ITT: Try to top other anons in terms of how shitty your life is.
>19
>never had any serious relationships
>virgin
>kissless
>awkward as fuck
>introverted
>6/10
>unable to advance in anyone of my hobbies
>been playing on and off piano for 9 years and have made little progress
>haven't been intimate with a female in 5 fucking years
>dad cheated on mom and divorce is imminent
>I have pathetic social circle
>still can't fucking drive
>skinny as fuck
>black
>small dick
>24 yo hhkv
>NEET
I think I'm at least in the top 10% of lost causes here.
Sounds like most of your problems are self caused.
>>28936384
OMG that dog is so kawaii
>>28936434
not so sure. are you ugly/stupid?
also, you're apparently funny and have some self-distance. grils love that desu
>>28936384
> pathetic social circle
> social circle
wew lad, youre a normie, and still young af. don't worry too much
Hey uhm I just want to tell you guys
that I have been in the same situation as you
hated myself and my life , suicide thoughts ...you know it... anyway
I somehow managed to get my life in controll and now have a Child and a Wife.
I know it depresses you even more to hear that but
its your fault...and no one elses.
crying over it at an anonymous page with likeminded people might seem to ease the pain
but the truth is.. and you know it ! it doesnt change your life :(
what helped me out was realising that there is no more important person than me (beside my daughter now :) )
I learned to not give a fuck about other people
it might helped me having shitty friends frequently but well yeah... just dont give up guys.
and if you like to know:
Sex is okay but it gets boring after a while specially when your Wife begs you every evening to fuck her although you want to hang out on the computer...good luck
>>28936384
could be worse you could be a fatty with all those problems
>>28936384
>25
>40k student loans
>useless degree
>no real work experience
>overnight stocking at target
>genital hsv1
>also had genital warts but went away
>only hope is air force
>>28936384
>family was poor all my life
>dad was never around because he worked 12 hours a day at a shit job
>mom doing drugs like crack and Marijuana for 15 years until she died last year
>afraid of starting relationships or having friends because I'm so poor and don't want to be a leech
>can't drive
>enlisted in the navy
>suck ass at it, always falling behind
>get discharged for mental issues
>260 lbs and 5'10
>kiss less virgin
>only reason I ever held hand was a girl felt pity on me in high school and a stripper a few years later
>no job
>living with my dad
>no friends
>use the Internet for at least 7 hours a day
>have really bad depression getting worse and worse
>no college
>I like my little pony, anime, and furry porn
I don't even know anymore
>>28936384
You're just a bit sad lad and going through a rough patch. It'll get better. Hang in there seriously. Don't let this place drag you down. You're better than this . It's tough now but you'll get through it
>>28936478
>not so sure. are you ugly/stupid?
I don't even know anymore, what am I suppose to think when I'm in the situation I'm in. If I wasn't ugly and stupid I probably wouldn't be here.
>19
>in a relationship of 5 years now
>idk how since i'm also introverted and awkward as fuck
>pretty good looking imo though
>inept at everything
>my social circle is made up of autists
>can't drive
>no muscle
>lazy as fuck
>never exercise
>all i do is play games
>going to college soon
>no job
>family pretty rich though
i think things are pretty good
>27 this fall
>virgin
>no friends
>no contacts at all outside of my mother and grandmother
>no degree
>so stupid I barely passed highschool
>no job experience outside of low pay low skill ones like factories and warehouses
>small dick
>ugly
>shitty past, shitty future
>no reason to live, can't even get enjoyment out of video games anymore
Guess its about time to lock and load
>>28936384
>31
>never had any serious relationships
>virgin
>kissless
>awkward as fuck
>introverted
>4/10 manlet
>my only hobby is drinking
>haven't been intimate with a female ever
>speak with family as little as possible
>I have no social circle
>skinny as fuck
Your problems are small time, OP.
I did not ask for this to happen.
