Dying is such a hassle, but living is boring and unbearable. Why is there no way to simply disappear?
Because that would be too good to be true.
> Want to suicide for years now
> Literally too fucking unmotivated to go to my spot (found a rather remote, peaceful place to get the blood flowing)
> "Nah...it's so hot today. Tommorow, then!"
> "Nah...I kinda want to finish that manga. Tommorow, then!"
> Fully aware that my survival instinct is fucking with me and it only prolongs my suffering
What is the best way to erase myself completely off the earth? What's the smallest explosion that could do it?
suicide is a choice to terminate your own life. to say it is not easy would be to point out the obvious. it's a decision, one that people who aren't insane, female, or addicted really think about, weighing out whether death is the best, is what they've concluded to be the only logical act.
you are ultimately leaving behind the only world you knew
most people who say they want death are kids, mentally or physically, and they're actually saying "i don't like myself and I can't live in a way that i'm ok with" for whatever reason
Death is disappearing.
