I just had the worst weekend of my life. Things have been going really well lately, but I think I used up my quota of good fortune because things have been fucked since that weekend. I thought I was past this. It just infuriates me that I seem to make the same old mistakes no matter how many times I feel like I've changed.
I'm not looking for answers, /r9k/, just commiseration. So who else here is feeling /shit/?
>>29005137
I don't have any advice. Just keep trying until you get somewhere, I guess
>>29005137
There is something you're not paying attention to or running away from. Figire it out and face it headlong, attack it.
>>29005730
That's true, but it's not the kind of situation I can face like that. I could end up making it worse if I'm not careful.
>>29005811
>>29005730
I know the feel, OP. It hurts man. These patterns are just so hard to deal with. Hang in there. We're gonna make it.
I don't know what to do to stop these feelings. Meds just make me feel like killing myself. Masturbating makes me feel like killing myself. Ejaculating is the worst. Makes me feel a rush of loneliness and sickness.
>>29006305
Thanks. Sometimes that's all I need, you know? Just someone telling me it's going to be alright. I don't know if I believe it yet, but I'm sure as hell going to act like I do in the meantime.
