Maybe I've been living like this for so long I don't actually WANT to fix my life? Maybe I don't want to become social, become a part of normie activities... Or do something good for myself. I know I'm not comfortable like this, I'm depressed, feel bad about myself. When I walked inside today my parents were really mad at me... "Where do you draw the line anon? Where do you stop and tell yourself you've been going like this for too long?"
I would kill myself but I don't want to hurt my family, I've been too much of a pussy to do it but now I've got new reasons. How do I keep going? I'm too tired, I just want to get off this ride. It's a nightmare
>>28840008
Nice revelation loser.
I don't really care about your problems but that's a pretty dank meme you got there.
>have a job
>still post on 4chan, jerk-off, and have an easy time
>go to college
>still post on 4chan, jerk-off, and have an easy time
>have friends and drink a lot
>talk about posting on 4chan and jerking off
>still have an easy time
Best of both worlds desu.
>>28840008
I'm the same. I know how you feel anon.
I don't want friends or a relationship or a buzzing, interesting life. I just want to be comfy. I don't care for material items or luxury. It really sucks when your own family shames and laughs at you for not having friends.
I want to not give a shit but everything gets to me hard.
I wasn't even that ugly at an early age, I was actually a pretty attractive kid.
But then I got on the internet, it went from playing games to looking at messed up content, going on these places every day, my grades dropped. I used to be the smartest kid in class.
Then the bullying started, I couldn't believe what was happening, at first I didn't even realize I'm throwing away probably the best time of my life
