, sleep in my car to avoid it
>try to kill self after losing will to live, fail, see error of my ways and think things will get better
>friends and bright future gone, but w/e, it can only get better

That was six years ago. Nothing's changed, I go to a shit uni in a shit town I hate. Working towards unrealistic dreams, battling depression, still fat. I should have killed myself when I stood at the precipice and people still gave a shit about me.

now I'm just seeing how deep I can go.

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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:09:22 Post No.29008907
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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:09:22 Post No.29008907 [Report]

>be me, 16 in HS
stopped reading right there. Come back when you are at least 18. Until then, lurk moar, Op.

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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:21:35 Post No.29009208
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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:21:35 Post No.29009208 [Report]

>breaking rule 2
>admitting to breaking rule 2
Come back in 2 years!

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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:21:57 Post No.29009216
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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:21:57 Post No.29009216 [Report]

>>29008907
You should sometimes look at other words in post as well

>>29008768
Don't worry anon, we are born to suffer. Life is shit. Try finding something that will let you escape reality for a while

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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:29:14 Post No.29009392
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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:29:14 Post No.29009392 [Report]

>>29008768

So you're 22, read Power of your subconscious mind, by Joseph Murphy.

If you do what he says for 30 days, you will be happier and more fulfilled.

[email protected] <- contact me if you need to talk about more stuff.

But I gotta say, you will have to put in work, but I know you can make it, step by step.

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Anonymous 2016-06-02 21:59:16 Post No.29010158
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>>29008907
Yep. You're easily in one of the easiest phases of your life OP. Take the fact that you sense something is wrong as a warning sign. Try to fix shit now because it gets harder and harder as you get older.

Good luck kid. Hopefully once the hormones balance you'll be ok.