>"do you like pussy?"
She's obviously retarded.

>>28999499
>When i watch porn, the feeling is so fucking intense and great, i can't stop, i just can't stop, i watch video after video non-stop. for like a minimum of 3-4 hours

>after these 3-4 hours, i get fucking dizzy, blurry vision and my brain seems fried,like i'm a bit drunk or something

>So i try to stay away from it, but the blatant flirting just makes me hornier and hornier

>i try to resist watching porn cause i need to study and i try to resist the lust i have for that sloot. But it backfires, it just makes me even more horny

>Start watching japanese porn, i watch without touching myself just to "get it out of my system" because jacking off to it will make me sick

>Eventually after 2-3 hours, i start fapping but don't want to come. I want to click X and get done with it,but it's like i have no control anymore. I never felt that feeling before. I'm behaving like a junkie with no self control

>and up edging for like 6-14 hours before cumming

>EXTREME SICKNESS
>cont..

>>28999592
>After a porn binge, i feel sick like NEVER BEFORE.

>Cognitive function are at an extreme low. I'll need to spen like 15-25 seconds to read and understand something as simple as "The green apples are sold for X each "My vision is super blurry, my head hurts, i'm so dizzy i feel like throwing up

>Takes me like 2-3 days to get better to a functional level,5 days to get fully back to normal

>So i figure out i porn is a no-no, it's better to just fap while thinking of that girlbbut i want to fap as little as possible

>So i get back to normal, with my insane work ethic, i catch up at school and manage to stand out and get the best grades.

>But i know all that fapping thing is super risky. I have difficulty to get rid of the powerful urge.Thankfully, when it's not there, i can study and function normally

>But then..

Blaming lack of control to
>ADD meds

>>28999719

>I kinda have it under control now

>"Just fap to thoughts when the urge is too much and then get back to business"

>But now when i see the girl, im instantly fucking hard

>Eventually she tells me something like : "I'll sit on your face till i'll cum"

>Start getting into these fantasies, then they evolve, pushes me to look at femdom porn

>the problem gets 100x worse, hours of listening to femdom stuff nonstop can fuck you up

>you really do become a slave to your urges,like a junkie,you let go of all control

>a girl being rude or disrespecting you will make you want to fap like a maniac
>>28999741
You'd have a point if i had the 1/50 of these problems before ADD meds but i didn't. And i learned that vyvanse can raise the libido. After searching,many people had the same problem as me. Get off your high horse

60 mg vyvanse is like, way too much man. I was taking 70 mg when I used to work the 5am-3om shift at the factory and I became paranoid and deranged. I thought my co-workers were plotting against me. I'm on 20mg now and the side effects are gone. The human brain wasn't meant to function on such high doses of amphetamines for any extended period of time.

>>28999849
>So it was starting to fuck me up mentally mixed with all the symptoms tfhat were coming with it. + i needed to stand out and couldn't study well

>Installed k9 to block everything that could be sexual

managed to reach my goals that semester

Anyway ,fast foward now. I'm on vyvanse, i have 0 problem with medication or porn (usually watch it,get done with it under 10 mins and move one with my day) or whatsoever, i really don't understand what was going on back then. Got rid of that "porn" addiction, no femdom fetish

femdom only made my additction 100x worse cause it recquires you to let go of control and to become some kind of slave to your urges.

Anyway,was wondering if anyone had anything similiar happen to them

>Inb4 triggered autists REEEEing at "black"

>>28999896
i guess so, i'm on 40 mg now and have no problem

>>28999903
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