>wasted my teen years
>already wasted the best of my adult years
>things don't seem to be getting better anytime soon
>the only times I care is when I'm tired or hungover
>months of feeling numb at a time
>my parents will die and I will have completely failed them
>they always thought I would snap out of it but I never did
What a miserable pitiful existence.
>>28914676
same here anon
at least when my parents die I'll be able to off myself without anyone caring.
can't wait to get some drugs in my system so I can forget about this.
withdrawl is a bitch. don't get into drugs kids. saveyourself the truoble, if you're headed down a road you know the ending of, take the fast lane and end it quick. it doesn't get better
how old are you OP?
>tfw going to be a wizard in 4 years
>>28914676
I'm going to bed but fuck man you described my life.
I'm 30 now and the best part of my life is over, my whole body already hurts, never had a gf. I want to die.
>>28914676
>found I journal I owned towards the end of high school
> last entry was about how me and my ex were gonna get married
> last words written in it were "Life will get better."
hold me, /r9k/
>>28916391
i threw all my old school stuff out, i can't stand to look at what a fuckup I was and have become.
>finding your old school things
>having the Feels hit like a freight-train as you take in what it all means
This thread hits too close to home.
>>28917618
Forgot to post my Feels music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uBzUfjkdPq4
