>be me
>be sleeping since 4pm on Friday
>been sleeping /in bed since
>no one has acknowledged my existence the past 3 days
>considering an heroing
How's life for you robots
>>28906644
Don't even bother coming here until the summer is over anon. This place is going to literal shit now.
>>28906644
How do you sleep that long?
Also, at least for me and my time zone, it has only been a 48 hour span, so hey that's a little better
>>28906850
With depression you can sleep virtually forever.
>>28906644
Same as always family. No texts, no calls, nothing. I got Overwatch though and that's been a nice distraction. Seems like it'll be good for at least a few hundred hours of play.
>>28906644
>How's life for you robots
I think it's getting better
>>28906850
I think he meant sleeping and being in bed
you gotta get up man
>>28906885
That feel when don't want to pay $40 for over watch >>28906889
And do what?
>>28906889
For what? Just to go back to bed?
There is nothing to get up for.
>>28907056
so you feel less like killing yourself, take a shower and go buy some food or something
>>28907056
There is never a reason to get up. Only the idea that if you get up and you try, things might just take a turn for the better. Honestly it can't get much worse than laying in bed for 2 days straight. Besides if you were starving/homeless etc.
>>28907150
I work to be comfy and in bed all the time
I don't know maybe living in the middle of no where and not an international city is contributing to my problems
>>28907128
Last time I did that I only felt worse because I couldn't jump infront of a train when crossing a railroad crossing.
Staying in bed seems to be the safe option.
>>28907150
Things won't get better by just getting out of bed. I just stay in house all day. I have literally no place to be or need to go outside. I wish I had one.I'm not OP btw
>>28906644
life's pretty gay right now but it might get a hole lot better in a month so yeah
>>28907201
>Things won't get better by just getting out of bed. I just stay in house all day. I have literally no place to be or need to go outside. I wish I had one.
Literally same here, but I force myself to go for a jog every day. The first few steps out the door are always the hardest. But the fesh air helps famalam. Still consider suicide all the time, and if I had a gun I would've done it by now. The way I see it, when my luck runs out and I can't live comfortably I'll go buy a gun and do it.
>tfw have had a crush on my best friends of 14 years for the last 4 years
>tfw she dropped the brother line on me and "I know too much about you"
>tfw it's summer and we're all hanging out together a lot more
REEEEEEE I JUST WANNA GHOST THIS BITCH SO I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH SEEING HER ANYMORE BUT I CAN'T.
>>28906644
Friday I woke up after sleeping 4 hours becUse I had to meet my dad for breakfast, I had a coffee and a god tire chocolate muffin and dad gave me money for my coding class, I head back home and then I had class from 11:30 to 1 pm, I head home and fucked around the rest of the day until midnight when I decided to get back into drawing wich lasted 4 hours, Saturday I woke up at 9 when dad called me to come with him to my sisters horse riding lessons, we ate some barbecue and head to his place to wash my clothes, I bringed a couple comics I bought in a con last week because I wanted him to read ponhang, I came back home at 5 and slept until 8, had dinner, drank a bit and stayed up until4 again Sunday I woke up at 11 with a call from my aunt inviting me to lunch with my cousins and now I'm back
Life has been treating me good lately
>>28906644
nice dubs but you should kill yourself
Should I go to class tomorrow?
I havent been to class in 2 weeks.
I'm afraid the teacher will be angry with me again.
Pretty down. A few upswings, but mostly just down. Had a bit of a rush and wrote a shitty poem. Back down again now. It feels like my whole body is weighted down. Hopefully I'll get some drugs this week for some temporary relief.
I can't stop thinking about life, the progress everyone else is making, the things which as a semi functional human being I should be at least trying to do. Seriously contemplating suicide or an heroic drug binge.
I guess I'll take a bunch of Seroquel and try to stop thinking.
>>28906885
>Tfw tried to return that shit overwatch game and blizzard says no
>Tfw I do a chargeback anyway
Been thinking about killing myself too. No matter how much I improve my life I am not content. I just don't understand.
>>28907735
Stop doing drugs and you'll be able to get a decent job. Unless you have a criminal record in that case you're fucked
>>28907817
You missed the entire point of my post.
>>28906644
Is that donatos pizza? Fuck. I hope you just kill yourself.
>>28907873
Sounds like you're a neet wanting a job
>>28908020
Old pic but yes
>>28906644
that's some guud lookin pizza right there. Why stay in bed all day if you can get some pizza like that?
>>28908140
I'm a NEET who want's to want to get a job. If I wanted a job, I could get one relatively easily. It's just hard to force myself to do that when I feel like shit most of the time and am seriously contemplating suicide.
So no, your advice doesn't apply.
>>28908223
get a job neet
