>When up when the sun goes down
>Start drinking beers
>Drink around 10 beers until 2 in the morning
>Switch to wiskey
>Drink up until around 8-9 in the morning
>Pass out
>Have continuous terrifying nightmares and horrible sleep until 7-8 in the afternoon of the next day
>Wake up
>Start drinking beers
>>28847711
I would tell you to kill yourself, but you're already trying
>>28847814
youre a meanie panini desu
>>28847711
How can you get away with such degenerate behavior? You must be a neet. I got work tomorrow then 3 day weekend because of holiday on Monday. I'm defiantly jelly.
>>28847899
Im partially neet
graphic designer who works from home
thank god for the internet
>>28847711
mirin, man. I still havent reached that point when I'm ready to give up and descend into that hole, but that day is coming. slowly but surely.
I keep my shit in control for now, but I can already feel the hooks of alcohol and other various substances burried deep into my back.
am drunk af now too
>>28847899
Viva Espana
>>28847711
Drunk welder reporting for duty.
I get drunk and cry myself to sleep almost every night.
Fuck me.
>>28847914
You live with parents?
>>28848039
nope
I make enough money to aford2 bedroom appartment internet bvooze and cheap food...all i need if im vbeing honest with you familiar member of my family
>>28848070
*2 room apartment damn
1 bedroom and 1 living romm/kitchen
I've been drinking one of these every 2 days for the last two months, since April 1. That's 1750mL = 60 fluid ounces I think. Close to a liter of vodka a day
I mix it half and half in a typical clear water bottle with orange juice or sunny d and drink on the bus to school. I drink at school, in the library. I technically work from school as well (remote tech support), so I'm drunk on the job. I've walked into calculus ready to throw up. People noticed. I drink more on the bus on the way home from school. I wake up once or twice at night and already have bottles with 2 shots and some OJ pre-mixed up so I can slam it without getting out of bed.
Since it's only been two months, I'm going to try tapering over the weekend and go cold turkey June 1. Hopefully I don't get withdrawal. I've had withdrawal after drinking every day for a year my first year of university and it sucked balls.
Just wanted to share.
Anyone else had long periods of heavy drinking, or getting drunk literally every day? What'd you drink? How much? What was a typical day like? Did you ever get out of it, or are you still going?
>>28847711
Don't you get a hangover that suppresses your desire for drink? If I have more than around 8 cans of beer I'm left with a killer hangover; banging head, dry mouth and nauseous.
>>28849021
OP here
i've been drunk litelaly everyday day ofthe past 4 years
on the raresocial ocasions i have ppl actualt tell me me im more easy going when drunk..im 33
>>28849109
not anymore
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>>28849109
Alcoholics don't get hangovers (if they drink their regular amount). No red eyes, no headache, no shitface. Just a bit of brain fog, maybe
It's only if you go overboard or drink something new, for example, red wine when you usually drink whiskey. But fuck red wine yo.
>>28849109
alcoholics who drink every day do not get hangovers
xanax is superior to alcohol in every way
Alcoholic druggie here. Trying to start a new leaf. Day six clean and sober.
>>28849183
>going to a therapist
do u go on confessions too? do you also talk to people about your problems?
kek what a fagboi
>>28849210
>i dont know what a dnm is
probably why you're still drinking alcohol
how do people manage to be alcoholics without feeling shit 100% of the time?
whenever i drink more than like 6 or 8 shots worth of liquor i just feel gross and groggy and have trouble getting up in the morning
>>28849241
whats a dnm
>>28849262
thats cuz youre not an alcoholic you fag
>>28849262
Well personally for me it started three years ago when I just kept drinking after waking up to get rid of a mild hangover while simultaneously trying to numb myself about some personal problems
I never stopped
You still feel "bad" occasionally, but it's nothing like a bad hangover. It's just a general sense of ill health, or like a permanent but very very mild hangover. I wake up just fine after a few shots. But if my liquor ran out, I'm in bed until the store opens.
>leave my room to check mail, at about 3:00 am
>take trash out around 5:00 am
>only take my beer cans to the machine when I have exactly 100 of them, the most you can get out of the machine is $10.00
>sniff internet drugs and use beer to come down to sanity. sniff more. repeat with beers
>consuming coffee as a chaser when drinking liquor
>>28849326
you're right, i'm not
i am underage to drink at 19, but i don't really drink much. I have a handle (1.75L) of Skyy vodka thats probably going to last me a month or more. Usually I just pour some into Coke and drink it at night while playing vidya, like 3 or 4 shors worth, and that's fine. An empty stomach helps a lot, when theres a lot of food in my stomach I automatically feel shitty when I drink. I really prefer deudeweedlmao
>>28849021
Taper with light beer. Drink 1 Miller or Coors Lite every hour to keep the shakes and hallucinations at bay. If that fails, drop to 45 minutes. Take 100mg diphenhydramine (shit that makes you sleepy in benadryl) at night to knock yourself the fuck out.
Each day wait an extra 15 minutes an hour until you're good.
You can seize off the amount you've been drinking from withdrawals, plus your BP can get so jacked you can have a heart attack or stroke out. If you think you're gonna kick the bucket just detox in a hospital, it'll still suck but at least you'll be kept alive.
>>28849401
I used to be like you. be careful is all. now when I drink after having no tolerance, I'm practically trying to break my own record for some reason
>>28849401
op here i used to do weed but its too healthy for me
i stuck with alcohol cuz it gives more of a feeling youre killing yourself slowly..keeep it upbro u will catch up
>>28849423
also, you could try going to a psychiatrist in the middle of your withdrawal. your anxiety is going to be palpable and unable to distinguish from drug withdrawal unless you happen to be sweating liquor out of your system and you smell like ass
All I'm saying is withdrawal looks like unmanaged anxiety = pills prescribed for you to detox by urself
>>28849303
Darknet Markets
you buy your drugs online so you don't even need to interact with your dealer.
