>tfw don't enjoy "going out"
>tfw would like to go out more but I'm too afraid to find anything to do
>tfw small talk kills you inside
I just have nothing in common with most people, so I can't really contribute to the conversation a lot of the time, and I don't have some circle of friends that I regularly hang out with.
I just don't get any gratification from socializing
I got wasted before going out even early on. Now I dont even go out.
>summer comes and all the normies come out like mosquitos
>some of them I used to learn with finally convinced me to go out with
>go out and "chill" with temporary "friends" once
>we literally just wander the streets, then go to a building to "chill" there
>basically wasted an entire evening doing nothing interesting that I enjoy with people I don't like
>had to listen to them talk about what girls they like, their excess material possessions, and watch them gaze in awe at rich people/celebrities and their stuff
I could have gone swimming or played videogames or done something actually enjoyable alone, instead of wasting my time "going out".
Luckily I only did this once, so I didn't/don't bother doing it again
