I just want to stop hurting, but it never goes away. It never gets better.
>>28873783
You need to delude yourself into changing your worldview. Positive affirmations. Force it.
>>28873783
Do lots of drugs.
>>28873839
I do not know how to do that.
>>28873848
It won't come easy. Do you really wish to let yourself stay miserable? If yes, then do nothing. If no, then look into my words and find a meaning to them yourself.
>>28873848
> I do not know how to do that.
>>28873846
Do this instead
>>28873783
what is going on anon who hurt you?
>>28873908
Don't listen to this turtle cunt.
>hurr durr think happy and you'll be happy XD
Fuck you.
>>28873931
You are a fool. What is your preferred alternative? Cognitive behavioral therapy? Same shit but with a paid worker spoonfeeding it to you.
>>28873783
Smoke weed, at least that worked for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBff4F5egLc
>>28873783
And it never. Does nor ever will probably. Even if you're living situation changes, or if you financially/emotionally/physically/mentally/spiritually change you'll still feel the hollow empty feeling inside of you that's always been there for as long as you can remember.
Different forms of escapism can help distract you for a bit but it'll never go away. Escapism isn't meant to be a permanent solution but that's how you get weebs and fujoshits and wizards and witches man. People who couldn't move on and made a temporary solution their only solution.
So sleep on it. And reevaluate your life, your hopes, dreams, goals and aspirations if you got anyI kinda doubt itout loud and on paper and go from there.
Be crazy. If you have nothing to lose just don't give a fuck about anything. When you have finally accepted that nothing - no feelings, actions, behaviors, views, mannerisms - matter in this world, you can be free from the pain.
Accept nihilism and you can find true peace. I have already accepted my fate. These past 4 years have been a great time and I will go out in a year at most because of diseases and internal complications. I have my fears of dying but in the end, I regret none of the days during the past 4 years.
>>28873993
>>28873957
These fucking retards are a great example of why you shouldn't come to /r9k/ asking for advice
>>28874035
What was wrong with mine?
>>28873957
>>28873993
This guy gave terrible advise
>>28873783
Sorry to hear f4m.
Are you cute?
>>28873957
This
You can never truly escape knowing that something is wrong here.
You either have to learn to accept it or learn to lower your expectations of life.
or alternatively you could kill yourself. You won't be fixing anything but you'll end your suffering, as well as everything else.
>>28873783
You need to accept it as a part of your life, only then you can get over it. Nothing stays the same, but cherish your happy memories even if they bring nostalgia and sadness, let them be a reminder that there can be something worth living for, even though it doesn't last forever.
>>28874173
Not OP but I feel like I have to lower my expectations. What do you think causes the pain? Want? But how does one move if they don't want?
>>28874130
Escapism is NOT a solution. You need to tackle the root of the problem with your own power of thought.
>>28874173
Don't listen to this retard either. The greater danger for most of us lies not in setting our aim too high and falling short; but in setting our aim too low, and achieving our mark.
>>28874173
Do you think happiness is an illusion?
Sadness? Hope? Ambition?
>>28873783
It never goes away.
There are those lucid moments where everything is alright but you can feel it lingering on your back and it slowly takes hold again. At least that's my case, I hope you can make it stop forever anon.
I love you Lain.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=9EgLB1_FXqg
You're hurting me baby
>>28874246
Yeah, it can help you forget about it and help you feel better for a bit, but it'll never last. Its just a temporary thing some people turn into a permanent thing.
Does anybody have that that image that looks like a circular "seal of approval"? It has lain in her bear pajama, with her back to the viewer. The "seal" colours were yellow and red.
I used it as icon for programming stuff, but it got lost with the older computer.
Thanks in advance!
>>28874650
hello i dont have that image heres an animal
>>28874650
I have a lot of SEL images but I don't remember that one
>>28874689
Well, thanks for the cute doge.
>>28874737
Could you post rare lain images? I guess that I should have learned earlier to back up often
>>28874774
i like hanging out with internet strangers, this is another animal
>>28874774
check out the faux neocities site, it has some neat images you can dl, also check the boorus!
>>28874774
Do it anon I don't want to derail the thread with images of this goddess
>>28874839
I'm glad you feel that way, anon.Corgis are way too damn cute.
>>28874858
Thanks for the heads up! Yeah. It was so underwhelming when I realised I lost everything I didn't set to rebuild it. Now I'm a proper young man with healthy back up habits, so I'll do.
>>28874896
Thank you very much!! This is one of the ones I missed the most. I think I'll try to make it a phone wallpaper.
