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2016-05-28 04:13:27 Post No. 28871588
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2016-05-28 04:13:27
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How am I suppose to not kill myself if: I'm below average looking, hate my heritage, am proven to be dumb constantly, hate being around normal people, hate wageslaving but am forced to, too impotent to stick up for myself verbally and physically, my dad is starting to resent me since I'm complaining and he feels like I have no real problems and need to "get over it and "man up", and am paranoid of being in a relationship since I feel girls will just take advantage of me and leave me (if I manage to even get in a relationship)? My genes are horrible anyway so fuck having a family. I have some friends but I just don't care anymore. I'm 20 years old and am saving up for trade school and have $13k, but it doesn't matter what my future entails; I hate myself and most others. I live with my father and he is going to die in 10 - 15 years due to cancer and he's saying I'm being selfish for being in a bleak mood around him despite him doing so much for me. I feel like giving him all of my money and just killing myself, even though that'd probably make life hell for him. But I feel like I'm living in hell, too, since I'm never going to feel at ease again. I mean I'm probably going to kill myself when he dies, so why waste my money going to school and whatnot, why not just give him the money and have just him suffer instead of both of us? If it wasn't for him I'd just end it by now.