>my sister has low functioning autism
>my mother was diagnosed with kidney cancer in 2014
>things were looking good for a while but these past couple of weeks she's been really ill
>turns out the cancer has spread to her lungs and throat
>My dad can't fucking handle any stress
>Has been threatening to put the dog down
>Everyone has been harassing me to tell them what's going on
>Dead inside
>>28936384
>haven't been intimate with a female in 5 fucking years
>khv
pick one
>>28936384
be the same but at 18 and cucked yourself out of a 24,000 dollar scholarship
>>28936384
>>19 - 22
>>never had any serious relationships - Check
>>virgin - Check
>>kissless - Check
>>awkward as fuck - Check
>>introverted - Check
>>6/10 - I have no idea
>>unable to advance in anyone of my hobbies - No hobbies
>>been playing on and off piano for 9 years and have made little progress - Nice
>>haven't been intimate with a female in 5 fucking years - haven't been intimate with a female EVER
>>dad cheated on mom and divorce is imminent - home was broken years ago
>>I have pathetic social circle - No social circle
>>still can't fucking drive - Check
>>skinny as fuck - Check
>24
>Living with parents and have to pay $700 a month in rent to them
>they also despise me
>min wage job
>No friends
>Ugly manlet
>Lack the ability to form connections with people
>Paying out of pocket for community college because I flunked out a few years ago
>Treated like a joke at work
>my only sexual experiences with women are when I paid for them
>never had a crush on a girl, nor have I ever had a girl have one on me
>probably gonna die alone
>28
>NEET for 3 years
>lost all ability to concentrate on anything other than mindless internet browsing
>when I did work it exhausted me to the point of hibernating through the weekends
>diagnosed assburger since before starting kindergarten
>cannot into socializing, literally retarded in that area
>everyone who spends any length of time with me ends up hating me or being cold and akward
>no college
>shut in
This thread gives me a chance to win at something.
>be me
>mom is 19, dad 17 when I'm born
>mom is black
>dad is Jew
>literally the worst combination possible
>live in L.A.
>move around a lot as a child, never understand the concept of home
>never in one place long enough to make friends
>so poor we had to reuse the silverware from fast food because we couldn't afford actual silverware
>hate the taste of malted milk to this day
>dad walks out when 7, don't see him for years
>mom finds future husband at concert
>move to Denver with him
>pushes me to play sports
>be lanklet, tall, fast, but extremely uncoordinated
>be smart kid, just socially retarded
>always excluded from things
>constantly get in fights, actually start winning some by middle school
>get to high school
>step-dad diagnosed with spinal cancer
>mother arrested for D.U.I., refuses to admit alcoholism
>she was arrested at 4:00P.M.
>get call from bio-father
>ignore it
>"anon, your father was found dead in his apartment with a gun in his hand"
>go out to California for funeral
>his family reschedules it so I can't go
>>28936780
>water too expensive
>>28936552
wrong board man
>>>/reddit/
>>28936852
For $700 a month you can probably find an actual apartment.
>>28936892
most people have to pay zog for the liberty of having access to tap water unless you have your own private well or something
>>28936940
bottled water is pretty cheap here
>>28936734
well you could definitely be insecure, a bit awkward or lots of other things. Or having too high standars.
don't give up hope just yet!
>>28936940
Do you live in a third world/ California?
>>28936917
I can't afford to move atm because I'm trying to finish school. I'm terrified of falling in that trap of never finishing college.
At the very least my $700 is all inclusive, likr I don't pay for food or any other bills. I'm still probably getting ripped off a litttle though
>>28936908
I guess you are right
why even waste the energy for people who gave up....
>>28936963
yeah you can get a gallon for $.80 but just saying for a guy who spreads peanut butter on crackers for sustenance I can see why anything more than free would be "too expensive"
>>28937004
you do realize that you're more likely to not pay for water by living in a third world country?
>>28936995
>don't give up hope just yet!
I haven't. Honestly I'm just extremely undateable, other than that my life isn't so bad.
