Who mental illness here?aside having delusions with Misaki
i have delusions with every anime girl i see desu
>>28863183
why not only the best anime girl?
>>28862979
fucking anxiety man
nhk soundtrack is one of the few things that can calm me
who else gonna /spendfridaynightalone/ here
how do you guys deal with hitori botchi and no misaki?
>>28862979
Been a while since mr wagecuck made the thread hasn't it?
Just depression. I just finished school and im unemployed and bored in my house. Its 4 pm and im still in muy bed. Damn.
>>28863257
Ive been drinking and playing eu3 (because my coputer cant run eu4), I also worked out but I injured my shoulder so now im taking painkillers with booze, im not sure if thats the best idea but it makes the ouch go away
>>28863257
>how do you guys deal with hitori botchi and no misaki?
tough question, the ost always made me comfy but it's also painful.
>>28863320
oh anon ;_; on the inside i'm the still same shit neet that i've always been
>>28863343
>not sleeping until 7pm
i remember those days
>>28862979
>Misaki will never save you from your hikikomori life
Guess I'm crying myself to sleep again tonight
>>28863597
A good pc can make life a bit more bearable if you are alone, if you have the money you should get a decent one.
>>28863621
the ost is bittersweet like you know life sucks but at least lets make it sound good
>ywn lay your head on misaki's bare thighs and let it all out while she strokes your hair
>>28863816
Nice pepe gif, wish there were some gondola gifs made this well
FUCK IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK
anyway, are any of you lads using nootropics or do you consider them as fedora """drugs""".
Yeah, Famicom I have Bipolar, PTSD, DID, depression, panic disorder, and chronic anxiety. Fucking kill me family. Or ama. Fuck if I know
>>28863870
What does DID stand for?
Another week is finished. Just ike that.
I enjoy watching tennis and now my fav player (Nadal) is out because of a wrist injury in the French Open.
That's why we can't have nice things.
>>28863698
>misaki will never knock at your door
>misaki will never cry for you
>misaki will never be obsessive for you
>>28863800
i kinda agree
>>28863816
>ywn lay your head on misaki's bare thighs and let it all out while she strokes your hair
;_; i wasn't prepared for that feel
>>28863846
yes it's already another friday
>>28863870
>I have Bipolar, PTSD, DID, depression, panic disorder, and chronic anxiety.
sum up your history for all that autism combined
>>28863870
How often do you self diagnose new disorders?
>>28863816
>re zero ep 8
>>28863897
>>28863936
Just years of beatings and abuse at the hands of most people in my life, DID stands for dissociative identity disorder. But yeah the history was pretty extreme daily beatings, and an extra girlfriend who loved to torture me in new and creative ways, mostly gaslighting.
How you holding up, bros? Friday again, huh. ;_;
>>28863257
Yep, all alone here. Just me and Misaki. I deal with it by often rambling to myself about how stupid everyone but me is. The rest I drown out with anime. Doesn't help that the MC always has 5+ chicks jumping on his dick though, damn.
>>28863343
Living the dream.
>>28863816
>no Misaki who lies down on your thighs and you can pat her head.
Fuck
>>28863846
Dunno about drugs. Been clean all my life.
>>28863870
You got PTSD from Iraq or 4chan?
>>28863903
I never liked sports but I think tennis is pretty cool.
>>28864012
> an extra girlfriend
aight.
>>28863965
Nah, all diagnosed professionally so far, supposed to be pretty heavily medicated on mood stabilizers and benzos, generally not a good time, worse because I just cold turkey quit all medication because I didn't feel real anymore, and withdrawal or the imbalance of medical leaving has left me extremely suicidal
>>28862979
>Tfw these threads don't have an escapism effect on you
Sucks mang. Anyways I might be able to get checked out for autism, any way I can rig the system so I can get neetbux?
>>28864047
Phone auto corr3ct, ex girlfriend, my bad bro
>>28864014
Nah, raped as a kid by Mexican next door neighbor and years of beatings, nothing as cool as an explosion in Iraq, just torture and rape>>28862979
>>28864014
>How you holding up, bros?
Surviving day by day. Doesn't help that summer is coming. I hate the summer.
I am catching up on GoT, movies and animu that I downloaded.
>>28864014
just remember these harems are just fantasy's drawn by mangaka's almost as hikki as us and you should substitute yourself into the mc's place to maybe get a feeling of what will never happen in real life.
I will always look forward to a stream if it ever happens
>>28863834
Gondola is the newest shit from Finnland right?
i have psychosis NOS. lot's of people say 'hurr durr psychosis is not a real medical condition like schizophrenia and bilpolar', which kind of pisses me off
stream in half an hour, if no one else is doing it
>>28863999
Trips knows what I was talking about, seriously that part of the episode made me feel.
I was diagnosed bipolar disorder in 2010. My diagnosis changed to schizoaffective disorder in 2015. I applied for autismbux a few years ago, and I won my claim last year. Now I use my autismbux to buy myself food.
I live with my parents. I'm a NEET. All I do these days is go on the internet and watch anime.
I also ordered Gunnar Steelseries Desmo gaming glasses (shown in image), and it would be helpful to have them since I'm on my laptop all day. The glasses are supposed to help reduce eye strain, dry eyes, and computer related headaches.
>>28864101
>summer
The true suffering. I can't stand it either. Noisy people outside, the days are too long and I sweat easily.
>>28864115
I just can't put myself into the MC because me getting attention from girls is so unrealistic. I can't suspend my disbelief very well. It just makes me more depressed seeing an imaginary character who I am supposed to relate to be succesfull.
>>28864186
What does it do?
>>28864341
i have delusions of persecution. most people get voices and hallucinations though
>>28864179
It's this. Don't know if it's from Finland though, I just thought it was from the internet
>>28864337
I believe those glasses are a meme. A good monitor, frequent blinking and drinking enough water should be enough to keep your eyes in good condition.
>>28864359
That sounds like a good reason to stay inside all day.
>>28864207
Where at?
>>28862979
Those diagnoses are fairly bullshit but I have had a couple of serious psychotic breaks, first at 19 and then at 23. No problems since starting lithium, it's the only psych drug I've taken that works as advertised. I'm completely myself with all my peculiarities, just none of those truly extreme states.
>>28864417
>sounds like a good reason to stay inside all day
the world don't need another hopeless cause
>>28864292
was good to finally see some development on his mental state after all the shit hes been though
>>28864341
I get what you are saying. Guess its harder for people to escape into certain anime depending on how much shit you have been through in life.
>>28864413
created by an italian from ylilauta.
great meme, always enjoyed the threads on /wsg/.
>>28864341
>summer
>neighbors having loud music
>kids playing and laughing just outside of your house
>nothing but reruns on TV
>movie drought
>normalfag season basically
Terrible times ahead of us. btw, what's your favorite season? Mine's autumn:
>the rain scares away normalfags and children
>sounds and smell of rain while being inside, covered in blankets
>the beautiful nature outside
>most anime come out in fall season
>>28864491
Autumn is great, especially the fog but I have to give my vote to winter as snow silences the world.
I can cover my body and face in clothing and venture outside with not too many people around. Snow crunching under your boots. Very nice.
I'm gonna sleep for a bit, i can't take it
I've been seeing silhouettes in the corners of my eyes when I go outside, just to turn around and see noone there.It's really freaking me out ;_;
>>28864591
Sweet dreams.
>>28864609
It's the NHK!
>>28864609
It's the spirit of Misaki, watching over you like she watches over all robots
Diagnosed depression and OCD. Taking antidepressants. Supposed to take antipsychotics but they are expensive.
>>28864667
>depression
>OCD
>antipsychotics
wut
>>28862979
post your fucking feet
I've been feeling quite well for the past week. Feeling like getting out of this mess again.
I hate those moments. Rather feel like shit than have some false hope that never leads me anywhere again. I genuinely don't know why I'd rather feel like shit. Probably because without Misaki it would be a waste of effort anyways.
>>28862979
I have mental psychosis
I have to take anti psychotics to function or I become seriously fucked up
I hope youdumb misakipostersare all having a good Friday.
Just kidding, I hope it's mediocre.
>>28864720
Haha, nice one man. You got me
>>28863257
I didn't even realize that today was Friday but I guess that's expected of a neet.
I'm trying to fighre out what to do with my life now that I seem like I can move on
>>28864700
Oh yeah it sucks being in a good mood but a week later you realize yet again that it's all futile.
>>28864667
You get diagnosed but have to pay for your own drugs?
>>28864720
:^)
>>28864768
You can move on?
>>28864708
Same shit here. I have to take anti psychotics to not go too cray cray.
stream is up same place as last time
>>28864995
my twitch is onceuponadubs
I fucking hate academics. I'm never working in academia, ever. Nothing but lazy, untrustworthy fucks.
>>28865187
Never have I encountered people that had their heads as far up their asses as academics. Jesus christ and I thought university was going to be all serious.
>>28865187
>>28865266
I'm thirding this, academia breeds pretentious fuckwits with an inflated ego.
>>28864684
I don't know, maybe I have some psychotic features.
>>28864828
Exactly, they are just a bit cheaper.
Which mental illnesses does /r9k/ have? Legally confirmed medical diagnoses, not internet psychology
>>28865435
Bipolar
Ass-Burgers
>>28865435
Nothing. I'm painfully average. So average people don't acknowledge me in any other way than platonic recognition of existence. No romance will ever be afforded to me because it would require for a girl to actively recognise me as someone she could have feelings for. Which will never happen.
Eh depression which everyone and there mother has at this point.
My friend ive known for 7 years thinks im a prick and he wants to stop hanging out with me because im too sarcastic and cynical.
He doesnt realise this is just a facade i put on to not look extremely depressed infront of him.
The worst part is i dont even care if he never talks to me again at this point i just want to live life alone people cant be trusted.
There is porn/hentai of Misaki
JUST
U
S
T
>>28865758
It's the worst. Nothing is sacred. Fuck this world.
>>28862979
diagnosed social anxiety v severe not fun can't even look at cashiers or say hello to them, try my best to get family to do all forms of shopping grocery or otherwise for me which leads to a LOT of fuckups
>>28865793
cashier has never talked to me before and few weeks ago one mentioned that i bought her fav tic tac flavors
not going back there for few years
>>28865874
you can watch people in their eyes ?
>>28865874
rip i'd do the same, run so far and never look back anon, run so so far
>>28865899
depends, if its someone i've known forever yes
otherwise its painfully forced
>>28866056
same I cant do it, my therapist keeps trying to force me to and its horrible, everytime I force myself to make a seconds eye contact theyll point it out and it throws me back to square one like gj 10/10 for doing the opposite of what youre meant to be doing
>>28866288
it's so hard...
Thanks for making these threads anon. This board has mostly gone to complete shit but it's still comfy in Misaki threads, I'm glad you're still around.
>>28864768
>tfw can't keep track of which weekday it is
>>28864828
I'm highschool drop out from a couple weeks ago about to get my diploma
I may be a robot bug i Always had big dream's, I want to at least make one videogame in my lifetime
>>28866455
Is it gonna be a hentai game?
>>28866447
isn't this pretty common if you aren't tied to any schedules
>>28866398
Yeah, it's basically day and night when it comes to comparing these threads to the boards as a whole. Memekiddies can't really shit it up here.
>>28866523
Yeah, but feel bad too miss these threads almost every week.
>>28866521
Depends on how good I can get at drawing and animating
Right now I suck but I would rather make monsters than girls
So maybe you want some monster porn?
I've been having depression symptoms for months now... Just a couple of days ago got flashback of some embarassing things I did on New Years eve (I was drunk so I didn't remember most of it until a couple of days ago). Anyway everything has gotten worse I've started showing BPD symptoms, and feel hopeless. At least I think I have these things, never got myself diagnosed so I might just be paranoid...
>>28866566
yes maybe if you live your life as close to sato's as possible misaki will knock on your door
Some kind of paranoia problems with delusions, can't be assed to see someone about it
>>28866607
But in the book Sato does jack shit and also I don't really want to be saved
>>28866658
well then can you meet me in the middle and make monster girl porn?
What's the last day you had fun?
For me the last time I had a whole day of fun was when a couple of classmates dragged me to an anime convention in the big city. I thought it would suck but the peak of the day was us all playing smash bros in the evening on the couch.
At that point I realized all I wanted was a couple of bros to enjoy my hobbies with. Too bad they never ended up being my friends. Sorry for the blog.
Make a stream or this will happen to everyone that has posted or does post in this thread.
And Immunity Cat won't save you.
>>28866746
theres already a stream friend my twitch is onceuponadubs
>>28866687
just watch mon musu
>>28866780
K ill have a look, good luck on your game anon
>>28862979
>tfw bipolar disorder and moods that can only be regulated by kratom use
>>28866746
Lucky for you...
>>28866701
Almost the same thing, took a bunch of LSD with people who I considered really close friends at the time, we spent the entire day drawing psychedelic scribbles in a notebook and playing smash brothers.
They only ever invite me to hang out 2-3 times a year, and if I ever show up I'm always left out listening to them reminisce about all the great times they had without me. I can't enjoy myself around them anymore now that I know my place within the group. I'm just that guy who they occasionally hang out with, usually when they need something, while they're with each other pretty much every week.
I just want my own Yamazaki.
>>28866578
Jesus fucking Christ. Fuck of you normie. You have friends and hang out with them on New Years and you get "depression symptoms" because of an awkward moment?
Are you a bad troll or what?
>>28867157
What's the matter, misakiposters - trouble in paradise?
So much for these threads being a safe haven.
I wish I could take an nice long vacation, or atleast a break from my head.
>>28862979
>docs can't decide whether i have assburgers or bipolar or both
I have schizoaffective disorder. Because of it, I get hallucinations and delusions from time to time, as well as a lot of problems with social interaction. I go through these manic phases where I can't get any sleep and I get all these crazy fucking ideas. They usually have religious undertones, like that I'm some kind of prophet or that I'm talking to God.
Yesterday was fucking nuts. I couldn't sleep the whole night and I kept having these racing nonsensical thoughts. It was all pure gibberish, like a bunch of random words thrown together. Sometimes they weren't even real words. Then I made a huge mistake and started reading about different political stuff, and after that I kept having these crazy delusions about Hillary Clinton. I was genuinely angry with her because I kept hallucinating different TV shows where people were talking about her. I kept falling asleep for an hour or so, having these really vivid, horrible dreams, and then waking up screaming. I don't really remember the dreams too well now, but one that stood out was about how Hillary knew there was a child prostitution ring in the federal government but she was purposefully overlooking it.
>>28867356
dumb frogposter
oregano roboto
>>28867157
Learn to read, faggot
1. Never said they were my friends
2. I said I embarassed myself, not had an awkward moment
3. Never said I was depressed only because of the incident
kys, I know others probably have it worse than I do, that's like saying you can't feel hungry because "hungry niggers in africa"
>tfw ugly so no one will ever save me
>tfw will spend every friday alone until I die
>>28866894
Hey bipolar bro, isn't it just fucking misery?
>>28867665
you have us dont you
>>28868006
All of us are only connected by similar styles of misery. No one here actually cares about me or can help me.
>>28868060
Atleast you got a (you).
A majority can't say that.
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You have been muted for 4 seconds, because your comment was too low in content (5.86% content).
>>28868060
well yeah no one said anything about help, I can barley help myself, but at least you're not alone
>>28868105
Here's to you.
>>28868111
Nice trips. Maybe you're right, but it sure doesn't feel like it.
how can people have interests like anime and shit i just watch boring tv and drink all day and i dont have anything i like
>tfw no qt girl will ever come put you out of your misery, and you're too much of a pussy to do it yourself
Reminder that theres still a stream going on
my twitch is onceuponadubs
stick around for the super special aftershow
