Any robots interested in going through my diary from about 5 years ago?
>>28940513
Post it, familiar.
>>28940513
Unless it contains the details of a murder, no. Not interested in reading the whining of some emo faggot.
gib pham
Absolutely
Post it robot
>>28940542
>>28940561
>>28940562
>>28940579
Alright. Here's the color code.
Green - Disgusted or sick, disappointed or let down
Yellow - Striking wonder or remembering a past event
Brown - Feeling like shit, depressed
Purple - Intense love or other feelings of infatuation, a mix between anger and sadness, mixed feelings
Light Blue - Very sad and depressed
Blue - Sad
Dark blue - Deeply sad. Depressed.
Black/silver (depends on theme) - Normal, neutral feelings
Red - Anger, agitated or a feeling of love/being loved
Dark Red - Pissed. Salty.
>>28940513
Let's see what you wrote, anon
Thread theme: https://g.co/kgs/4ZKscF
Don't mind the stupid font please. Entry #1.
>>28940584
Noiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice
How many I's do I need to be original?
This is entry #2
Fuck what u herd
>>28940634
>>28940708
I was hoping it would be more cringeworthy than this.
>>28940761
We're are gettings to be there
This is is is entry 4.
I kinda like this one. Wish I could go back to this moment.
>>28940874
This is the one I like. my bad.
oddly proportioned (right side bigger than the left). I never noticed until he said something about so I want to fix it so I don't look weird. It's been good so far but I'm sore as fuck right now. Also might be getting a job at Little Caesar's. I'll finally able to get my own stuff. That's all for this month. Haven't really been feeling anything but emotionless. Let's see what changes next month.
She eventually fell off the radar. Never games much with her on Xbox and I never did on PC despite her saying we would play.
>that shitty font
dropped
I'd totes read this if not for the font. it hurts my eyes.
>>28941386
>>28941395
I know, sorry. I'll post the image along with the text I guess. Give me a minute.
alone but all she does is not talk to me. Makes me feel even more if anything. We did have our time and fun together though. Broke up (with Blayke) a couple days ago. Went smoothly with no drama and not much emotion. Exactly how I want it. She's deleting the app and other shit. Basically going away. We'll see where fate takes us later on. Now that she's gone, I guess I'm as lonely as can be, huh? Pretty much no one to talk to. I just want one person who I can talk to, not 24/7 of course, and not feel alone. Preferably someone in real life, hopefully a girl, which will lessen the lonely effects even more. I mean, I know I'm weird and anti-social as ever but that doesn't mean I can't find anyone. Social apps, groups on kik, none of that shit works. I want friends who will do what I want to do for a change. I want a girlfriend in real life. I'm already making moves on this one girl who seems like she likes me but I feel that she only sees me as a friend. Not to mention I'm hideous, even though Blayke says I'm not. In a way, I kind of believe her but my paranoia doesn't help. I see other people, both on apps and in real life who have that one friend and is happy and what not but mine has moved away. I'm just that guy who sits in the back of people's minds. You'll forget about me as soon as you meet me. A gaming buddy would also be nice. Playing videogames by yourself most of your life gets boring after 10 years... I never get invited or told about the times where my friends do play together though so I'm left out and alone. Even the friends on the apps don't care. I got kicked because some annoying chick decided to for something stupid. Haven't joined back yet nor have any of the "friends" I made in the group reached out to me. I bet if it was one of the other guy they'd be all like "aww why'd you leave :(", "join back please", "what's wrong?", and other shit like that. Guess no one cares about me, huh? No matter what happens, I'm always the guy that people forget...
>>28941496
This month hasn't been so good to me. Finally get a girlfriend so I don't feel alone but all she does is not talk to me.
>reached text limit. This is the first part.
That rare time when I'm actually depressed or sad finally came around. Feeling alone and insignificant gets to you after a while. I've always felt like this because that's exactly what I am. A loner and insignificant. No one ever thinks of me and when they do, they're usually just using me. I mean, I try to be as social as possible but it's difficult especially with being paranoid and anti-social. I try my best. Even one short-lived conversation would be enough for me. But, in the end, I'm always left with no one to talk to. Even at home. I won't go into more detail that that. My feelings for Britney have come up again. That also means my paranoid thoughts have come back alongside this cognitive dissonance that's been with me every since I started liking her. I feel/know that she likes me, then my paranoia, and past experiences, come around and tell me that I'm too ugly and that she only sees me as a friend and hates being around me. Guess I'll never know especially with the way I am. I'm so socially withdrawn I just wish a miracle would happen already but with my luck, I know that ain't happening.
This is the last one I guess. Gonna listen to music and let all my feels out.
Things haven't been well for me. This loneliness is getting to me and I'm going insane. I'm bored all day everyday and alone all day everyday. I mean, I'd like to have friends to hang with but every time I've tried, it's gotten nowhere. People just forget me. Games aren't even fun anymore. They're just boring now. Especially when alone. It's like I'm destined to be alone. It would help a ton if I was attractive, but sadly I'm not. I just want to seclude myself from society and do what I've always wanted.
No one to talk to all day... They all find me repulsive so why would they even want to talk to me? I'm gonna be like this for the rest of my life: alone and forgotten. Nobody likes me anyway.