>was betrayed by people I trusted all my life
>even by my own father
>plenty of times
>he did it in the most critical time of my life
>my teenage years were hell
>not that it matters because I always was a beta faggot anyways
>can't trust neighbours,cashiers,friends,coworkers,family because I got fucked over by them again and again
>grow up bitter and secluded
>rejected by the only woman I found interesting in my entire life
>want to kill myself but my hatred for humanity prevents me from doing it
>My grandmother is a banal old monster with a hump that only cares about the meat she purchases in the mall
>My mother hates me
>My father married a jewish woman who is literally a witch who hates me, she even used her psychological tricks on me during my teenage years (SHE IS A KIDS PSYCH FOR GODS SAKE)
>Anyways, now I'm just planning a rampage,either that or killing myself on my birthday the 29th of december
>People tell me I have a resemblance with James Mcavoywhen he is Proffesor X in the wheelchair
>>28936741
>19
>Dad forced me to work with him straight out of highschool
>He recently transitioned to a harder job
>Now we're working 5 days a week, 9 hours a day every day
>I don't know how to do anything since it's a different trade so we're totally fucked and we will likely never go below 9 hours
I can't take it anymore.
>>28936745
You need to watch some anime.
You need to play a good game.
You're probably just playing a bunch of shit games and watching a bunch of shit TV shows/anime.
For a moment, I felt I had out-grown anime. I watched more and realized I was simply watching shit.
>>28936384
DUDE, your life is fine, get the fuck into action and do stuff.
>>28936791
>Mom has breast cancer
>Cry the moment I found out
>Discovering that she had cancer was the worst moment in my life
My mother will probably be ok; I can only hope yours will be to.
This might be the right place to ask.
What is worse being stupid and never been in a relationship, or being smart and having been in a relationship but will never be able to make it big or into a relationship again?
>>28937199
Baneposting best posting
>>28937267
I'll tell you what's worse.
The complete and utter collapse of the United States economy. The invasion of foreign countries due to the military collapse as a consequence. The spark the ignites world war 3.
There are more important things than having a gf. You need only see through the shadows.
>>28937326
>The complete and utter collapse of the United States economy
As a non American let me tell you that we are just waiting for exactly that to happen. We wanna watch it burn.
>>28937326
At least you could see the end of the world with your gf
>>28937369
Fuck off Europe you're the first to go if we team up with Russia
>20 yo
>eastern yuropoor
>kissless virgin (as in non-romantically held hands back in kindergarten)
>actually read up on hints that grills drop and have not experienced a single one
>manlet
>dicklet
>cystic acne along jawline
>babyface
>shitty beard genetics
>first year of law school and almost dropping out
>only got in because there were 5 attempts for the entrance exams and the best result is the one that counts
>struggling with basic math and generally inept at hard science
>uncoordinated, can't hammer a nail straight
>can go weeks without talking to anyone who's not a family member
>implying this won't get buried
>>28937434
>20 yrs old
>Already in Law school
>"XD im bad at skool"
wew lad
>>28937488
They take in lots of DUDE SUITS LMAO XD people and sift through them during the first year, so I'll probably drop out.
Oh, and you go to law school str8 outta high school in my country, so I'm not an exception or anything.
>18
> 6/10
> No friends or social life
>Has never been to a party (except for birthday parties )
> Have never had a girlfriend
>Kissless virgin
>The people that i am forced to go to school with are all complete drunken retards
>Introvert, awkward,suffers from paranoia and has Schizoid personality disorder
> Cant drive
> Has no money
>Has forgotten password to steam account
Maybe its time to just end it....
>>28937671
You still have time senpai. Come back in 4-5 years if nothing changes.
