>meet pretentious chick on okc
>she's a poet who wrote 2 books
>has no idea how obnoxious she sounds like
>really hot though and lives close to me
>we text in which it's mostly about her "creative strifes" in life
>had to endure this
>don't even bother bringing up about my hobbies until she asks
>when i do talk about them she quickly cuts me off
>she's writing a third book
>she constantly talks about being used
>me thinking she's giving sexual favors to publish her shitty poetry
>eventually she asks to see a recent pic of
>agree
>she immediately then says she has to go to sleep
>never hear from her again
This was 2 years ago and have completely given up on women since
>>28909236
>dead
>she's clearly very much alive
Why would you lie like this?
>Be /fit/ all my life, tall and handsome
>all the Qts from high school are literally getting married to fat chads
the migrant rape crisis in europe starting from the rotherham scandal being uncovered to the austrian election where women voted in the party that supports importing more rapists
in between those events i pretty much realized everything i needed to know about the female psyche and how twisted and fucked up they are at a ground level
>>28909236
>have already been raged at by a girl at commenting at her tits
>then lost 180$ to a slut because I wanted to do a good deed and help her shop for Christmas presents because she could not afford any, due to begin a dumb shit slut with her money
>Well I was a dumb shit who got taken advantage too at that time due to being brought up by a blue eyed single mum
>this third girl I knew had a few days ago confirmed my suspicions she just used me for free rides when i had to drive her to the pharmacy to get a regret pill because she met a cool rasta guy and let him fuck her raw and cum in her
>all the while I had given her free rides for 6 months in the hopes of maybe just maybe getting a little bit of affection
>the first girl calls me up and for some reason wants to apologize and something
>also had a crush on her
>meet her and things go pretty well
>go to her house
>she shoots up heroin
>wait what
>Yeah lol I made new friends and they all use lol, it makes me feel so much more better lol, hey I always thought you were kinda handsome and so nice and please give me some money :)
>Just get out and leave and never bother to answer her calls again
>Oh great girl number 2 has made me even more unpopular among people because she's spreading a story about ho I am some kind of a violent loan shark always pestering poor her for the money I lend to her
>cuckjocks give me shit about it for a few days
>About that time I decided that women can honestly just fuck off for now, I'm done with this shit, I'm done.
>be total beta loser
>work really hard to overcome it
>have mild success
>fuck 75 women, most of them ugly but a few actually really hot and a lot pretty decent
>76th one gives me herpes
>quality and frequency of sex declines
>join herpes dating sites
>AHM A STRAWNG BLECK INNEPENNEN WIMMINZ AN ME AN MAH BEHBEH NEEDZ A MAN WHOZE GITTIN DEM CASH is all that's available, even in major metro areas
>slowly, dissappearingly, give up on hope
>one day, go out with friends
>girl is into me, hanging on my arm, touching me on purpose
>don't want to have the herpes talk
>she facebooks me
>I don't even try
And I never tried again. All I have left is bread and cheese, my only joys.
>>28909683
Friedrich Nietzsche's life story
>ex chubber, lost a lot of weight around the time I go to college
>suddenly girls are interested in me
>solid 9/10 starts hitting on me
>start dating
>starts telling me she sees ghosts
Oh fuck no.png
>tries to throw herself in front of a car a few times, I stop her
>trying to fix this broken piece of shit
>she fucks some random chad called red a few time.
I should have let her jump
i give up on women everytime i see a chad in public(literal chad whos like 6'4" and ripped)
>be in relationship for two years and half
>she breaks up with me
>"I don't have time for you anymore"
>guess I don't have time for women either
That was 6 years ago, don't regret the choice.
>be 17yr old good looking but kinda shy kid
>for some reason staceys liked me
>not interested though, I want a qt innocent girl
>1 year later meet a qt girl in an art class
>6/10 but I like small asians so 8/10 for me
>start talking to her
>she has few friends, never had a bf, is kind of a weeb and really likes drawing.
>working up courage to ask her out.
>next few days we both get invited to a small party
>neither of us like parties but her friends insist do I go too
>had to work and got there late
>I walk in on her drunk in some asshole ' s arms
>I just look at her in disgust and leave
What pisses me off the most is that I'm better than that guy in every way but she still couldn't control herself.
>be me
>never really get crushes on girls because I pretty much hate everyone
>eventually get a crush on a girl on senior HS
>she's my type, smart, cheerful energetic girl
>fall in love for the first time in eras
>my desperate best friend who hits on every girl on every class of us goes after her like the world depends on it
>A teacher finds it amusing and motivates him
>eventually find out there is a plot between the whole class, some teachers and him to get them both together
>watch as they start dating and are together for three years now
>spend a few years in loneliness
>only girl who ever showed interest in me after that is a bitter, plain-to-ugly looking older girl who smokes and likes me because I'm a drummer and she's into metal
Can't I just die peacefully
>>28909424
Screencap agrees.
>bee me
>grow up in a household full of wymmin, varying from young to old
never plan on looking back
>>28909236
>gave up
>implying i ever tried
>>28909236
>get invited to a party of some friend
>"dude here is a ton of chicks here, you should finally get to know someone man"
>alright, shower, dress up, lock down inner sperg
>arrive at party and immediately play beer pong to warm up
>feel confident enough and speak with the girls there
>a night which changed my outlook on everything and finally catapulted me into misanthropy begins
Attempt one:
>a cute, blue eyed blonde with nice tits and short hair
>already know her
>give her a bear hug and lift her a little, she laughs
>think it is starting out okay
>drink and laugh with her, do small talk
>get up and greet someone else
>end up fucking around for half an hour
>get back and see her crying
>ask what happened
>she stammers something I do not understand
>goes to the bathroom
>at the end of the party she was cutting herself in some corner
Attempt two:
>a short, red haired, typical nerd girl who I also already know is sitting outside
>plant myself at her side and light up cigarette
>we talk about usuall shit, end up talking about vidya
>she is casual as fuck, but I do not expect much
>the whole thing goes off to topics like mental health for some reason, without me saying a thing about it
>she talks about hearing voices and shit like that
>weirded out, but think it is okay
>she starts talking about some abusive history and shit like that
>I already notice that I am never going to uncringe myself if I stay here
>tell her I want to go to the toilet
>do not come back
>later she drags me to dance
>I tear myself off rather violently
>later friend tells me she liked me apparently
>fuck that
Attempt three:
>a rather silent girl who spent the whole party sitting in the corner with her phone
>do not know that one
>start conversation and say that she looks pretty gloomy
>she says something about actually waiting to go to another party tomorrow
>not what I asked for, but I do not mind
>ask why she is here if she does not care
Cont.
>in college
>meet qt girl on first day of junior year
>hit it off really well
>have the same major so same classes for a while
>start hanging out outside of class
>we catch feelings for each other
>make out once
>"oh anon, it's not the right time right now. We need to finish school then we can start a life together"
>dick is diamonds "okay"
>basically doing schoolwork for her now so we can get done and get married
>last day of finals
>"oh hey anon, I can't come over tonite. My bf is in town and I'm gonna fuck him silly, haha you know what's that's like! I miss him so much! See ya!"
>>28910575
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA --aah. We need to start killing women.
>>28909683
does yo dick look like this?
>>28910574
there's a high concentration of mentally ill women in this party
>>28910575
well atleast you missed the bullet of actually being the guy she DOES marry
once a user, always a user
>>28910269
post her pics
bloxbloxnigger
>>28910668
i don't get it on the dick, I get it on the right ass cheek and thigh
>>28910704
an user*(?)
I wish I could keep this short but it's somewhat complicated...
>always been kinda awkward and shy with women
>in highschool I got in a class where I was the only male
>still makes friends and become comfortable around women in a friendly set of mind
>still incredibly awkward when it's related to love
>do well, still no gf despite female friends but fuckthis
>last year of highschool, friend introduce me to his new gf
>cutest creature I've ever witnessed
>during the year she leaves my current friend for another, closer one
>get to spend time with her, she's a wreck
>somehow touched by her, genuinely believe I could help her out of her misery, not in love at the time
>relationship between her and closer friend get rough
>he leaves her around the time I realized I was in love with her
>in a sad frenzy she approaches me
>I fall for her, believe she actually likes me
>two weeks rush by, now we don't hold hands anymore or kiss when we go
>we only kiss anymore when drunk as fuck
>still don't realize what's going on
>she gets closer and closer to another handsome friend that was here from the begining
>still not getting it
>still feels uneasy, start falling in depression again
>start cutting myself (theedge.png)
>still have big uglyass scars all across arm and shoulder
>one day all of us three gather to smoke a joint at a park
>they're real fucking close by now, she's laying her head on his lap and shits
>then it fucking hits me
>too disgusted to say a word
>just leave
>first time crying in years
>never hear of them again
Worst is that when I tell my story to other people that knew these two, they all get surprised by the fact that at some point me and her formed a couple. She even denied it when confronted. To everyone but me, it - d i d - n o t - h a p p e n-
This is how went my first love. I've gotten better but now I'm legit afraid of love. She left me colder than a public toilet seat in siberia mid-winter.
