>listening to depressing shoegaze music
>smoking cigerettes
>spend my time infront of a screen
>don't have a facebook or phone because no friends
>google Welcome to NHK and find other sad anime shit to fuel my self loathing
>thinking about that one girl
How is everyone holding up?
I think I got all the bad thoughts out for this evening... should be able to watch an episode of something a fall asleep before they come back... just making sure i'm not going to ruin my mood suddenly before i try
>Roommate got a night job, so now I often have the home to myself
>It's Sunday, Memorial Day weekend, and I'm doing work at home because law office has been so busy
>Going to be promoted to senior position, plus managing two people next Tuesday
>Need to be organized before they arrive
>So lots of fucking work
But otherwise good stuff.
>listening to depressing house music
>smoking cigarettes
>don't have a facebook because fuck that normie shit
>spend my time at my desk
>google Representation Theory of Finite Groups and other autistic math shit to fuel my autism
Might drink later and play Castelvania or some shit. I fucking hate the summer.
you were ok until
>that one girl
>>28915436
More like until
>anime
>>28915436
>reeee fukin normos meme le get out of my board >:(
Take a fucking chill pill and relax. Everyone has that one girl they think about.
>>28915288
what r u listening to anon?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdAEf7w0ioQ
>>28915288
>>thinking about that one girl
What's she like?
>>28915570
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMKkbco7UFE
Meh. Just this on repeat right now. Japanese shoegaze is nice too because they have no souls and so having no soul makes music I want to hear.
>>28915642
She is a broken soul. Never happy. Hates herself. She is lost in her own world.
>>28915768
>She is a broken soul. Never happy. Hates herself. She is lost in her own world.
She sounds lovely, I can see why you're pining for her. What kind of things does she like?
>>28915809
Cigerettes, working, and not doing anything.
>I love her
>she likes me too
>she wants to fuck
>so do I
>she's horny all the time
>I can't get hard
>tfw I'm going to lose the best that has ever happened to my life because I can't get an erection in front of a hot as fuck girl
I'm gonna buy some viagra. This has happened twice. As much as she likes me, she's not gonna forgive me a third time. There's no way I'm losing her.
I'm thankful for living in a world with medication. If it wasn't for that I'd be completely hopeless right now.
>>28915977
Don't masturbate for days before you fuck her but maybe masturbate 2 or 4 hours before you fuck her. That way you rub the easy one off. You don't want to just fuck her and it only lasts 30 seconds
Should have fucked an escort so that you have experience.
Escorts are paid training dummies.
Just don't tell anyone. Especially the girl you love that you paid to fuck a girl.
>>28915288
hey anon you wanna be friends? do you use IRC?
>>28916165
I don't want to have friends. I am happy alone. Not sad about this fact but thank you.
>>28916206
Pic super comfy.
Sauce?
>>28916256
I googled "Say I love you anime" and found it in gif. Thats all I know
>>28916444
It worked, thanks senpai.
>>28916515
Looks to moe for me though. I am glad to help you.
>NHK
>babby's first existential crisis
amateur hour
>>28916738
>watching movies
fucking normie
>>28915288
>girl
Fuck off normie.
Shoegaze is comfy though. Play some Jesu.
>>28915642
https://youtu.be/IRZqXFBQsv4
>ywn write depressive lyrics for an uplifting beat
>ywn rap alongside GTB and Sadboys
>ywn get high with your friends all over the world
>ywn a Cloud Rapper
>>28918376
I know all of those feels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ks7XeO4supk#t=8m28s
Whitearmor please bless me.