Depression is hitting me full-swing this evening, brobots. I feel awful. Is there a way to remedy this? I'm already taking Zoloft but it doesn't seem to be working
>>28849672
Me too anon. How's your life going, I'm down for a friendly convo if you are?
>>28849672
I'm drinking copious amounts of alcohol cause my weed dealer isn't delivering until tomorrow.
Want to talk anon? I'm drinking alone. I have depression too. I think about suicide every 5 minutes of my day. I'm on disability and can't work.
>>28849672
Sleeping (time travel)
Allergy meds/drugs (change your mind) you said it's not working though
Make a bad decision like say song lyrics at strangers (???)
You already posted on anonymous ant crusher support website, so that's good
Oh I remember-
Eat sushi ( or whatever is delicious to you)
coffee, coffee, coffee
it works
>Zoloft
get off that shit it makes your brain pleasure receptors even more damaged over time
>>28849924
>>28849952
Overall, I'd say my life isn't awful, but it certainly hasn't been the greatest lately. I've been busting my ass in school, trying to get killer grades, but I'm barely obtaining B's and C's. I've had two beers and I was thinking about having a third, but adding a supplemental depressant to my condition seems like a bad idea. I have work tomorrow morning and, while I know I'll get through it, I don't know if I can handle hearing about people and their shitty colds all day (I work as a CMA at one of the universities)
>tfw not even a girlfriend gets rid of your depression and a girlfriend doesn't unfuck your life up.
I dumped her. All having a girlfriend and losing her did was make me more comfortable to being alone and sad. There is no winning it OP. This feeling that it gets better when you get a gf is a futile ideology. It really doesn't get better. It always gets worse
I fell for the girlfriend meme.
>>28850212
iktf anon.
Now I started lifting, but I'm afraid it's going to end up the same way.
>>28850212
From what I've seen, girlfriends are temporary fixes to long-term problems that end up having worse consequences later on. I feel for you, bud
>>28850147
I'm happy I don't live in a 3rd world country but that doesn't stop my medical condition from making my life miserable.
Alcohol, THC, nicotine and caffeine all at once. Fucks me to the moon which is all I want. I was in school once, had to drop out. But school is society's greatest meme anyways.
What is it you TRULY want anon?
>>28850260
If could, if I absolutely could, I'd fake my death, but only let my family know that I'm not really gone, just trying to escape to a different location by leaving everything else behind. Fuck it, I'd move to Sri Lanka and teach English if it means breaking up the savage monotony of everyday life
>>28850327
I'm going to college to be an electrical technician. 60k/yeah and the chances of me finding a career are high.
I'm going to move to the boonies and live in a mobile home. Use my spare funds to buy cars, stereos and build a bomb shelter under my trailer.
If I need more room, I'll buy a new trailer. Maybe move to Japan as idol culture us all I care about. I visited Japan last year and collectivism is pretty neato even though I'm an individual.
There's nothing to do in life but be happy, so tell society to fuck off and no one can stop you. They'll just disregard you.
But when the neighbours come knocking on my door to let me into my shelter, I'll laugh and laugh and laugh and ask them who's crazy now?
Depression is the feeling of your bright, burning soul escaping this miserable reality. Follow that feeling wherever it leads.
>>28850365
not me. them* lol. Drinking fucks your brain up.
>>28849672
TFW you live in a pussy ass version of western civilization and will never fight in a crusade