Where my druggies at? I've got weed, weed gummies, hash oil, MDMA, street pressed amphetamine tablets, a bit of heroin, counterfeit Xanax, and an Opana en route.
same shit senpai
>get a 6 pack of "good" hi abv(8-11%) beer, usually something hoppy
>bottle of black velvet (8.99/750ml)
>drink beer and cruise around the internet, shitpost, listen to music, etc
>drunk off the six pack, start in on the bottle and continue what i was doing earlier
>memory cuts out a little over half way through the whiskey
>wake up drunk but with a splitting headache at 3:45am shivering and soaked in piss
>flip mattress (thank god its covered in plastic), grab a new blanket
>pound some water, kill whats left of the whiskey if there is any or down tons of diphenhydramine generic (shit that makes you tired in nyquil)
>pass out
>wake up four or five hours later feeling like im death and filled with self loathing
>throw my sheets and blanket in the wash
>work
>get off work
>get a 6 pack of "good" hi abv(8-11%) beer, usually something hoppy
>bottle of black velvet ($8.99/750ml)
>>28849457
there we go. eventually you are trying to extinguish something from yourself.
"drinking with a purpose".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CmKOhlnPhE
>>28849441
>>28849457
i have an addictive personality, I smoke a gram of the shit every day, abused the shit out of my prescription painkillers from my wisdom teeth surgery, and back in high school I almost got addicted to DXM lol but alcohol just feels and tastes too shitty for me to get addicted to, plus i'm working on dropping weight so I always feel like shit mentally when I drink
when I get bad, I'm chasing beer with liquor. lights out as fast as possible. If I feel queasy I take a couple bites of food and carry on
>>28849183
2014 called it wants its drug back
The last time I got drunk, I threw up all over my girlfriend and her mom, bought over $100 of stuff online with someone else's phone, asked everyone over and over if they had any fucking pot, passed out, and I don't remember any of it.
>>28849534
I was addicted to dxm in my early 20s. alcoholic on top of that. smoked weed for a couple years it was the first great drug I ever did. then I stopped because I no longer had friends to smoke with lol. kind boring and paranoid when by myself.
Eventually I was drinking because my body felt like it needed the calories. I needed to drink because that's just what I did every night. It was a thing to look forward to, just like with you smoking weed erryday
>>28849534
dont do it then
my uncle was an alchohol who commited suicide and im conciously following his footsteps
>>28849517
i know
ive known since i was 17
>>28849590
>asked everyone over and over if they had any fucking pot
kek, one time when i was underage i was drunk at my cousin's house, his sister is like a studious kid who doesnt drink or anything, i was asking her "ayyyy u wanna smoke some pot?" lol and she told the mom and there was trouble
cringey
>>28849423
I'll try this.
I've actually been through withdrawal before, got mad shakes and minor hallucinations, cold sweats and hot flushes. I went cold turkey because I literally didn't have money for a single beer. Felt like shit for 3 days and later realized that some people die this way.
Definitely don't want to do any other drugs or talk to any medical professionals.
>>28849572
alcohol is a 10 thousand year old meme
xanax is the shit you're a pleb
>>28847711
I don't drink during the day, but like half a liter of vodka for 6 out of the 7 nights.
>>28847711
underage. it took you 6 hours to drink 10 beers? kill yourself. also drinking whiskey till 9am? why not blackout and passout?
I've been single for the past two years, so I basically just work from eleven or twelve in the afternoon to ten at night, get home, sob quietly in my apartment, and drink myself to sleep whilst sobbing because of how much of a fucking failure I am. Days off are just chores around the house, followed by more drinking. Mainly Kraken and Busch heavy. I just wanna die but I'm too pussy to shoot myself.
>>28849852
He's doing it slowly with crippling alcoholism, anon. Let the kid kill himself at his own pace.
>>28849793
Wew ladderooshki
Why is drinking the only way I can function socially?
>>28849852
im not runnin a race fag plus im on a budget
>>28849155
Fuck wine.
Beer or whiskey is the way to go but whiskey with water is God tier for no hangover because easy to forget to chug a glass of water before bed when wasted.
It's the dehydration and sugar intake that give the worst hangovers imo.
8 years of getting pretty hammered every night reporting in. 4pm-1am unless weekends where I start around noon.
Doing well in life so I have no desire to change.
I look forward to my drinks. Going to get one tomorrow night, I drink alone most of the time. The bar or club scene makes my drinking careless and I only get nauseas when hungover and I hate nausea.
However I also feel very mellow and depressed if I over do my drinking.
I usually keep a steady buzz and love it: gaming and banter is funner, I feel more creative and music is a million times better. ALso, I am one charismatic and funny fuck when I'm perfectly balanced and can really brighten up a room; A lot of people think I'm funny and interesting when I'm socially drinking. It's odd but cool.
>>28849202
hey , good for you.you're not in rehab?
>Wake up
>Smoke weed
>Go to work
>Lunch Break
>Smoke Weed
>Get off work
>Go sit in the park for half an hour (this is the best part of my day)
>Get home
>Smoke Weed
>Walk to the store
>Get a 6 pack of high ABV beer, something different every-time (variety is the spice of memes)
>Drank
>Smoke weed
>Drank
>Wake up
Why am I alive?
>>28847711
>7-8
>afternoon
>>28850372
whats it called instead u nerd? night?
>>28850079
Thats how it started for me. I couldnt deal with work without a beer in me, and it just escalated from there.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9JEPeeohYs
>>28850942
the best way desu
