depression thread - Almost escaped edition.
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> finally crack while drunk, open up to my dad about how depressed I feel
> the self hatred, hitting myself, can barely talk to people and how I basically spend all my time alone
> next day, try to blow it off as deunken rambling.
> he doesn't buy it, I start to think maybe I'll get to see a therapist and get to clarify of something is wrong with me or if I'm just a miserable faggot
> he hooks me up with tinder and I get a few matches
> "See son? No need to be down, you can get girls easy!"
> T-thanks dad
I love the guy, best dad you could ask for but he can be clueless with stuff like this. Back to /r9k/.
>>28914011
>your poor excuse of a father will never be this based
>realize how everyone has walked over you e.g. family the few people you meet
>any ounce of kindness is used against you
>nobody takes you seriously anymore
>i can only feel anger, a deep profound sense of rage towards myself and everyone else
>depression itself was what was killing me
>>28914090
Been there familia, had a period where I got pissed at people for being nice to me at all cause it made me anxious.
>>28914195
Its bad enough you become a target the moment you become miserable to everyone else. I would never wish this on anyone
>tfw so far gone that any act of kindness feels fake and you feel like people are mocking you with it
A few months ago I thought I finally escaped this shithole we call depression, I haven't. It's never been this bad. Please send help