>19
>never had a friend until I was 14
>everybody hated me
>had a friend and had my first kiss at 15
>back to nothing at 16
>everybody hated me again
>fell in love with a girl
>nothing happened
>depression for two years
>NEET'd a whole year to improve chances of finding gf
>serious self improvement
>finally meet a girl
>she's the kind of girl I used to describe in ideal gf threads
>7/10, above my standards
>she's the best thing that ever happened to my life
>gonna lose my virginity with her
>can't because erectile dysfunction
>twice
>heartbroken once again
At least I've had two friends for the last two years.
>>28936384
-27
-Never amounted to anything in life
-Have a learning disability and it's very difficult for me to focus, learn, or pay attention to anything. Hence why I browse the internet/watch tv all day instead of trying to improve myself.
-Have a job but I fucking hate it.
-Living with ex. Ex is okay, good person, even nice but...I am still in love.
-All family/friends are 9 hours away
-Barely any friends here and I have nothing in common with any of them.
-Overweight
-Always exhausted because of shitty job
>23
>Making over 70k a year
>Own house
>Lost virginity at 16
>Have fucked at least 40 girls
>Just wrapped up my first SEAL platoon
>That feel when you've made it
Had enough of the negativity in this thread.
>>28936384
>21
>handholdless kissless virgin
>no friends
>dropped out of high school
>very high chances i have a potentially life threatening genetic syndrome
>NEET
>relatively socially awkward
>since yesterday i have an inflammed furunculus that hurts like hell
>my cat which i loved like she was a daughter died of a horrible death a month ago.
>my father is overprotective and clingy as fuck
>20
>Only girlfriend was 3 month relationship no sex
>Have had sex once with a gross tinder girl
>Live with my parents, getting kicked out tonight
>Go to community college
>Work 2 part time jobs
>1 friend
One of my jobs is military reserves, I've had sex, and I'm talking to my ex right now, so we might reconnect. I have enough money for an apartment, but if it weren't for the girl I wouldn't mind sleeping in my car. Oh, I have a car.
I think I'm well off
>>28938160
At least you have had sex!
>>28936384
>20
>virgin
>the only time I was kissed I was drunk and unconscious
>zero friends in real life and online
>used to be the absolute worst in middle school and high school
>dropped out of university
>dropped out of gym
>currently NEET
>still live with my mom
>never left her basement this month
>only had one creative interest that I cultivated since I was a little kid
>stopped practicing it almost two years ago
>parents never wanted me and divorced before I was born
>raised by my mom, never did anything for her in my life
>chronically insecure
>terrified of going outside and talking to people
>dangerously underweight
>never wash myself, ever
>sleep all day, post on 4chan all night
>always denigrated here, always losing arguments
>too insecure to post on non-anonymous websites
I'm tired of this nightmare.
>20
>didn't pass high school
>no job
>no job prospects
>failing college
>parents saying they will kick me out
>virgin
>3/10
>ocd
>maybe schizophrenic
>abusive father trying to "reconnect" with me whilst still being a cunt
>too pussy to kill myself
>be 21
>highschool dropout since age 15
>dad is autist, just cares about hobbies
>mom couldn't do it anymore, divorce.
>mom drinking herself to death now with me
>never did a single day of something since that, never worked.
>depressed, anxiety
>got fat, got alcoholic, started smoking
>not a single fucking fried, just lurking the internet all day and playing a bit of wow from time to time
>considering suicide daily
>see life pass away, remember good old 06 days where i was swimming in the mediteranian sea with friends
>remember 2013 as it was yesterday
>21 wtf, i thought i was 18
>tfw 5 years later i say the same thing about now, wtf 2021, i thought is is 2015
>tfw you will die sooner than you ever thought
>>28936384
>25
>never had a job
>KHV
>have a degree in nothing, my major was literally nothing, Interdisciplinary studies
>5'6
>250 pounds
>stay home all day in my room browsing 4chan, playing video games, and masturbating
>have my mom give me $40 every month for me to spend how I want, literally have to get my mom to buy me things
>father calls me a piece of shit trash every single day
>I don't have any friends and haven't spoken to anyone not related to me in 3 years
>I'm ugly
>socially awkward
Alright, rate it. Am I the worst?