Pic related is my heart.
>>28909236
>the day we gave up on women
>OP mentions unrelated tangent
>OP gave up on women between then and now.
Ok..
Well I gave up on boys after my second bf. In college. He did nothing but play around and had no real interest for programming or software development in general. All he wanted was sex. He didn't even want to cuddle. It's so incredibly lame.
After a while I went onto dating websites and all I could see was the same kind of person with no interests or intent other than sexual satisfaction. Eventually prejudice got the better of me and I gave up.
>>28910785
>She left me colder than a public toilet seat in siberia mid-winter
Douglas Adams would be so proud
>>28910785
>pic related is my heart
You and me both brother. I want to love again one day with every fiber of my being except my brain.
It's the only thing keeping me safe
>>28910841
I bet he was just as bored with you than you were with him and is probably seeing someone else now that he actually cares so much for that it motivates him to do something with his life you fucking degenerate roastie
>>28910841
>Tfw I would probably be what you want
I only want a virgin though?
>>28910574
>she lifts her eyes from her phone for a moment
>is just staring at me and finally says:"My friend asked me"
>for fucks sake
>tell her to have fun and leave
Attempt four:
>go upstairs, I am absolutely wrecked at this point
>someone told me to take a couple of drags from something, was a joint apparently
>sit on some bad and space out while asking myself why I am even trying anymore
>a girl jumps on the spot next to me, holds out hand
>shake her hand and she says her name is Tony
>tranny alarms go off, but I am so much past caring now
>we talk about something, memory is hazy there
>I remember talking about both of us having brothers
>laughing at other people in the room who trip out
>the first pleasant conversation I had there
>even the dudes were annoying as fuck until then
>I really want to hold on this girl, I do not even care if she has a dick
>my retarded friends finally show up
>"dude, we did not drink together yet, come on"
>they drag me downstairs, I am powerless and cant resist in my baked state
>give her last glance
>realize that she looks fucking great
>she leaves early and she is the friend of a friend of a friend, nobody has contact info
Bonus round:
>ex-gf comes around, nobody told me
>has her boyfriend with her
>I am at the border of collapse in the kitchen, thinking that I will wank to that Tony chick later
>ex-gf demonstratively sits beside me and sheepishly asks me "hey how are you doing?"
>you are doing it on purpose you fucking bitch
>tell her that I am doing horrible
>get up, go to bathroom, vomitt
>get dressed and leave
Something in me died that day.
It is really simple.
The woman you want, you will never get.
Even if you manage to keep your shit together, you will only get some chick who drives you nuts and makes you want to kill yourself.
The end.
>>28910852
I was in literary section back then
>>28910884
Same. I'm not ugly and got more confident with time, I'm starting to wonder if I should just become a manwhore, drop the whole muh love and deep feelings thing and just get the pussy. But then I guess they don't call it "to make love" for nothing.
>>28910934
>I bet he was just as bored with you than you were with him and is probably seeing someone else now that he actually cares so much for that it motivates him to do something with his life
Yeah that'd make sense given we really didn't match well at all.
>>28910945
>I only want a virgin though?
Yeah. That's a real shame..Ignoring the fact that we're meeting on /r9k/ and at best have extremely slim chances of even meeting
>>28910841
It used to bother me when women would talk about men being emotionless or just wanting sex.
I'd think, "that's so mean. How could they not want to be nice and considerate of a girls feelings"
It still bothers me, but I know deep down that me being a good person doesn't matter, and so I instead try to laugh when I hear about women that have been used, because feeling bad is useless to me, because nobody cares or knows about my feelings but me
I try not to feel emotions for women anymore beyond being polite and cordial.
It's never done much for me anyway. Sorry your bf was a piece of shit.
>>28910975
Worst of it is that you tried
I feel genuinely bad for you. I hope you'll finally get it at some point.
>>28910977
I'm not ugly I'm totally plain. If getting ripped doesn't work I'm gonna join to army or devote my life to sport fighting.
Not everyone was meant to know the comfort of company but I will then take my body and make it a well greased machine capable of awesome feats.
>>28909236
>get close to a girl on campus
>girl keeps acting flirty with me during class
>confess to her a few weeks later
>she rejects me
>tell her to not tell anyone
>she tells everyone
>get humiliated by it
>girl confesses to a chad known for pumping and dumping girls
>girl gets pumped and dumped
>girl tries to get buddy buddy with me a year later
>I tell her fuck off
>she goes ape-shit and reveals how vile she is by insulting me and having a meltdown
>pretty much stopped caring about girls after this
It was painful but I guess it had to happen some time, I was a gullible fuckwit up until 19.
>>28910975
Some women are really named Toni. Or "Tony" as in the nick name of a gay ass female french name that is something like "Antoine" or some shit
>>28911066
I'm torn between telling you not to post anymore or telling you to post frequently
>>28909236
>tfw the sight of your face made her slip into a coma
>>28911033
Don't fool yourself into thinking over manly stuff will bring you more luck with that. Anyway, good luck with what you're planning. Surely you'll get the qt too.
>>28911120
I... Don't know what you mean with this at all
>>28911129
Nah. My first desire is to share experiences of sex and romance with women
My second is to he an extremely well-versed combatant
Couple of years ago, it's impossible for me to get them like me so I gave up.
>>28911137
Your post was informative, somehow still dumb as hell, and also amusing
>>28911158
I wish to become a somehow potent fighter too, but because this world is full of horrible people that surely couldbnt be stoped by mere words.
Now I'm.not even sure I truly want to bother with women anymore.
>>28911188
on-point description of me there
>>28911129
Women like dominance. They like to fuck (and cuck) killers in uniform and men who can dominate other men.
>>28911066
Well, it is what she told me.
I asked myself the same next morning.
Damn, if only I could ask her myself.
>>28909343
News flash, bucko, you're not handsome.
>>28910988
>men being emotionless or just wanting sex.
To me it makes perfect sense. It's just that I expected more given all the things that would have worked in my favor. It was a CS degree, he seemed a nice guy (arguably he was, our interests didn't align), enjoyed the same things before we got more involved (at least he made it seem that way).
It just gets hard to picture anyone you like after a while. And guys are after you just because of your gender so that kind of works against you when you want someone that's interested in you as a person.
It's better than not having the option of having relationships (like many of you describe) but it's rather jading to be in this position.
I try not to treat people who ask me out like shit though.
sober me gave up on women years ago
drunk me on the other hand
>>28911208
Thing is, I despise dominance as I consider it to be the expression of an almost animalistic mind disguised enough to appear normal. Men able to dominate others achieve nothing of their lives, but dominating other, which shouldn't be even an end in itself.
Robert anton wilson wrote some crap about that. Anyway. I'd rather live in my pure but lonely world.
The end for me was when an average looking girl said
>I wish I could put your personality in the body of someone who was actually hot
I was floored, but poker faced and said "then why would I keep hanging out with you?"
that seemed to make her actually want me, because she started getting touchy feely after that, but by then I was dead inside. The pussy fumes were out of my head and I saw what a cunt she was.
>>28909567
First of all, there is a pattern of being taken advantage of women in your life because you invite that. You don't give out free rides in the hope of affection ...you just...don't. If you knew you could get free rides, free money, etc from a guy just by keeping his hopes up, what would you do?
>>28911318
Yea, just see Genghis Khan, he never amounted to anything in his life
>>28911337
one hunna percent gangster
i just lost all interest around age 20 or 21. it was a slow but steady descent into disinterest. im 24 now and i have zero fucks left to give. i genuinely have no interest in pursuing women.
since i started fapping (age 19) i found it easier and easier to forget about women. once you take your own horniness out of the equation, you realize how boring and uninteresting cunts really are.
>>28909973
Youre better than him in every way except he had the balls to make a move and you didn't
>>28911387
>started fapping at age 19
I started 10 years before that
>>28911387
>once you take your own horniness out of the equation, you realize how boring and uninteresting cunts really are.
fucking this this this this. words of wisdom anon.
>>28911349
Too bad my dream would be to become a recognized writer or poet rather than be master of the world eh
>>28911250
Did you ever ask yourself whether you are the problem? Maybe your give yourself way too steep pricetags while only having pump-n-dump in your feature list.
I only can speak from personal experience, but the ultimate goal for a guy with a gf is having someone who is complimenting him as a person and is actually an interessting person to be around. I even met a girl who was like that, but ended up with some boring blank slate instead.
Maybe your bf is in the same boots as me.
You generaly treat it like it is a one-sided, closed case. Try to look from other perspectives instead of pulling out victim cards. I know it is hard to say here, but still.
>>28911429
funnily enough, i got a fair bit of sex before i even started fapping. i didnt like fapping and it didn't feel good to me at all. then one day after going through a dry-spell, i decided to give it a try and low and behold, i came all over myself.
>>28909236
i know dude, why can't it work out perfectly the first time with a girl you barely have interest in? i thought this penis bought me indiscriminate sex whenever i want it with zero effort.
>>28911490
lmao. fuck off you dumb yeasty cunt hole. thats not what he said at all. kys.
>>28911387
These are some fine words of wisdom here anon
>One day I just stopped caring about relationships
>Before I had just thought of women as depressingly beautiful
>But one day they just blended into the background static of my life
>And I stopped caring completely
>When this happened women, attractive women even, started showing interest in me
>I however had absolutely no drive or desire to pursue anything, even easy sex
>I'm just an emotional cripple now
I'm oddly proud of it
>>28911387
>once you take your own horniness out of the equation, you realize how boring and uninteresting cunts really are.
my god, fucking this. women really are worthless pieces of shit once you bust a nut. they are literally only good for making children and making you cum.
>Gave up on women
The day my dick stopped getting hard for my gf and I realized that I'm gay
>>28911505
right, why would he have that much self-awareness. we have to help him out a little. sydp
>>28911453
I actually derive more pleasure from absolutely shutting down female approaches. I only excercise and keep dressing nice for those moments.
It must be absolute bliss to wield such power as a beautyful female.
Maybe this mindset is part of what is tearing the fabric of society apart, but it is just too much fun.
>>28911158
>My first desire is to share experiences of sex and romance with women
>My second is to he an extremely well-versed combatant
I've experienced the romance part and it sucks, got cheated on and ended up with less than I started with.
Now I'm devoted to martial arts and couldn't be happier. Improving oneself physically and mentally gives more pleasure than any woman could.
>>28911563
fuck off cunt roastie trash
>>28911490
>implying men think their genitals give them rights
what you think we are, women?
This is exactly why roasties write this kind of mental retardation, they are taught from cradle that their vaginas give them rights
>>28909236
>woman asks to see me
>her actual words (texting) are along the lines of "You asked to see me a while ago. I AM NOW READY. If you can fit into your schedule, of course".
>agree
>she has fit me in between two other meetings; I have an hour and a half
>her next appointment right after this is with her ex
>she is currently dating some third guy
>talks about her nights out, getting too drunk, making out with a guy or girl, etc
>has no shame about being like this
>sees nothing wrong with squeezing me in between her boyfriend and her ex
>is so blatantly just weighing her options like strolling through a mall
God damn sluts.
>be me
>never had any contact with females despite the obvious (parents, school)
>so never gave up cos i never started
FeelsGoodDesu
>>28911697
fucking this.
only stupid cunt women think having a vagina means they're entitled to special privileges.
god i fucking hate women. THIS is why we need Islam.
>>28911585
good point angry boy
>>28911697
great point angry boy
>>28909973
Hey elliot rogers i didn't know you rose from the grave
>>28911742
i hope someone knocks all your teeth out and makes you hideous. you vile stinky whore.
>>28911471
>Try to look from other perspectives instead of pulling out victim cards
Ignoring how you do seem rather bias here. I don't see why you'd presume this given what I've told you but whatever.
I've tried to understand it better. But it's obvious the guy wasn't interested in me at all. Just my gender. Because everything he pretended to like just vaporized as we got closer. Not even basic stuff I expect from a relationship like wanting to be close to each other remained. It was literally just sex.
I don't think I'm an awful person. I would have seen to fix that if I did. People seem to like me and while I obviously don't interest everyone (nobody does) I do have interests (you guys complain about women not having that a lot).
>pricetags
Well it's not even about that. A relationship is an exchange. You give and take. With the relationship I had back then the only exchange we had was sex, which I didn't care about after a while. When it was obvious that relationship wasn't just having a minor setback or whatever I stopped it. He didn't even get upset, which is fine. I didn't want drama or anything but the reaction made it pretty clear he wasn't particularly interested either.
It's the deception that grinds me the most. That we seemed to click so well yet after maybe 3 months it's perfectly clear (in retrospect anyway) that we never shared any interests to begin with other than being sexually attracted to one another. That's not enough for me.
You find deception like this everywhere too. Even here on /r9k/ where you often pride yourselves on being nice people. You ask yourselves "am I fucking this up?", "what should I do?". All those things are obvious if you're not playing some game. I know there's plenty of girls who set dumb standard for how dating should go but really, did you want a relationship with those people? I wouldn't want people like that. I get that form men sex is a much bigger deal but come on. Have some standards.
>>28911742
>lulz, just because your argument fucked mine in the ass doesn't mean I'm wrong, becuz u a white male
>>28911741
you forget
1) all the bullshit that comes with having a vagina. bullshit we all benefit from but only one gender has to bear the burden of.
2) which gender who made vaginas so special and valuable.
don't be so angry, be glad you don't have to deal with having a cunt you baby.
>>28911583
Fuckin' a! Right you are boyo
>>28909343
You think youre handsome because youre so used to seeing yourself in a mirror that you block out your flaws, youre ugly or average sorry Brad
>>28911769
you didn't have an argument, dumb boy. unless frothing at the mouth is what passes for an argument here.
>>28911761
tee hee i hope not! mmm my cooter stinks so good
>>28911772
fuck off you dumb roasite whore. nothing you said is right. you don't belong here.
>>28911809
oh yeah, good point, having to menstruate and gestate babies isn't a burden at all. good thing an expert on the female anatomy was here to set me straight.
>>28911764
To be clear about that last bit:
What I mean is simply that if you cared about having a nice relationship there's not that many questions about what's appropriate because if being yourself was an issue why would you want to be in a relationship like that?
I get the other end of the stick. I get people who aren't being themselves so I can't know before I head into a relationship what it will be like. I have to invest months at a time to figure out if a guy is being himself or not. Sure, some people are obvious about it. Really bad actors and stuff. I by now I have this prejudice. Guys 'only want to get in your pants'. It's obviously not entirely true but it seems like that's the case in an alarming amount of the cases.
It bugs me a lot. So I've 'given up'. I don't respect men as a group anymore. I try not to be prejudice but it's really hard.
>>28911797
You: Men think penis gives them rights
Me: That's not how men are educated
If this is not decent enough of an exchange to you, refrain from posting out of tumblr
>>28911772
>sumtimes my vagina bleeds :(
Seriously this is some shameful autism. "Having a vagina is full of problems, it compensates for the double standards in society" and "it's men faults these standards exist, not like they were created so our society wouldn't become some muslim shithole and shit" combination is pure unaltered cancer
I didn't.
Fucked a milf with no strings attached, about to bang another
>15 years old
>Have a thing for a girl
>She's chubby but we like the same music
>FInally get in a relationship with her
>Cheats on me 3 times, won't even kiss me unless she's drunk
A month in she asks to open the relationaship because she wants to go back to fucking her ex
Nah, fuck women
I have a story, but I might not be a soul crushing as other anons but i'll give it a shot
>miraculously find a girl that likes talking to me alot for the first time ever
>find out she lives in san francisco when I live in socal
>love talking to each other and say lovey dubey shit to each other like one of my chinese cartoons
>we pretty much are e-dating at this point
>talk with her so much to the point that I get comfortable with her being in skype calls with my other friends
>one of my good friends happens to live in sf as well
>so I decide fuck let's all 3 hangout in the summer
>takes me 5 fucking hours to get there with traffic and on top of that it was raining
>they both show up together and not SEPARATELY
>I begin to to see the red flags everywhere
>when we hang out they were closer to each other while i was in the back
>they were even getting touchy at one point
>I realize I've made a terrible mistake and confront my friend and ask if they were fooling around
>it's true
>have the saddest 5 hour drive back to my place i've ever witnessed
I still haven't recovered from this experience
>>28911854
Let's Ben internet friends and share correspondence I want to have a dial go I get with a girl who feels the same way I do about the opposite sex.
Email my throwaway [email protected]
>>28911877
me: OP thinks penis gives him rights
did we start talking about all men? i was just talking about one man. guess you really wanted to talk about a lot more men. sounds like you really like men, probably sexually. yipes.
>>28911877 again
women are important enough in reproduction to justify the double standard. in return, all you have to do is point your orgasm into the proper hole. something i think this homo >>28911877 again might have a bit of trouble with.
>>28911920
Dude, if you are 15 you are way too fucking young to give up. At least wait until you are 25.
>>28909683
>join herpes dating sites
I'm going to have to stop you there anon.
Are there really "herpes dating sites"?
Cos that's degenerate as fuck.
>>28911963
I'm 19, this happened when I was 15
Since then I've only had a thing for one girl, she took advantage of it to fuck, constantly asking me for money and shit and then told everybody I liked her by posting about it on her fucking twitter
Women are not to be trusted
>>28911963
I'm 35 and I gave up.
>>28911955
Wow I didn't realize how fucking poorly I posted this. The throwaway was [email protected].
And I was saying its be nice to have open dialogue with a cynical misanthropic chick
>>28912001
You don't have to trust them to get laid.
>>28910785
>She even denied it when confronted. To everyone but me, it - d i d - n o t - h a p p e n-
I know that feel bro, got the same thing with a girl in a new high school a few years ago.
