and or transgender / gay / whatever
not trolling, actually interested to know.
maybe a bit i suppose
4chan made me want to be a trap and turned me gay. Of this i am sure.
>>28957583
It hasn't. It's just annoying.
>>28957583
i don't think 4chan turns people into traps, a lot of western males have wanted to be female since they were young boys, they just push it down into their subconscious because they saw it as a perversion then they go on 4chan and it all comes back up again
>>28957583
Never, faggots are stupid.
>>28958237
>a lot of western males have wanted to be female since they were young boys
And what are you basing this off of?
I just want to have some kigu buttsex desu
too bad i too tall and getting /fit/
4chan has done the opposite for me. I was tolerant before, but now I can't stand disgusting faggots especially trannies and traps
>>28958390
trannies and traps are super hot tho bro.
4chan brainwashed me into becoming aliving meme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEveMBa_i8M
It encouraged me to question my sexuality and experiment with guys. Turns out I'm not gay.
>>28957583
blaming 4chan
>>28959423
>and experiment with guys
How did you do it? I wanna try too
I was a totally normal kid before I found 4chan, now I take hormones and love dick.
I definitely remember wanting to do stuff like wear girl clothes and grow my hair long when I was pretty young, but I doubt I would have gone full tranny if it wasn't for the jewish brainwashing desu.
>>28959615
Online dating apps. Just be patient until you find a guy of your liking. And be upfront that you are bi curious.
It got me to meet an old man on Craigslist who ended up raping me
>>28959660
>>28959615
>>28959423
>>28959342
>>28958333
>>28958288
>>28958237
>>28958177
>>28958010
falling for the paid shills, take your time and read the pic
>>28959746
Thanks senpai
Originelpost
I don't even think about real girls anymore, I just want a cute crossdressing boyfriend to play vidya, not that this is a bad thing.
My only fear is that I'm not really gay and would be disgusted if I were to actually meet a trap.
>>28959771
I took my time to read that picture but I still have no idea what it's got to do with 4chan having made me want to become a cute trap.
>>28959971
it means that you are a weak susceptible individual without agency
>>28959905
>My only fear is that I'm not really gay and would be disgusted if I were to actually meet a trap
This desu
That's why i'd like him to be dominant so he could easily seduce me
>>28959971
tldr you can pay companies to shitpost and shill your ideology, view point or politcal opinion and mock those who dont have it
It started from regular porn to first stuff, traps and last week jerked to my first small feminine male getting fucked. I don't like this, but there is no turning back.
I would never go through with it but yes 4chan has given me that fetish
It started out simply enough, wanting to be dominated by a lady, and then it progressed to wanting to be pegged, and then the pretty clothes, and then came the sissy hypnosis.
Now all I can think about while masturbating is being used like a fucktoy. Usually I've been kidnapped and trained to be great at servicing men, other times I do it willingly.
>>28960043
What if hes dominant and you're still not gay? Then its too late, you're gonna get butt ravaged by a trap with man strength.
>>28959971
The more young white men losing their desire to breed, the more it benefits the entity behind these shills.
>>28960290
>Usually I've been kidnapped and trained to be great at servicing men, other times I do it willingly.
hnnnnng this
I honestly don't mind being attracted to traps, I just feel ashamed that I also want to be a cock servicing trap. Head between a man's leg, asking for permission to jerk my cock off while I suck his dick. I'll probably just keep that one a fantasy, I would try to fuck a trap though, that way I can at least keep some of my dignity.
>>28960318
i wouldn't meet with a trap bigger than me senpai
if he was cute i probably couldn't resist
>>28957583
I find crossdressing hot
I want to cuddle with qt boys
started shaving more and doing squats + stretching everyday
I sometimes play with my butt
guess that's pretty gay
>>28957583
In no way. Your raids are not working fags
So gay that I have an r9k bf now.
>>28960432
Oy vey they know
Retreat
Hard to say because I simultaneously discovered anime, masturbation, and 4chan around the same time. Didn't help that I fapped to hentai instead of 3dpd (and still do mainly), or that I never had many friends in real life.
Basically I just had a cocktail of sexuality fucking up perverted shit, and I don't regret a second of it. Bonus! never went on tumblr at least.
tl;dr Now I'm a trap and a huge pervert who uses /d/ regularlyYes I was underage back then, but I actually never posted spare a few rare times until I was 18. I guess I just took it seriously.
>>28957583
I wasn't brainwashed, but all of the stuff on 4chan made me question myself and figure out what I really wanted.
I learned at an early age that women were shit and besides them occasionally looking pretty, there was nothing I wanted to do with them. I grew up in a very homophobic environment so I had always repressed those thoughts and considered them wrong.
I finally managed to let go of that during uni and came to terms with the fact that I liked traps and boys, even more so than women.
All of the self discovery was in vain, however, because I'm still a undesirable robot that will never find love.
Are all traps submissive?
>>28959660
>MFW always had crossdressing tendencies before I knew what 4chan was
>Managed to somehow seem somewhat normie
Im really a fucking wreck.
>>28961738
The vast majority are.
Why do you ask, are you perhapsA fucking faggot?
>>28957583
It reminded me I wanted to be a trap and let me mentally explore the idea of it. So far though I have no plans to actually be a trap - i've seen far too many batshit crazy traps and hons here to put me off it for life.
>>28962319
Maybe
Idk some of them are pretty cute
>>28960432
This, fuck off back to /lgbt/
never thought about them before they started getting posted around here and all its done is give me irrational fantasies.
every time i see a trap pic i just want to cut off his balls with hedge clippers and watch him bleed out
does this make me a psychopath
it didnt brai wash me into it, since i knew i wasnt meant to be a guy since i was a kid, it did however make me realize that its okay and that i didnt have to constantly reject myself
>>28957583
I was openly gay before I knew what 4chan was. Traps are a meme for straight guys who can't get girls.
>>28963302
But I plan on cutting off my balls anyway :^)
>>28957583
not at all, it was with me since puberty and I was repulsed by it (my body, thoughts, and interests made me feel like a failure). I held out until I would have either killed myself or transitioned. Had I discovered the disgusting nature of traps here when I was younger I would've been even more repulsed than I already was (but I still would have gone through with it, albeit without mistakenly befriending any like I did when I was still in my teens).
the trap agenda here is a shill campaign, it's quite obvious due to the repetitive format and content of trap threads that appear here and across the chans daily. once niche, it has evolved into a concerted effort to slip "beta males" into a sexual coma.
t. transsexual
>>28959771
if you don't know what (((shillgate))) is read this post
>>28963302
no, genuine transsexuals contemplate this on their own, you'd be doing them a favor if we lived pre-20th century
>tfw wanted to be a trap since high school and date another trap
>tfw forever stuck as a hideous man
I hate my life.
>>28965083
you dodged TWO bullets bro
Zero. I've lurked 4chan for six years and it hasn't warped my tastes in women or porn like others seem to be here
>>28965113
I didn't doge anything. I got hit with a typhoon of misery.
>>28957583
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE get off my board you stupid normie tripfag
>>28959572
>>28965182
you avoided a mentally deranged relationship with a most-likely mentally deranged person. even if you're miserable now it doesn't compare to that misery you would have faced.
i would only feel slightly bad for you if you wanted to be a grill and wanted to be with a man
>>28965277
That would have made me happy. It couldn't be any more miserable than I am now.
>>28957583
>Needing 4chan to "brainwash" you.
I always felt like a girl since I was a kid, I even used to wear my sister clothes (thought that was due to us being super poor and she's the older one).
>>28965335
You have such a linear way of putting your feelings. Noted: you are incapable of branching out beyond your present situation, so you deem it the worst possible one. That's absolutely pathetic. Now I kind of wish you went full trapu and led yourself to the dead end that greets more than half of you.
One more thing. I hate how all of you faggots are weak-willed. Trannies told me "you'll never pass" and I had to fight tooth and nail to even start things out. If you had a spine you would have risked everything for years like I did to achieve what I have, but I shouldn't expect the mentally deficient to accomplish anything similar. Hopeless optimism on my part. Besides, you would be chasing after a dream that would have led you to real ruin.
Most of you have no real need to transition. It is proven by your lack of willpower.
Well, I'm wearing chastity right now and was using a dildo earlier, so pretty damn far.
>>28957583
I've had gay feelings since I was 6 and used to wear my mom's clothes when she wasn't home because it felt nice.
All the way trough my puberty I thought it was just a phase that had already happenned but 4chin made me embrace the gay and now I can't stop thinking about getting dicks up my butt and wearing grill's clothes
>>28965708
kys slutty faggot
>>28965730
kys slutty faggotoriginal the post
4chan didn't change anything for me. i was this way long before.
>>28965844
back to /lgbt/ you go
your kind is not welcome here
4chan brought out my feelings more
i can say that 4chan made me a faggot because i never wouldve pursued a relationship if it wasnt for 4chan, and all of my relationships have been from 4chan
but the feelings were there before, i had gay fantasies and looked up gay porn when i was younger
>>28965600
Life is already at a dead end. That alternate version would have led to something more.
I wouldn't have passed and that's why I never did it. I'm not delusional. It would be pointless to risk everything to end up a hon. It's not about fighting tooth and nail. You're either dealt a hand that will win you the game or one so bad that you'll always lose.
>>28957583
Daily reminder to hide and not reply to trap / sissy / cuck shit.
>>28965708
>>28965730
>People now think that because you want to crossdress and wear a chastity cage you must automatically be gay for cock
Goddamn it. Why can't people understand that some people just like to explore a more feminine side of themselves WITHOUT really being a faggot?
>>28965987
no, that's nonsense, I just told you I was dealt a bad hand and I turned out fine because I ACTUALLY HAVE a birth defect rather than some degenerate fantasy. I don't have to play at being a woman. you faggoty men who like to play dress up and get turned on by other guys ogling your benis think that your manly chin or maybe some broad shoulders will make you not qt enough to be a real woman, you strive after an image akin to that of the sexiest models in the world. that is why you fail or don't try at all. you do not know what it actually means to be women. your will is lacking, but so is your knowledge.
Are there any sissy sluts looking for a good bullying right about now?~
>>28966194
You never mentioned having a bad hand. Additionally, if things worked out for you then you weren't really dealt a bad hand. Maybe not a good one, but one sufficient enough to meet your goals.
The world runs on looks and your appearance is what will determine how people treat you. It's not about being ogled or being a slut. It's about never being able to ever be comfortable in your own skin. I never expected to be the sexiest model in the world but I would have wanted to be decent enough looking to actually pass for a girl, but that's impossible.
There is no need to try when your efforts are in vain. It's why people get told to move on from their oneitis when it will never work out. Constantly trying to achieve something out of your grasp is a waste of time and only causes delusion.
It's unhealthy for a society to let it's beta males turn gay.
Beta males have a duty to marry and produce as many children as possible. Betas are good queer enablers, the more children they have the higher chance one will "naturally" turn out gay.
It would be a disaster for the LGBT community if all betas stopped breeding and turned gay or trans.
t. a gay
>>28966350
I did, see >>28965600
>Trannies told me "you'll never pass" and I had to fight tooth and nail to even start things out
passing is a retarded concept that only people with unrealistic expectations parrot. Look at European women from the early 20th century and tell me a lot of them don't have very masculine features. I still have some, for sure, but I "pass" and haven't been thought of as a man by the public in a long time.
>there is no need to try when your efforts are in vain
fucking faggot, that's the beauty of existence, because everything is in vain we have an infinite capacity to act in a heroic manner (that is, toward a high-point). no matter how we act, it ends the same way, so why not take your being to its absolute zenith point? oh wait, because you lack the will.
>>28966644
Having people on the internet telling you won't pass isn't something I would consider worthy of a bad hand.
Passing isn't a retarded concept. It's applicable to many aspects in life. If you don't pass your driving test, you won't get your license. If you don't pass your exams, you won't get a degree. If you don't pass as a woman then people will see you as an ugly man and label you a freak. The whole point of wanting to trap is so that you can actually look like a woman. If you're incapable of achieving that end then there's no point to do so. There's no one that would consider me as a woman, but you had good enough genetics to convince most people.
That's pure edge thinking. Not everything is in vain. There are many roads that have an end that lead to success and aren't futile. If I were to train for a marathon, I would eventually be able to run one and my efforts would pay off. Conversely, trying to trap would never work and no matter what I did the efforts would be in vain. It's not about a lack of will. It's about being objective enough to know what things will and won't pan out and acting accordingly.
>>28966752
dude the implication is that I honestly didn't look like I would back then in my face, though my body was very feminine.
the fact that you think passing is an existential category is a failure of your own understanding to grasp this notion: women can have very masculine features but still be seen as women. there is more to human life than genetics. because a lot of you don't understand this holistic approach, you either:
1) don't try and stay men or
2) try and end up looking like men in drag because you're focused on the one aspect instead of the whole battery
>that's pure edge thinking
nah, it's the way of my ancestors
>being objective
if you were as objective as you claim you wouldn't be feeling all these sads. you're now telling me you lack the will to be truly objective and cut your losses.
>>28957583
Ironically, this place made me lose the feeling of wanting to become a trap. Made me realize that it was just a way to blame your problem on something else. You will always be a guy, Stop hating yourself and accept who you are as a person.
I always was closeted gay. it has no effect on me rather than trying to understand what is acceptable to do as a gay guy and what is being a flaming homo.
I prefer effaminate high-pitched men.
I'm not gay, but sometimes i fap to dickgirls, and i've fapped to guys. More as a novelty to break monotony than anything.
>>28967020
>I'm not gay, but sometimes i fap to dickgirls.
Just come out of the closet already.
>>28966953
I see people like you on mtf generals all the time who are scared of how they will turn out despite have average or good faces. There's a lot of insulting there because it won't work out for many of the people there and misery loves company.
I'm not saying that women can't have masculine traits but they are still labeled as women because they have enough feminine ones to counteract them. If a male doesn't have enough feminine traits then his masculinity will always take precedence and have him labeled as a man.
You have to be practical. While being a hideous man is suffering, it does happen to be better than hon status where everyone will call you a freak and hate you. You can focus on the whole battery but if you don't have the tools for the job then it will never get done, so it's often better to stay men.
Being objective doesn't mean you aren't able to feel. It means being able to see things for what they are instead of deluding yourself with your own subjective views.
An example: If I had a dog that got out of the backyard and bit someone, a subjective viewpoint might be to say that "My dog is too nice and gentle, he would never bite anyone. This didn't happen." Whereas an objective view would look at all the evidence, seeing that someone has a dog bite on their arm and there is a hole in the fence where the dog could escape to admit that the event happened even if it's not something I would want to admit.
>>28967149
The icy-cold numbness of objective thinking is really attractive, and not letting it freeze up your feeling if you're not going to become a woman sounds crazy to me. I almost let that overtake me before I finally decided to go for transitioning, that's when I submitted to feeling. The coldness is still inside me, it's just inundated with feels, that's how I've become so subject to that heroic fatalism from earlier.
As far as being genetically predisposed, if you really believe that you need to get your genes tested instead of relying on what you are seeing right now in this moment from your external, bodily characteristics. That's all I'm saying. Had I gone by my face or foot size or hand size etc, I would have said what you are saying; in fact, I did before I decided my only options were suicide or womanhood.
>>28967064
>Just come out of the closet already.
https://clyp.it/5u53luqh
>>28967149
Agreed. If one can't be a passing tranny, better to just stay a dude.
>>28967064
/r9k/ is officially a SEXUALLY LIBERATED board. There is LITERALLY nothing wrong with being GENDER FLUID and wanting to SUCK COCK.
get the fuck out of here with your judgments, you little neurotypical fuck child.
>>28967244
I fail to see why you think objectivity requires stoic numbness. You can still feel and experience pain while being objective as long as you don't let your feels warp the truth.
What will getting my genes tested do? All the evidence is right in front of me and allows me to make an informed decision. There's no magical gene test that will determine if you'll be able to be a girl.
>>28967312
Sadly so. Being in the middle and not passing only ends up with you being a freak.
>>28967398
You're still gay if you fap to a penis.
>>28967424
>why do you think objectivity requires stoic numbness
Because being beyond life has its charms.
If you subsume your potentiality for femaleness under the heading of genetics, you might as well find out if your chromosomes are messed up. Mine were. It's not magical, fedora.
>>28967496
Numbness has no charms. There is no good nor bad, only nothing.
I don't have money lying around to casually throw at genetic testing. Genetic testing is mostly only useful for finding underlying illnesses that you can't already detect in your phenotype. Potentiality of femaleness is dictated by the expression of your genetics that lead to your appearance.
>>28957583
Already 3+ years into transition, best decision I could've ever made to be honest familia
>>28967628
>numbness has no charms
>there is only nothing
um
also I give up that's it, you're convinced and will allow nothing new to penetrate your already decided situation. wallow, famalam.
>>28967697
>you're convinced and will allow nothing new to penetrate your already decided situation
That's not in my control. Things will happen outside of my will whether I like it or not. If something changes then I acknowledge it as so, but nothing you've said will change my situation.
So long, anon.
>>28957583
Took me pretty far i wont lie.
When i first came to /b/ in 2004 i didnt really care. I didnt know what traps were and what femenine boys were until then.
Then one day i saw pic related.
I fell in love.
I stared deep.
Then one day someone said, Anon, i have bad news for you.
>Thats a boy
>MOTHEROFGOD.JPG
I kept staring.
I Started to fap to this pic for a long LONG time.
The though of it being a boy turned me on even more for some reason. I dont know why but it felt good. Even til this day i want to pump some boipucci with my cock like this.
>tfw 4chan convinced me to get castrated
i just need to find out how to get it done...
>>28957583
No. I've always been a girl. I've never not been a girl. I was on the internet long before 4chan existed. Seeing all these craigslist tier transvestites put me off transitioning for at least a decade. I didn't want to look like a disgusting faggot. I wanted to be a pretty girl. I was a huge site ripper for /d/ickgirls back in the day and posted on /b/ back when linetrap would post. Now I mostly go around calling everyone retarded faggots and laugh at them and their axewounds. This site is hug box as all fuck now. All of /lgbt/ is tripfag cancer. I got a fellow mtf to try and cut her balls off on tinychat once.
If anything 4chan has isolated me even further from the rest of T. Almost none of them are actually transsexual but are just failed hyper beta male faggots clinging to each other like rats on a sinking ship.