>>28937883
I love you
>>28938468
I love you
>>28938589
I love you
>>28937737
I love you
>>28937671
You still have time
>>28937434
I love you
>>28937119
I love you
>>28936889
I love you
>>28936852
I love you
>>28936848
I love you
>>28936756
I love you
>>28939014
Seem bad, worse than me anyway im >>28938589
At least you have a degree in something, anything is better than nothing
>>28939042
thanks anon
>>28939042
Thanks, i love you to!
>>28939229
someone will always love you anon, always.
>>28939420
Thank you random anon i needed to hear that
>>28939042
Thanks senpai, good luck to you
>>28939042
How insincere of you
>>28936384
> 19
You fucking lost, gtfo babby
>>28937797
Being a bragging fuck adds more negativity.
>26
>5'8" manlet
>total virgin
>never had a gf
>40k in debt
>live with parents
>almost no income
>have erectile dysfunction
>diagnosed major depression
>>28936384
>19
Shut the fuck up, junior.
>molested by dad
>tell mom, does nothing
>parents violent alocholics, witness lots of domestic violence
>also get shit beaten out of me regularly
>unable to connect to other kids/nearly mute; teachers puzzled
>mom removes me from school at 7-8 years old to "home school" me
>spends more time lying in bed (didn't work, leeched off dad), free of obligations to raise me
>mostly feed and care for self
>occasionally takes me out to her methhead/alcoholic friend's to stay for days or weeks at a time
>skeezy dude diddledoos me while i try to sleep
>mom lets me fall behind miserably with school work, become retarded
>parents divorce
>mom and i move in with great grandmother
>entirely stops even trying to teach me anything now; she just leaves me locked up in a house with nothing to do but coddle her and replace my dad, occasionally yells at me about not learning anything
>zero friends, live in bumfuck nowhere
>makes me take care of a fuckton of animals she's hoarded and do physical slave labor like build fences
>mom gets me a job working on a ranch when i turn 14
>takes all my earnings
>fights with my boss so i have to quit that job
>makes me get another job at 17, retail
>rarely speak, people think i am weird and accuse me of being a psychopath a lot
>eventually get fired for being "cold and unfriendly"
>mom berates me until i go back to the same fucking store and reapply
>work there for five years
>mom won't teach me to drive, yells at me for not knowing how to drive/depending on her for rides
>mom gets multiple crazy bfs during this period
>finally take driver's ed at 21 and buy a car with my savings
>mom makes me take care of my great grandma now; i drive her everywhere, do her shopping, etc.
>eventually moves out with one of her bfs, leaves me alone with great grandma
>doing kind of ok now
>house fucking burns down this year
>move 3 states away to stay with internet friends
1/2
>>28936593
>>useless degree
what was your major?
>>28942877
>"we'll find another place for us all when the lease is up"
>get here, here a week
>"i don't think we're going to actually find another place, sry, we're renewing our lease"
>spend 4 months living in a fort on their couch and in my car
>finally find a room to rent near enough to new job/price range i can afford
>here a week; "hey sorry to get you all moved in then make you move again but we've decided to down size and won't be renewing the lease after all, sorry"
>will only have a bed and a room for 2 months before i have to fucking move again
>still poor af
>still have to replace everything i owned; all of it completely burned
2/2
>raised in ultra mormon household by a dad who didn't interact with his children and an overly authoratative and unloving mother
>molested by brother from 5-17
>at 8 a neighborhood boy lured me to his house and locked me in his room while he punched me repeatedly in the nuts while he laughed
>grew up not producing enough testosterone because of that so I mental became beta
>had acquaintances from church but no friends
>siblings were not friendly
I'm 30 and living with my parents. I'll kill myself soon with my car exhaust. I wish I had died sooner.
>>28936384
FIX IT YOU IDIOT. FIX YOUR LIFE. THIS ISN'T HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE
