>tfw you realise that you will never be loved
I tried to say it when you first made this post but I love you lad I always will
>>28854644
get a load of this homo
>>28854653
succ me dry baby uWu
>>28854644
Thx but youre just saying that You would despise me irl. Everybody does. Even me.
>tfw you realize you cannot love
>tfw you realize no one really loves anybody
>>28854915
I am like that. Ive become an involuntary non fedora tipping misanthrope, and i cant stop being paranoid of people and hating them. I used to think i would find a nice beautiful girl and we would fall in love and start a family but that sounds like an alternate universe now. But sometimes the desire to be loved comes back.
>>28854935
Kinda true. What makes me sad is that this is always true for womenunless youre chad, but men (mostly bluepilled normies) will love a woman and do anything for her.
Feels bad man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJYpSXnCso0
>>28855001
;_;
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eO-eAldJmA8
>tfw youy realice that you will never be loved
>>28855181
It doesn't really feel like title goes well with the lyrics.
How long have you been single for OP?
>>28855347
like maybe since being born? like the majority of /r9k I guess?
>>28855347
18 years you fucking normie
>>28854582
That feeling used to crush me, but then I started embracing it. Indulging in it.
Theres something pleasant in the familiarity of pain - soothing almost.
Wrap yourself in it OP. Take spiteful glee in it.
>>28855387
>Only being 18
>BAWWW NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME
What have you tried?
Use Tinder, you'll get at least one match.
>But she's fat/ a single mother
Beggars can't be choosers, no different from "Foreveralonewomen" rejecting betas.
>>28855410
Its turning me bitter and eating me up from the inside. I used to be optimistic and friendly, but now im a twisted fucking poopootoad who can only get off to others pain and misery. Im fucked up and pessimistic and most of the times i like being edgy but once in a while, like today, the sadness hits me. Emotionlessness and crippling depression are the only things left for me. I wish for an apocalypse like a sandnigger wishes for rain.
>inb4 edgelord
>>28855417
Probably i will score some reject post wall woman but she will never "love" me. I will never get to feel a pretty girl my age adoring me. Even a fat blob in her 30s would be settling for me because niggers take LITERALLY any of them in a heartbeat. Take a look at mbuzzy, its full of niggers and landwhales online dating
>>28855517
Have you always been single sir? Or perhaps a break up or marriage gone sour early in life. Based on your OPnim picturing you as some chill older dude
>>28855711
Im 18 and never had a gf
that's what tulpa's are for
>>28854582
You can start by loving yourself
>>28857733
I know you're baiting and all. But what do people mean when they say this?
It's like saying that to stop disliking a person you hate, you should start by loving them.
It doesn't make sense and doesn't work like that.
Hot as balls outside. Buy myself a Snapple after work. Inside the bottle cap it says "The average person spends two weeks of their lives kissing."
>tfw no gf ever
mom's spaghetti
there's sweaty on his sweater already
knees weak arms ready
but on the vomit he looks calm spaghetti
>>28857733
Op here. Three things:
1) i hate myself
2) thats a lovely meme so nice of you
3) are you louie?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=trmPapr7Djs
>>28857807
>>28857951
5'4 "failed" normie reporting. What >>28857733
means by this is that you won't find love if you can't be happy with who you are. Confidence in one self is key, and self-loathing will have others look at you the same way you look at yourself.
>>28858014
This might be true. But what do I do with "You can start by loving yourself"?
He told me the solution without telling me how to get there.
You don't magically flip a switch in your head and you love yourself. If it worked like that it wouldn't be an issue.
>>28858014
I'll never be able to love myself unless i can go back in time and prevent disappointing all the people i disappointed or if i wake up tomorrow and im at least average looking and five inches taller
>5'7 manlet here btw
>>28857951
God damn is it the mom yapping in the background?
>>28858145
Yup. Overprotective mom trying to dominate the dad whos actually trying to help is probably what made this dude autistic in the first place.
