smash that like if you're feelin shitty
thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZ5Mu2gs-M8
earl is real good for these feels
I am beginning to accept my kissless virgin fate, focussing on things that bring me joy.
But last night I had one of those dreams where a girl falls in love with you and you wake up depressed as fuck, ruining your mood for the entire week.
I hate that, those dreams always happen when things are going well.
>Nothing interests you
>Bored constantly
>Don't desire or value anything in your life
>No motivation to do anything ever
>It's been like this for so long
Who else knows this despair?
>>28997844
I had a dream like that a couple of days ago, she was really cute about it too. I feel you bud.
>>28997875
Oh god I know this feel
I know this feel more than I want to feel
Consider that like button destroyed
https://youtu.be/Y1RE8jRXhy0
I'm at a fork in my road bros
>Live with parents
>At college
>Don't have to pay for much
>Enjoy co workers at pizza hut part time job
>Parents are happy and want the best for me
However
>Not happy
>My mind is chaos
>Feel trapped by expectations
>Not doing to well at school (parents don't know)
>Want to move out but will be living paycheck to paycheck
>Parents don't want me to move out ("no point, waste of money, etc.")
>Still scared of my dad
>No friends
>Want to make my own life decisions but don't know if I'll be able to survive on my own
>Need dental work that will cost alot of money in near future
I want to run away but I have no where to go and I will break my parents hearts. The only time I find myself calm is when I get off work and sit in my car for a few minutes before heading back home. I have no idea what to do but I know I'm going to have to make a change soon.
Bumping with some music
https://youtu.be/dldnT46oCrs
How do you deal with the crushing sadness?
>>28998373
Gotta set limits man. Gotta know what you can and can't do, and what you're willing to push yourself for. Make it clear, and then scale yourself back.
>>28997844
or better yet when its a real crush and you hope to god to never wake up. feels bad man.
>>28998632
What does this even mean man?
>>28998609
i get periodic panic attacks. Gets the adrenaline pumping and reminds me im alive
>>28998673
I used to be a straight A's student. No A's, I wasn't happy. Now that I'm in college, I know I can't be stressing about A's when I can barely make B's. Gotta lower your expectations and force other people to accept your standard for yourself.
>>28998723
>Implying I care enough about myself to have a standard in the first place
Nigga I can barely function on a day to day basis, haven't gotten a good nights sleep in over a year and am constantly stressed. Leaving will help, but I don't want to hurt my parents.
