>going to sleep all comfy
>remember dead best friend and oneitus
>cry so hard I wake back up
How do I kill off the part of me that feels pain?
You need to go MKUltra on yourself and give yourself a complete drug and hypnosis-induced brainwipe
You're going to need to plan out and record all of the commands you're going to give yourself beforehand, though, because once you're a veggie you won't be able to remember why you made yourself into one in the first place.
Be your own puppeteer my friend.
>>28919379
this is some next level degeneracy
>>28919408
No, my friend. It is REgeneracy
Mastering your own mind is not regressive at all
>>28919379
Maybe that'd work.
But I might just come out permanently retarded.
>>28919344
>dead best friend and oneitus
What? What happened?
>>28919522
same person, hung herself in her closet.
She was the only driving force in my life.