>>28858066
>>28858077
You're right, you can't truly start loving yourself out of nowhere, it takes a lot of time and dedication to even attempt. You have to work with what you have, albeit your genetic "defects" and regressed childhood.
Like I said, I'm a 5'4 manlet, and I had to realize I was not going to be taken as seriously; but I worked around it by being a clown of a character. I can't get that perfect life that I dream of, but people are starting to love me the way I'm starting to love myself.
>can't love because you hate yourself too much
>hell, can't even make friends either
I always end up shitting things up with people that like me because I'm a shitty person. I've reached the point where I preemptively push people away. Something about making people hate me because i deserve it makes me feel right in the moment. Sorry about last night, Jorge.
love is a meme. Expect nothing, and just seek pleasure while you wait for death.
>>28858243
>Something about making people hate me because i deserve it makes me feel right in the moment.
That right there is the most self destructive mindset you can possess. You have to be a bit broken inside to reach that stage. But i just want to let you know that youre not a bad person. You don deserve bad things happening to you. The universe is uncaring and indifferent. There is no truth or purpose. Even if you fucked something up in the past it does not matter. Nihilism is the only realistic view of the world, and only a very few can accept it. You can and will make it. Its all under your control.
when I was single I took a personal oath to put myself before everyone and everything. I was the happiest I ever was. Now after being in a long term relationship with obligations and responsibilities I am a miserable sack of shit. The only true love you will ever feel is the love and respect you can have for yourself.
>>28858318
Best answer itt
Every time I see some qt I start feeling horrible and just want to die. I dont even want to go out anymore because of this. I know I will always be alone, I cant even make friends.
>>28858318
What if you can't find pleasure?
I have finally stopped giving a shit about what happens around me some months ago.
I used to actually care when my brother and mom would fight but now I just really want both of them to shut the fuck up and get out of my life. Stopped going to uni at the same time, mom thinks I just want to go to a different one, joke's on her I'm just going to kill myself in a couple weeks.
>realize that you will never be loved
>realize that you never have to love
>>28858780
Why tho? Cause you cant find a gf youre gonna end your life? Wtf?
>>28854582
That feel goes away after a few years so hang in there anon. After a while you realize that you don't even want other people's love cause they are shit. Love yourself anon
>>28858566
If you know it's impossible to do anything to make you feel pleasure, ie you're clinically depressed and nothing will ever change it, you either accept that your life will be about minimizing pain and discomfort. Of course, not feeling pleasure is a form of pain, so you're basically doomed to suffer no matter what, which means you should kill yourself. There are a lot of miserable people who suffer through life with the possibly false hope that they will one day live a pleasurable life. If you know there is nothing but suffering until you death, then killing yourself would be the logical solution, as you know life can only bring you pain.
>>28858887
Thanks anon, I'll follow your advice.
>>28857843
>"The average person spends two weeks of their lives kissing."
I wonder how much time I spend masturbating? Or how many gallons of cum I shoot?
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>tfw love a roastie fembot
>tfw she doesn't love herself
>tfw she pushes me away and cuts me out of her life
FIX YOUR MENTAL PROBLEMS ROASTIES
>tfw you will never be loved
>manage to suck it up and live with it somehow
>until you get rejected by oneitis
>then the pain comes back with double the sting
>tfw you can't tell the future
make some sense OP, it's likely you'd be loved sometime
>>28855417
some of us have a sense of morality you swine, and searching for a woman who you resonate with and have an intangible bond with is a noble endeavor long forgotten
>inb4 cuck beta white knight or some other shit
i've pursued a few women that have all been great until they turned out to be complete traitorous whores or socially autistic children who need to be guided through any conversation and action, i'm no roastie apologist at all
I don't care if I'm never loved because I don't think I have the capacity to love someone else myself anyway. I don't really "love" my waifus either since I have so many and pick them based on how easy they would be for me to get into bed if they existed IRL.
>>28854582
>tfw when you realise you already lost the only chance you had at love.
>>28860890
oh man that's a feel
what's her name, lads?
>jessica