I moved away to a different city the next year then she just denied that we were together to all her friends and blocked me on FB, haven't heard from her since.
>>28911958
Maybe I like men sexually. What if I do? No really, what if I do? Are you so desperate, so claustrophobic at this point that your only idea of a possible way out is calling me gay? Cause this is pathetic, my friend. Too bad they don't teach girls how to banter, just like they don't teach girls anything, because look at this now. Now, how are women any more important in reproduction, when their puny organism can barely generate more than one human a year (and only if they are twins), while a man's can just spore hundreds, maybe thousands, in the same span of 300 days?
>>28912024
Just now or when you were younger?
>>28911955
>>28912025
Sorry. Not too interested in that. I don't really like to talk about this without anonymity.
Nah, I just do everything I can to get them pregnant so I can call it a day.
>>28910771
How does it look pham? I might have it as well
>>28912029
I don't even want to fuck them to be honest.
They don't want to fuck me, they just want to milk me for all my resources because that's all I'm good for. Providing materials while she fucks some random chad. No thanks, I'd rather not stick my dick in your fucking cavern that you call a vagina.
>>28912108
I find that impossible unless you are gay. You don't have control over what you are attracted to.
>>28912047
thanks for showing another way how women are more valuable in reproduction, i hadn't thought of that. your pathetic throwaway sperms vs our precious rare eggs. even the bible says you should spray that shit on the ground.
>>28912136
I'm not gay, but dudes are alright I guess. I ended up with a kind of boyfriend for a few weeks. It wasn't exactly a relationship, but we did coupley stuff.
>>28912081
Sure I guess. I mean I didn't say we have to know each other. I just wanted to share a correspondance. But I understand slightly if the idea is unappealing. Oh well.
>>28912147
the bible says Onan shouldn't waste the semen that would become a prophet into the dirty womb of an undeserving woman, better off jizzing on the ground. Now considering there are almost as many men as women with little contrast in these halfs, I'd say sperms and eggs both have the same value: none.
>>28912174
Even if you are bisexual, then you are still sexually attracted to women.
>>28909973
I know that feel brotha
>>28911942
I'm really sorry this happened to you. :( Please feel better.
>>28912211
Well yeah but I can just choose to fuck a dude instead
I mean I generally just don't fuck, I'm still a virgin, I can do without
>>28912192
ok so sperms vs eggs are a wash, what else do you contribute? that's right, nothing. babies grow inside of women. women's bodies can nourish them before they are ready to live in the world. at great physical expense to women. women are more valuable. women deserve special treatment. sorry bro. you wouldn't be here but for the protection of a woman's womb while you were too weak to live outside.
>>28911749
He only wanted blondes, not qt asians.
>>28911942
Did you let your friend know you're interested in her? Did she know?
Sounds to me like you're just a guy she met and he's just a guy she met through you. You happen to be some awkward virgin that's sortof OK to talk to and your friend is a really nice dude who happens to live close.
>>28912258
and the egg would be of even more pathetic lack of value if not for the sperm inside of it. Face the fact that men are way more fit to reproduce and pass their genes with efficiency than women, at least in number. I don't see how a person only able to spawn a single fucker a year is more valuable than the one who can spawn more than the world needs.
This whole conversation is shit either way.
>>28909973
Losing qt asian girl to some drunk asshole at a party. Man, that got me in the feels just to read.
>>28909973
QT innocent girls don't go to parties, dumbass.
>>28911942
I can't ever feel sorry for the suffering of a tripfag, sorry.
>>28912308
it is shit, and i'm not even a woman. nor a man who's successful with women, nor a man who sucks up to women. i ignore women. i don't know why i'm taking up for them now. i guess i don't want to be grouped in with the misogynist whiners who are in similar positions as me.
>dwarfism
>started balding at 16
>4 inch dick
I never even tried to get close to a female. My only hope is that my beard genetics kick in one day so I can be a proper dwarf.
>>28912238
It's ok, I never really liked talking about it but I'm glad I have you guys to tell this to at least
>Did you let your friend know you're interested in her? Did she know?
He did, I think it made it obvious that I liked her because we told each other that from time to time
>You happen to be some awkward virgin that's sortof OK to talk to and your friend is a really nice dude who happens to live close.
You are right and you are wrong, he had several better qualities than I had. A car, he was semi fit when I was a chubby emo. It all fits into place.
>>28912370
Ahh I see... Interdasting
>>28912394
fuck forgot to quote
>>28912296
orginally
>>28909973
You're probably average looking, which i fine, but still average. And staceys probably smiled at you and you misinterpreted it for something more.
God damn I havent given up yet but I'm close. I've gotten laid a good bit but it doesn't do it for me. I have never had a meaningful relationship in my life (19) and being a late bloomer didn't help, just got me laid. Im way to socially anxious from my upbringing and all the bullying I went through to just talk to girls unless their introduced to me mutually so I just smoke tons of weed. All I think or fantasize about is falling in love or some bullshit anime plot love story to happen even though ik it never will. But I can dream can't I.
>>28912402
nah no cucks here. women get nothing from me. sorry boyo. just think it's pathetic to whine about how unfair life is because i don't get everything i want.
>>28909973
>presuming you're in a relationship just because you're working up courage to say you want one
>even presuming she likes you she can't be expected to hold out for you while you're doing whatever
She should of course ask you out if that's what she wanted. But that's dreaming. Girls don't do that.
>>28912460
You can find a virgin qt bride in Eastern Europe.
Travel there for a summer, you can live like a king for just over 1000
>>28911741
Even Islam privileges their women.
They can work outside the home, but don't have to contribute it to running the household.
They have polygamy which prevents men of lower status from having wives so they can be monopolized by one higher status man.
Yeah, the women get acid thrown in their face for knowing their multiplication tables, but even then, men still form the vast majority of acid attack victims.
>>28912337
>I can't ever feel sorry for the suffering of a tripfag, sorry.
We are all robots in the end, tripfaggot or not.
>>28911700
eenie meenie minie cock
the average woman has far more options than the average man, and options are power.
>>28909236
Honestly, I think i've almost given up. It's mostly due to the fact that almost all modern girls are either far too stupid, shallow, and generally uninteresting, or as someone who doesn't go to parties, simply untrustworthy who will inevitably go out drinking and cheat one night.
Monasticism is looking really good right about now.
>talk to my friend's sister on facebook for three months, almost date, says she loves me
>stands me up two times
>her brother says she had chads all over her all night
>tell her i am going to kill myself
>never online on facebook again
>see the messages now
>"I WILL KILL MYSELF I HATE U SELFISH DICK XDDD" about 10 times
>completely forgets i exist
I am too lazy to date women now. Not putting up with that shit.
>>28912532
I've thought about shit like that but that's not my main goal. Like sex doesn't really even do it for me anymore it's just an urge to fill. Im an astrophysics major atm and I think I just feed on the feeling of chasing this fantasy where I'll meet some rando cutie during college with same interests and fall in love and just stargaze forever with even though everything I do contradicts that (vidya, get high a lot, never go out unless slammed). If I didn't have a good group of friends that make me laugh, I'd probably have offd myself fighting depression anyways
I'm carpooling with a total stacy to work because we took a class together at uni and it's a 2h drive everyday.
We've only been carpooling recently and I'm falling for her already. I'm afraid I'll fall for most girls if I spend this much time with one. She's had a bf for 4 years. She thinks I'm normal atm. What do I do?
>>28912757
I recommend absolutely nothing and just be yourself as best as you can, if you try something cause you fall in early on I almost guarantee you you'll fuck it up, just become friends with her being you and hopefully new doors will open up, just have to fight the urge
>>28912757
Wear a diaper on your next ride together. Poo loudly in the diaper. Cry. Become hysterical. She'll have to pull over to change you (don't forget to bring extra diapers). While she's changing you, maybe, just maybe, she might touch your penis. May hinder your chances with other coworkers but it's a reasonable shot at a pee pee touch.
>>28912743
Fall in love with an Eastern Euro girl who appreciates you
>>28912258
Women's only value is in reproduction, and even that can't be done without the male component.
"Life offers the human being two choices: animal existence - a lower order of life - and
spiritual existence. In general, a woman will choose the former and opt for physical
well-being, a place to breed, and an opportunity to indulge unhindered in her breeding habits."
"At birth, men and women have the same intellectual potential; there is no primary difference in intelligence between the sexes [edit: this actually is not true, but that's another matter]. It is also a fact that potential left to stagnate will atrophy. Women do not use their mental capacity: they deliberately let it disintegrate. After a few years of sporadic training, they revert to a state of irreversible mental torpor."
"Why do women not make use of their intellectual potential? For the simple reason
that they do not need to. It is not essential for their survival. Theoretically it is possible for a beautiful woman to have less intelligence than a chimpanzee and still be considered an acceptable member of society."
"By the age of twelve at the latest, most women have decided to become prostitutes.
Or, to put it another way they have planned a future for themselves which consists of
choosing a man and letting him do all the work."
"In return for his support, they are prepared to let him make use of their vagina at certain given intervals. The minute a woman has made this decision she ceases to develop her mind. She may, of course, go on to obtain various degrees and diplomas. These increase her market value in the eyes of men, for men believe that a woman who can recite things by heart must also know and understand them. But any real possibility of communication between the sexes ceases at this point. Their paths are divided forever."
--Esther Vilar
The canine has been a better friend to Man than woman has, for fucks sake.
>>28909236
>be 14
>have small,all-male group of friends
>one of the guys(let`s call him Edgelord) meets a girl(let`s call her Femanon) in public transportation
>she befriends him
>he introduces her to us
>she starts to aggressively flirt with another guy from the group(let`s call him /fit/izen,because he was ripped as fuck)
>they start dating
>this goes on for a few months
>meanwhile I start to beta orbit Femanon
>all of a sudden she cheats on her bf with Edgelord
>she tells me
>tells me to not tell her bf,and that she`s going to dump him for the other guy
>tell the other guy in the group(let`s call him Basedanon)
>he tells her bf
>group practically falls apart,due to being me,Basedanon,/fit/izen,Edgelord and Femanon
>still keep contact with Femanon and Edgelord
>beta orbit her harder
>also hang out with Basedanon and /fit/izen
>Basedanon keeps contact with the two others as well
>eventually Femanon breaks up with Edgelord
>I think I have a chance
>try harder to get her to date me
>from the start me and Femanon have exchanged physical affection,so I decide I can ask her for something particular
>have balloon fetish
>ask her if she can blow up and pop balloons for me,expecting her to say no
>she says yes
>when the time comes she says she`s not available
>realize I`m deep in the friendzone and even this way of her sexually stimulating me,is beyond her
>she also has the typical femanon personality,despite never browsing 4chan
>she still fucks Edgelord from time to time,even though they broke up
And this is when I gave up on women.
>>28912308
> I don't see how a person only able to spawn a single fucker a year is more valuable than the one who can spawn more than the world needs.
Because the actual limit is dependent on the females? It can only go as fast as the slowest step anon
>>28912890
I could/would but I'm way to lazy and poor for that shit (amerifag). I just want to be loved by a woman who genuinely loves me for me, but that's like everyone else here so I'll just get in line, fantasizing about it and getting high all the time seem to fill that void for now tho
>first year of university
>in class with a cute 8/10 redhead
>she's very intelligent and personable, I start to develop feelings talking with her because an intelligent woman is very, very attractive to me
>have conversations about deep technical shit that I never could really have with a woman before
>think about asking her to go out
>one day after class, leaving campus a little late because I stopped off at the library to see what books they had for a paper
>walking through the parking lots
>I park in the way back so I don't have to deal with people near me
>as in walking through the parking lot, I walk past a secluded car
>inside is a fat obese nigger smiling
>happen to look in as I walk past
>he's getting his dick sucked by the cute redhead
I was so emotionally devastated and traumatized that seeing interracial porn triggers me to remember this. It's not even the fact that he was a nigger that bothered me, it was the fact that he was a 300 pound obese fat ass mess and his face was so smug at the time. Disgusted me to such an extent that I just can't even look at women as someone to date. That one event effected me so deeply that I literally gave up on women.
You have to understand that she was intelligent, witty, sociable, pretty. If she's debasing herself like that by sucking some obese niggers dick in the parking lot of a university, then there is literally no hope for any woman.
I never spoke to her again. She probably saw that I saw her because when I saw her in class next, she looked at me nervously and with a blushes face said "hey" to me. I didn't respond and sat across the room from her. I looked at her and shook my head and her eyes got watery but that was it.
>>28912862
Just had the thought-- to help your chances, try to squirm around so that some of your poo gets on your penis. When she's cleaning you up, obviously there will be some sort of pressure on her to clean the poop off your penis. As in, she's already wiping feces off a grown man's bottom, why would she not do a complete job? If she tries to put the fresh diaper on without washing the poo off your penis, give her a little coy whimper, put your finger up to your mouth and gently nudge your pelvis toward her hand: "No clean pee pee?" She'd have to be made of stone not to touch your penis after that display.
>>28912955
BUT on the same rhythm the females are spawning other females who will soon be fit for reproduction
>be typical nice guy
>never have any success while all my friends do
>try on the "be apathetic and cocky" meme
>success rates improved
Basically, I realized that women are morally bankrupt and that I want nothing to do with them.
The moment I realized that I have literally never received any sort of compliment on any aspect of my person whatsoever by a female that is not related to me. None. Zero.
They don't want to be with me. None have ever appeared the least interested in me. Which is why I'm a 31 yo wizard.
Also, sour grapes.
>>28912997
Fuck man, that sucks
I gave up years ago, and now the few times that a woman drops hints and indicates interest and I don't respond, my friends and co-workers talk shit and start this chest beating half assed Alpha PUA bro culture bullshit.
Damned if you do...
>>28910975
>The woman you want, you will never get.
Even if you manage to keep your shit together, you will only get some chick who drives you nuts and makes you want to kill yourself.
Some of us will get NO woman,period.You`re a normie and you do not belong.
>>28913247
I wish I knew what any of that felt like.
>>28913303
Put your thumb up your asshole and then suck on it, it's pretty much that
>>28909236
>try out online dating
>women's profiles largely come off as pretentious and demanding
>send messages to some, get no replies
>manage to land a date with a girl from OKC
>talks my ear off about shit i don't care about
>i pay for everything
>she doesn't seem interested
>she used me for a free meal probably
I would rather fucking die alone than ever try online dating again.
>>28909236
Story of my fucking life. It happens every single time I meet a girl online where she can't see a picture of me.
>meet girl
>lot in common
>talk for hours and hours
>she enjoys my jokes
>she tells me im smart and that she likes that
>she seems cool too
>we literally talk for hours
>she asks to see a picture of me
>promises she won't be judgmental, she just wants to see who she's talking to
>i break down and send her a pic
>she says she has to go to bed and blocks me on whatever social medium we're talking about
Fucking cunts.
>>28913558
What kind of parents raise a daughter to believe that sort of thing is okay?
>>28913558
You got to feel what it's like being a Chad. They think the guy they're talking to is handsome and fit and then when they see your actual face and you aren't as handsome as they imagined, they get turned off and leave.
Always, always have them see a picture of you before you get invested. You can't let them imagine a Chad and then get you.
>>28913581
every person in the world would do that, including you, me, and the guy who posted the story. what's the problem? disney movies got to you? sorry friend, nobody can learn to love a Beast.
>>28913581
You're very naive if you think parents are really raising their children at all these days. It's social media and the sjw's telling them that they can do whatever they want and if someone disagrees they're sexist.
>>28913348
>online dating
>ever
BRUH
>>28909236
>ITT: bitchboi normies complaining about how they didn't get the perfect girl they think they're entitled to
Can you all fucking die?
>never been invited to parties
>no friends
>never talked to a love interest
>never had the privilege of getting a chance with a love interest
>never been in a relationship
>only been treated like shit
I've just given up on humans all together. I am a robot.
>>28913713
lul i know, found out the hard way. figured i'd give it a try but then i took the red pill and, well, never again.
>>28909236
>final year of high school
>girl I vaguely know starts saying hi to me and trying to start conversations whenever we pass eachother
>I only have about three friends, so it's not like I have a reputation of being cool or interesting
>we always seem to have good conversations, she laughs a lot, smiles when she sees me, eye contact 100% of the time
>near the end of the year she takes a picture with me and asks to send it to me, she gave me her number
>grad night she grabs me from behind when I had been talking to my friends and talks for an hour, then gives me the tightest hug ever, arms around my neck and tells me she hopes she can see me more
>friends are telling me she wants the D, my sister tells me I should've known she was interested long ago
>call her the next day and ask her out
"... Oh Anon, you wouldn't want to be in a relationship with me, I'm not a good person for that, but we're good friends" (obviously a load of crap, just trying to let me down easy)
And so I've decided I have no fucking idea what women want. Why the hell did she initiate contact with me? Why was she so physical?
>>28909683
You're a fucking degenerate for fucking 76 different women. Thatz disgusting you pig. Maybe if you kept the degeneracy at the level of a fuck buddy you wouldn't have herpes.
>>28911387
It's ironic that "robots" give people credit for being interesting just for being men.
Maybe you'll understand one day that most people, male and female, are boring and uninteresting as fuck with no hobbies or interests
I asked a guy the other day what he does for fun and what his interests were and he told me "hanging out with my friends". Men aren't special snowflakes and they sure as hell aren't interesting.
The most interesting people you will meet either have perfect affluent lives or are severely autistic.
>>28913743
Orbiter recruitment?
>>28913743
Women generally speaking only consider their feelings. She just wanted to know you'd like her for the confidence booster
>>28913723
The victim Olympics commence in r9k.
This place is just Tumblr with a dick
>invited to party by "chad" friend
>at the start of the party take huuuge hits and am blazed out of my mind.
>having a hard time controlling my body (fuck indica)
>sit on a chair next to the bathroom
>chad's girlfriend goes to the bathroom with some black dude i've never seen before
>the dumbasses leave the window open
>can hear them fucking
> WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO
>i go home right after that. too freaked out
>tell chad the next day. he thanks me for looking out for him13
>later that week he tells me that she vehemently denies the act and says they went in the bathroom to snort cocaine and the black guy is apparently gay
>she gives him a sob story and all that crap
>i tell him that's all bullshit
>he decides to believe her over me
its really depressing that he chooses to stay with her bullshit story when there are many other details that add up to the act
hes a fucking cuck and hes dating a crazy whore
im never dating a western women ever
>>28912378
You should either get into mining or into politics.You have no other option famalam.
>>28913953
Warwick Davis 2020?
>don't even bother bringing up about my hobbies until she asks
>when i do talk about them she quickly cuts me off
This describes all women. Women aren't interested in learning about men's lives unless they're rich or famous.
>senior year of high school, depressed about the constant realization that life is cruel,unfair and meaningless
>life is just one day after another of doing the same shit over and over, friends say I have everything to win but I'm just unlucky
>At this time I was engaging in heavy and profound thinking, observing and analysing everything around me, debunking the status quo,developing my own cynical opinions about life,etc
>basically I am a boring person, incapable of having fun, obsesses with true freedom and "truth", silly but they were my things, my natural obsessions
>One day, after all those years of hating everyone and everything around me I see her, an angel descending from the skies, the most pure creature to ever live
>she was the perfect girl in every way for me, natural (blonde) hair, modest clothes ,feminine body, everything you could expect from a woman physically
>I say this because that's what my friends told me when I told them she was perfect, they told me I was infatuated by her hot body, but they didn't understand
>She was perfect not for her beauty, it was her smile, her attitude with life, she didn't seem to care about anything, I used to watch her dance with her friend in the school's fountain at night under the moonlight (I went to a night school)
>It was my new obsession, all my madness was directed to a singular purpose, to be with her
>strangely enough I believed in destiny, in the misterious and magical veil that supposedly surrounded life
>my friend even told me she was once staring at me in the library
>>28914120
long story short, she rejected me, I went to talk to her but she just graduated and I ended up without time, didn't give up, found her number, called her, talked a little till she remembered me and then never returned my calls.I sunk into the worst depression of my life, even worse than before, I didn't even care about life's truths anymore, because I finally realized there weren't any. It went so bad that I forgot how to talk properly, I can't even form complete sentences anymore, now I'm just a ghost, walking under the moonlight on a sunday night.
I know this story is poorly written and doesn't make any sense but I needed to get it out of my head
>>28912917
>have balloon fetish
>possibly told femanon, telling her to randomly pop a balloon
>"wahh why dont womyn like me they're the problems now i give up on womyn because they dont like shitty fetishes I like"
If I was a woman I'd find that fucking weird. I don't know how long you "dated" this woman but fucking christ you don't tell her fetishes like that until you have a solid connection, shitter. She is a whore, but if you dislike her because she "broke up" with you you're a fucking dumbass.
>>28911772
The day of the rope will be hilarious for this dead biitch. Whatever roastie sluut.
>>28914008
Or pretending to mine and be a politician very efficiently for money?
>>28913919
Pussy is a hell of a drug. Both my brothers didn't believe anything bad I said about their gfs, but it wasn't nearly as bad as your story.
>>28909236
I didn't ever give up on women because I never tried in the first place. Men like me are only wanted for our money. I'm not a Chad, thug or violent drug dealer so I'm not exciting enough to make their vaginas tingle.
I always felt like an outsider because I could see how shitty roasties can behave and still be accepted by men. Witnessed some stacy seduce a Chad in high school and try to slip money out of his wallet, and the idiot just laughs it off and starts dating her.
God damn a lot of men are fucking stupid. I suspect I would be too if I wasn't borderline asexual.
>>28912258
>babies grow inside of women. women's bodies can nourish them before they are ready to live in the world. at great physical expense to women. women are more valuable. women deserve special treatment.
But humans are populating at a large rate than lower. There are 3.5 billion women with functional reproductive organs . They can't be more valuable if there's more than plenty in the world.
>>28910785
>>in a sad frenzy she approaches me
>>I fall for her, believe she actually likes me
>>two weeks rush by, now we don't hold hands anymore or kiss when we go
When did you even start holding hands? You basically jumped from "I'm in love with her" to "we won't even hold hands anymore", wtf.
The story isn't as sad as you think it is. Just go to your friends and talk shit about her together, you're all in the same boat after all. At least you have friends, fucking normie.
>>28914166
I never dated her.I orbited her.
I was in high school. It didn't happen at once but rather over years. I had acne. I got bullied a lot, every single day. I never adapted to waking up early and my bus came at 6 AM. My life wasn't going very well.
For some reason I would occasionally get the thought that I could have a girlfriend. So I would try to be friends with a girl. The first one told me my face was too ugly for her to ever date. I had bad acne at that time. The second one gave me her phone number. It turned out to be her friend's phone number and they both made fun of me for calling it. The third time I was laughed at and told I was ugly. I stopped talking to girls my junior year.
When I went to college I started dressing better, took Accutane, whitened my teeth, so I would feel more comfortable around people. I got attention from women a few times (under 5 times) as in they would actually talk to me first. By that point though I had given up on women and relationships. I was in my 20s, still a virgin, depressed and the entire thing seemed like a waste of time, like trying to fix something irreparable.
I finished college never having a girlfriend or sex. I've been working a few years since virtually without a social life at all. Not a single friend.
Maybe I gave up too early, I don't know. I don't really care. I've been treated poorly by other people for most of my life, I get used for their entertainment, and it's left a bad taste in my mouth. I don't like talking, I don't like being around people.
I make decent money as a programmer. I'm going to buy a house in the desert and work remotely. No people.
>>28913846
She chose the wrong guy for that, I've not seen nor talked to her since.
>>28913855
That would slightly explain why she chose to screw with me; I just keep my head down and do my own work. She probably bragged to her friends the second after I called her, there was probably some competition going on for who could get the most closed off guy.
>know a girl
>hear from friends she's into me
>probably a 6-7/10 nothing special but KHV at this point
>not greatly attractive either but I've never had a rough time socially, just when it comes to girls
>paranoid, never believed my friends when they said she was into me, just doubted myself I guess
>looking back at it it was obvious she liked me, signs were there but went over my head each time
>we got along as friends great, I could just never make a move
>one day she just got tired of waiting I guess
>fucked a good friend of mine
What should I do? Its too late now to say anything surely?
>>28914166
And no,I dislike her,because she`s a flaky,self-absorbed dumb whore that ruined my group of friends.And I gave up on women,because she was one of the better examples of women I knew and all women I knew were like her deep inside.
>>28914177
keep worshiping the cunt sweetie pie. remember, you're the reason things are the way they are. you and your randy little penis.
>>28910778
no
#35732562
>>28914237
>orbited girl
>not even dating her
>still tells her you have a shitty fetish anyway
>"waaah all womyn are shit because i told a slut that i have a weird fetish and she backed away from me"
autism
>>28914308
The reason I`m angry is because she said,she`s utterly ok with it and would love to make me feel better by doing this,seeing as I was a teen at the time I was a bit more naive and the fact that she probably changed her mind five minutes after telling me this probably made me feel bad.
>>28914308Also I never said I`m not a diagnosed aspie.
>>28914271
>>28914308
i wish auto refresh would've refreshed fasted before i posted >>28914308. but i mean still telling someone about a weird fetish you have is weird, even for a 14 year old
>>28914348
yeah i see
shit sucks man
>>28914120
>At this time I was engaging in heavy and profound thinking, observing and analysing everything around me, debunking the status quo,developing my own cynical opinions about life,etc
>profound
lol, shitposting on 4chan and being an edgy sperglord do not count as "profound thinking", you have literally never done or thought anything profound in your life, and that's why you don't matter
>be fat
>have shitty teeth
>have dermatological problems
birth was when i gave up
>>28914444
At least you get quatro quads
>>28914444
but tetraquad, you were born with no teeth, fat, or skin. you could have turned out differently.
>>28914406
And really,the thing with the balloon fetish isn`t a main reason for why I gave up.It was sort of like the last nail in the coffin,made up of the wood of seeing a girl make my very close friends turn on eachother.
>>28914225
this
in times of scarcity, especially human scarcity, eggs are valuable.
But we've populated to the point that eggs are about as cheap as sperm.
Too bad our caveman software doesn't realize this.
>>28912997
>I never spoke to her again.
>I didn't respond and sat across the room from her. I looked at her and shook my head
You did the right thing familia, These sluts need to be shamed every given opportunity, otherwise their behaviour becomes something to be repeated and copied by other women.
Unfortunately we are way past that point now.
I didnt give up on women, I decided to quit chasing them and make myself unavailable. Not worth the effort or don't meet their standards, that's their problem. I really don't have any positive experiences from relationships so it's no skin off my nose.
>>28912910
That book is the ultimate red pill on women
>>28914490
Spoken like a high school drop out.
>>28909236
>>meet pretentious chick on okc
>>has no idea how obnoxious she sounds like
>I ACKNOWLEDGE this, and STILL take the fucking bait and then let her shit in my heart and use that as an excuse to hate women
You don't even have a valid reason, cuck.
Top fucking zozzle.
>>28914348
i had a fun experience with fetishes too. it's boring so don't read it.
so i have a fetish for women with cheap package embarrassing granny panties sticking out of the top of their pants. not something i'm proud of so i don't really share. but i orbited this girl for a while, sort of super-orbited her in that she called me every night, told me she was in love with me, we did sex things, boyfriend/girlfriend stuff but she wouldn't do a commitment. and was overall shitty to me. anyway a couple years in i told her, as more of a confession since i hadn't told anyone, didn't ask her to indulge it or anything. she had told me all of her deepest darkest secrets and fetishes (nothing too crazy, she would bite me to the point of bleeding, want me to get my red wings with her, wanted me to do stuff to her in her sleep, happily did the first 2, no way on the 3rd... she also told me other messed up things she hadn't told anyone before) so i thought i was safe. but of course she berated me, told me it was sick and wrong and perverted, was really upset. but then the next day said she saw a girl recently with her underwear showing and went home and masturbated to it. so i didn't bring it up anymore. she'd send pictures out of the blue without me asking of her underwear showing, then freak out and ask me to delete them (i actually did). once in a while she would go out with me with her underwear showing, again, just randomly without being asked. she'd usually tell me as she was starting so i'd know to look for it. then once she did it without telling me, and later she asked if i had seen. i was like no, you didn't tell me, i'm not going to creep on you. and she laughed at me. the next day we went out and her underwear was showing a ton, seemed really intentional, and i was looking, and she got incredibly pissed at me. so i was like ok look i don't really care that much about this, do it if you feel comfortable. she did a couple more times, then got really weird about it.
There wasn't a particular day or moment.
It's not like I think it's impossible. It would just require a great deal of effort, trial & error, embarrassment, and change. I'm a lazy coward with absolutely no experience. I am (or I've convinced myself) that I'm content with being friendless and alone.
I'm 29 and did the orbit thing a few times. Finally I get sense to realize chicks don't date their best friends.
After languishing for a bit I realize that I'm going to be a beta provider for used goods. Get a fatty who isn't going anywhere in life to settle for me figuring it's better than beta provider. But she's kind of nuts. Starts wanting money. Realize she sees me as a provider.
Leave her. Meanwhile old female friend who's married gets drunk and tells me her husband cheated on her and she's going to divorce him and move to London with her ldr. Told me if it didn't work out she could see me as a good step dad.
That's when I realized. I'm 29. And I'm meant to be a beta provider. So I gave up on women. I try to commit to the life long bachelor thing. I see escorts twice a month. I save my money for toys and gadgets instead of college for kids. I just rent since there's no point in owning a house. It's still lonely as fuck though.
>>28914751
finally she started having talks with me about how weird and creepy it is and i was like dude i do not care that much. i just told you about it, it was your idea to start doing it. if you don't like it don't do it anymore, i won't ask, i don't care. then she got all weird like checking behind her if i was around as if i was trying to creep on her, doing it really obviously and then confronting me and i was like I AM PURPOSELY NOT LOOKING. I DO NOT CARE. IT'S NOT THAT BIG A FETISH. I AM SORRY I TOLD YOU. PLEASE DON'T BE UNCOMFORTABLE, I AM NOT LOOKING. anyway it sounded worse in my head when i was thinking about it, basically i trusted her with this info and she made me feel like a huge creep even though i was very careful not to be a creep about it. i guess it wasn't that bad. she did way worse things. i hope you took my advice and didn't read this.
>>28914751
Fun thing,is you described my relationship with this girl that I was talking about,almost to the point.
>>28914816
yikes, sorry man. nobody to blame but ourselves for that. hope you're out. i guess from your post you're long out.
>>28913821
>i asked a guy what he does for fun
He probably didn't want to tell you he plays video games and watches anime.
>>28914839
I`ve been out of this for about ten years now.
>>28914909
that's good man. 3 for me but it lasted 8.
>>28909857
Shouldn't havetaken the starter mine's weak to, fag
I'll see youat Lavender Town, I'll be with your ghost bitch lmao
>>28913821
>>28913821
We're too busy working and pretending to have social lives to have hobbies.
>>28910479
>Lonely Grandma
>Single Mother
>2 Sisters
yea no thank you.
>find out tulpas exist
That was it really, meat women are inferior in every way once you get far enough along
>>28909567
Stop giving people free shit and hoping they will decide to have sex with you later.
>>28913013
Huh.. really makes you think
>>28909236
>girl at work
>she's cute, reserved, shy
>starts conversation with me clearly indicating she's interested in more than talking
>she's fucked every guy to walk in the door at work
>tfw closest I've been to sex
>>28915099
oops mfw no face I guess.
I guess i give up when i realized i'd never find a woman who could actually understand me and have a long relation with me, especially while being somewhat good looking
I do look for short relations for sex though; good acting brings a lot of dumb stacys who think i am who i act and think they deserve that person. dump em afterwards.
That happened two days ago, I just had enough of begin the emotional crutch of some girl for two years. We had a friendship somehow I ended masturbating her few times but we never had a sexual complete sexual intercourse, she is really a filthy fat girl who manipulate men to do things for her.
I think I had enough last Friday, now I'm free to begin alone without her bait me to her house to massage her (then masturbate and suck her tits). All I have now is time to read my mangas, play my guitar and continue studying to my college admittance exams.
>>28915486
What did you do with her? Massage her and suck her tits? Or she sucked her own fits and masturbated in front of you?
>>28915515
i put her dick in my mouth and she smashed my tits against our balls. how was that not clear?
>>28915540
This post actually managed to make it even less clear what was going on.
>>28915540
My mistake, I'm mentally retarded
>>28915562
i'll spell it out for you
1. IT PUTS HAS ANUS
2. SHE ABOUT MY PENUS
3. BREAST ANUS SHITTING
4. MASTURBATE
7. DIAPER
i never really truly tried
>high school was in classes with a fatty since middle school
>one day decide to ask her out
>ask her out
>she was like what
>repeat
>gave me a weird look
>stopped talking to her
>guy in class made fun of me for asking a fatty out
community college
>school had a game room, pool table, some nerds would bring their video game consoles
>there was this hot big boob girl who played video games
>have a class with her
>ask her out
>i think she told me something to shut me up
>ok
another class
>have a few classes with a hot girl
>in the shower feel confident to ask her out
>go to class
>ask her out she says no
>felt kind of heart broken
>class is over hear the girl tell this asshole
>he laughed
>felt bad man
i think i may find a girl one day. i told my mom that i'm going to be like our cousin. sister is married and the other one is single. said that brother is going to be the married one and i['m going to be the single one.
>>28915486
This sounds like a dream come true. I'd love to massage a chubby girl
>>28915515
No, I sucked her tits while massaging her clitoris or putting my fingers inside her vagina. Last time I played her vagina I fistfucked her.
She is really fucked up, I think I made the right choice leaving that situation. Men like me don't know how deal with women, I think is better stay alone and live a peaceful life away from women chad there are chads make babies and keeping the human respawn high.
>>28909236
I'm too far gone to even care about them anymore I realized it after hanging out with a long time friend/crush after not having seen her for years. I'm don't do well with people I haven't seen for a while and end up not coming off as myself as a result.
>meet her by chance on the way home from work
>We start talking about our lives and where they've gone since we've been apart
>she's a big traveller, free spirit type now with close friends and I'm a depressed friendless shutin who works all the time and is completely stoic to most things
>We exchange numbers and agree to hang out in the near future. I hug her and pick her up and she screams and laughs before we part ways. I feel a tinge of hope.
Fastforward to the meetup:
>She texts me one night to hang out but I get it late
>Anxiety has me in a mental vice but I push through and call her instead, she's busy with work and sounds surprised but agrees to go get coffee with me anyway.
>I continue to ask her about her travels, we laugh and joke around even though we're both nervous.
>Keep my autism under control just long enough to get her home. She leaves the country a week later on another trip. We stop talking and I decide to forget about her.
And on to the finale:
>She texts me when she returns. We catch up and plan a date at the beach.
>She does most of the talking, calls me out on it but I'd literally done nothing but work nights over the last year. Seems kind of disappointed.
>Mocks my future plans and dreams in a completely demoralizing way.
>Completely robot at this point. Realize this was a bad idea and get into a negative mental loop but manage to keep it together. Try to be polite.
>Somehow the conversation gets onto the topic of relationships, make the mistake of asking her if shes ever thought about us dating
>"Never really crossed my mind anon, is that what you're thinking about now?"
>Answer honestly like an idiot out of a desperate lonely hope at becoming normie.
(Continued)
>>28915877
>She shuts me down basically giving me the "I don't know anon, people change we should probably continue to hang out as friends for a while maybe in the future blah blah" basically inspiring hope but there's no chance in hell.
>Something dies inside me I didn't know was still there. End up agreeing with her which leads to a long awkward silence before we move on.
>Offer to take her home, silent car ride.
>We haven't spoken since.
It's bothered me the last few weeks but now I find it kind of liberating. It just started out so promising but I know better than to get my hopes up. Nothing ever ends well for me.
>>28909857
You entered the danger zone, buddy
>>28909236
>be 5 years old
>suddenly become enlightened after doing god knows what out in the yard
>tell mommy and daddy that i will never marry
i must have been screwed over pretty hard in my past life desuu
>>28915810
I only her tits, big tits, really good to touch and suck. I think I will eventually finding a less fucked up chubby with big tits to play someday, but for now, I think is better study since the admittance exams are really hard and I have only 6 months to study hard from here.
I have 29 yo, only had sex with two different women my entire life, I'm really awkward and don't know how act like a normalfag since I'm really introspective and lived 26 years as some insecure man who never had sex.
After left her house last Friday my night ended drinking alone at some bar and smoking hashish people strangers (I never smoked marijuana or use any other drug). Life is really full surprises, I think I'm having a thing for marijuana and hashish now... I really enjoyed that.
I'm not saying I've given up, but for the most part I don't really care, only date girls that approach me, and have other passions in life that make me happier. I'm also relatively well to do now, so that's a plus.
26
> break things off with girl because she's kinda trashy and a constant flake
> break off things with girl because she's consumeristic and tries to pressure me into buying her expensive things (which I refuse to give in to)
25
> end engagement after fiancee cheats on me
> break things off with girl i get along with perfectly because she doesn't want kids
> girl breaks things off after admitting she didn't really have feelings and was just going through the motions
23
> break off things with psycho because she's psycho, trashy, self-centered, both physically and emotionally abusive
> girl breaks things off citing that i deserve someone more stable
> girl breaks things off citing that i'm "not muscular enough" and "not controlling enough"
22
> girl i have strong feelings for breaks things off for no particular reason, sends me on an emotional roller coaster lasting several years by constantly alternating between interest and disinterest
21
> girl takes my virginity on my birthday and doesn't call back
> girl i've known for years, hang out with and make out with occasionally, blows me and never calls back
20
> girl dumps me citing poor communication after becoming passive aggressive for no reason and not talking to me often
18
> girl i'm romantically involved with in college cheats on me with her best friend's ex (who later cheated on her with her best friend)
>>28909236
>take girl to 10th grade homecoming
>had past reservations about girls, but she insisted that I take her
>thought I should experience it
>took her to nice dinner and took pictures
>manage to contain my autism the whole time
>get to dance, everyone complimenting us, people saying they didn't expect to see me there
>get to dancing
>pretty awkward but I think I'm doing alright
>half way through she says she want to dance with this other guy I knew in band for a slow song
>agree, and go get a drink/use bathroom
>thinking to myself that this is really fun, and that I may want to ask her out since she seems into me
>walk back into gym
>she is making out with the guy
>autism bursts forth as I charge over there
>demand to know what the hell he's doing with my date
>she steps in and says, "Honestly, he asked me first, but I didn't know what to do since I thought I liked you, so I came here with you to make a choice between the two of you, and he won"
>felt like my heart had been ripped out
>tears in my eyes
>just turn around and walk out, while people look on with pity
>date and guy continue dancing without a care in the world
>still drive her home
This wasn't the sole reason I gave up on women, but it was a major contributor. Ever since that day I swore off dating and have transitioned to waifuism, a much better alternative.
Just here to keep the thread alive.
>>28911337
Jesus dude that's savage
I gave up when I got stood up on my first date. She told me she had mild social anxiety so I figured she'd understand my nervousness when I talked to her but it turned out she didn't. Sent me a message saying that it was my fault for not talking to her enough. Really hurt because I felt like I was making progress in breaking out of my autism when I talked to her, to get rejected like this ruined me.
>>28916611
>still drive her home
You're a beta man than me, I would have left without her. Her new date can worry about her now.
>>28915965
Your autism during the conversation isn't what ruined things for you. Don't dwell on that. If she had actually wanted to be with you, a single awkward conversation wouldn't have changed a thing.
>grew up with manipulative and abusive women in my life
>no real interest in having a gf because of this
>All girls in highschool were stacies
>be 27 now and finally want a girl who I can connect with.
>No girls i have met has in the slightest bit interested me
maybe i'm too much of a romantic and have set the bar too high. I just want a pure innocent girl who has never experienced anything .
not when, but who
>be me
>end of 9th grade
>walking on air when I start dating qt Asian gril out of nowhere
>all of a sudden, she dumps me weeks later
>talk to her friends
>get particularly close to one (Rochelle)
>she tells me this girl I dated was never much of a friend anyway and she wanted to drift apart
>invites me into her new circle of friends apart from said girl
>ff to 10th grade
>new friend group consists of me, Rochelle, and a couple other girls from rochelle's original friend group
>we're all friends but I grow particularly close to Rochelle
>still never have feelings for her though
>halfway through the year, she gets a bf (Chris)
>somewhat Chad-like, but still shy and cool guy overall
>begin to realize I'm jealous
>hold it in all year
>eventually Rochelle takes the hint
>I confess to liking her
>she cuts all ties with me completely
>my life goes to shit, I spend all day in bed, don't talk to anyone (this was summer after 10th grade btw)
>start talking again
>she breaks up with Chris soon after
>get optimistic that I was the reason
>turns out she actually broke up to get with another guy (victor), complete Chad, I later found out she had been cheating on Chris with him for a while
>victor's presence in group becomes more threatening throughout year
>reflected in Rochelle, who's still displaying some animosity about me liking her
>one day, she texts me, says it's important
>recounts in excruciating detail about how victor took her virginity
>no idea why she's telling me this other than to piss me off, but she says it in a way that paints her as a victim so I have sympathy for her (even though she stressed it was completely consensual)
>I freak out
>enter hermit mode again
>eventually get back to talking again
>ff to end of 11th grade
>Rochelle starts to freak out on me, letting everything out from past two years
>can't take it
>send her suicide note, she doesn't reply or acknowledge it
>try to kill myself
contd next comment
i just want to get my life together, join a very austere church, and marry a young pious qt.
>>28917203
contd
>tell her what happened
>she flips out, blames me
>goes and tells my parents knowing full well I've been on suicide watch for years and this will ruin my plans to go to college
>parents flip out
>meanwhile, rochelle's flip out convinces her entire friend group to side with her and abandon me
>since I've exclusively been hanging it with them for the last two years, I now have absolutely no friends at school for my senior year
>ff to beginning of 12th grade
>complete loner
>Rochelle and friends completely unaffected
>still with victor
>still proceeds to make my life hell from a distance
>tells the principal I'm a drug dealer, gets my parents involved (literally never been true I've never purchased or sold any drug in my life)
>when I get molested that same year, she tells me I had it coming and makes fun of me for not fighting back (I'm skinny as fuck and a complete beta)
>tells a small circle of people I tried to rape one of her friends (again, not an ounce of truth, I was still kv at this point)
>when I get the courage to ask a completely different girl to prom, she humiliates me by telling everyone beforehand and making sure she says no (Rochelle was the prom coordinator for my school so it was easy for her to have that power)
it's been 5-6 years since I started liking her and I've never liked another girl since. I'm completely over her and all as I have been since 12th grade, but I can't bear to trust another woman again. I want to date and all, I just can't. The whole last year I've just been hooking up with random girls on tinder etc (lost virginity through first one) and as good as it feels for a temporary release I know I'm just making up for what I want to believe I missed in high school and trying to fill that woman-shaped hole with cheap, dirty sluts that will never compare to the emotions I want to feel around women but the capacity for which Rochelle has completely eliminated in me
>>28917421
>molested
>virgin
what?
Last summer
>dating cute girl I've known for years
>going great, both happy
>decide time to have sex
>have sex, use condom
>do it again, felt the condom kind of move
>don't think anything of it
>she calls me two weeks later says she's pregnant
>freak the FUCK out
>still in college, want to do so much more before having kids
>threaten to commit suicide if she doesn't abort the baby
>she does it
>I pay for it, she doesn't talk to me
>left, haven't talked since
Pretty sure this gave me like mild PTSD. I am severely scared to have sex or engage in relationships after that. I've only had one girlfriend since then and when she wanted to have sex I couldn't get hard and I was very scared. Might see a psychiatrist for it but I just can't get over my fear of sex.
>>28917708
I wasn't full on raped, just some guy came behind me in the washroom and tried to jerk me off
>>28917004
What makes you so sure anon? I know one thing and that is I'm never going to buy into the "just b honest with ur feels" thing again.
>>28917802
That's weird. How does it feel to kill destroy your one and only true heir. Any child you have after will never hold the soul of the first one.
That's if souls exist, which I am uncertain about, but I won't have to worry about that because I didn't abort my first kid.
