Who /upallnight/ here? Lets do something faggots.
JUST BIRD MY SHIT UP
I took like 150 mg of Benadryl, trying to knock myself out a few hours ago, but it didn't work and now I feel really high in a kind of weird way. It's not horrible, but it doesn't really feel "good" either.
When I close my eyes, I see all kinds of words and sentences popping up, made up of strings of complete nonsense.
Ask me something and I will think about it a bit and share what my unconscious has to say.
My head hurts and I'm just tired.
>>28833235
I've taken 1000mgs before. Shit is fucked up, basically you get brain damage and your fucking nightmares come to life. You should do that since you're already on your way there. This thread will serve as a trip report while you give us updates. Don't be a fucking pussy, I've done this shit twice. I would do it, but I left my bottle at my sisters the other weekend
>>28833284
wake the fuck up breh
Fucking bump dude, someone come chill with me at least since this faggot won't take a gram of dph
>>28833304
>tfw did 600mg once
>tfw no nightmares, just noticing tiny specks everywhere so everything looked dirty so sometimes they would move
>angry the whole time, would spew out gibberish that I thought was curse words at either people who I thought were real but turned out to be imaginary, or people who I thought were imaginary but turned out to be real
>shitposting on 4chan then realizing I was never on 4chan to begin with, or getting up to get a drink of water because I was ridiculously thirsty, only to realize I hadn't, then seeing water magically appear beside me some time later as if I actually had (and the water was definitely real)
>tfw one time I had this cool spirit leopard bro who followed me around, he was all translucent, definitely the highlight of my trip/the pinnacle of all dph experiences
I liked it more than I should have, but I don't know if I still would. This was years ago
>>28833559
Fucking do it again bro. Make this thread an epic one. I'll talk to you as you descend into madness.
>>28833235
how can mirrors be real if our eyes aren't real?
how can this comment be original when it wasn't?
It's fucking raining out. I don't want to go outside in that right now. Ruined my plans for the night.
>>28833734
What the fuck were you gonna do outside? It's storming here too.
>tfw you have been gaming so much and it pumped you up on dopamine so much that it kept you awake the whole night as if you were on provigil and now you are awake at night and sleep during the day
Up late because of my anxiety. Just got over being sick last week and it's happening again. Fuck me. Also really depressed but so is everyone else here.
I wish my anxiety didn't make alcohol a nightmare to drink. I miss when it worked.
>>28833734
Shit, raining here too. Where you at anon?
daddy doesn't let me stay up late :(
>>28833834
Minnesota.
>>28833765
Jog. I been mulling over getting a bicycle or something but I don't like the things. Got no where to go with it, just feels weird riding one around for no reason.
>>28833788
I wish I had dopamine left
>>28833818
Wait alcohol makes it worse now or what? You should try a benzo.
>>28833839
There's always that one guy
>>28833876
I need to start running too, I'm getting fat.
>>28833882
Yeah man. Booze used to be my escape from my depression then a few weeks ago my anxiety spiked like an obese person's cholesterol and now if I drink I get panic attacks.
I keep meaning to schedule a docs visit for Xanax but part of me is scared to.
thanks for reminding me to take my melatonin pills
let's play cards against humanity
http://pyx-1.pretendyoure.xyz/zy/game.jsp#game=21
Fuck not again I have a midterm tomorrow fucking brain LET ME SLEEEP
>>28833917
Yeah iktf, booze doesn't work for me either anymore. Even benzos don't really after being on them for 5+ years.
>>28833918
melatonin is literally the pussiest sleep drug there is
>>28833839
It's your bedtime, sugar princess. You'd better go nighty or else daddy will get his belt. >:-(
I just wishI had someone to chill with. Not even do something... just share the silence ineach others company
>>28834030
Come join the game
>>28833906
I don't think running has been keeping the fat off me. I think the cellulite is slowly creeping up and adding on slowly in that way I can't really notice but I lost some of my ab definition unless I'm looking in the right lighting I can hardly see the damn things anymore. So I'm definitely putting some on.
Running isn't too bad, like it sucks but once you start it's like fuckit I'll be done quick. Usually I feel a lot better after. Feels good when you make progress at running got to train for a specific thing now for time but hopefully once I'm in shape for that I can start training for longer distance runs.
>>28833934
This is so sad
I was kicked out
I couldn't understand
Once again im excluded from a group
>>28834112
I was kicked out
I tried my best but i could not understand
Fucking bump dude, someone come chill with me
>>28833186
We can all watch comfy videos or a movie together.
https://rabb.it/
>>28835400
How does this work exactly?
original
>>28835400
http://lets.rabb.it/886j/07AqIrb0Gt
Just created a room I guess, no idea how it works
>>28835467
You make a room (it's free to) and invite people.
You can stream anything there. You're not required to sign up.
The room can hold up to 25 people and there's a group chat function.
Me and a bunch of other anons made one for St Elliot's day and had 18 people at peak.
>>28835527
I'm in there with you now.
>>28833186
justate 2 pot brownies and I have the biggest headache ever just any minute I'm going to throwup on my keyboard
>>28835527
now watching netflix thanks to a kind anon, taking votes
i have tons of klonopin but i dont raraly take it because im afraid of being psychically dependent on it. That causes psychosis, feelings of terror 24/7
siezers ect
>>28835853
Speaking as someone who actually has gone through severe benzodiazepine withdrawal, you need to go really, really, really fucking far with it to get physically dependent to the point where you need to worry about significant withdrawal symptoms. I got several seizures, and some auditory hallucinations, but I wouldn't really say there was any real terror involved. I've never heard of it causing outright psychosis, if it can, you would need to be on a truly ridiculous amount.
I'd literally suck a dick for those pill bottles.
Ive taken pure tested lsd 5 times this last month
>>28835889
ya I just have heard horror storys about docs cutting people off randomly.
I also am presibed suboxone, and adderal ir
>>28835764
Made a new thread for the room >>28835841
>>28835890
So this is just a drug thread now I guess?
I'm going to be getting some of these neat little fuckers before too long, among other things.
>>28835933
If they cut you off randomly, and you're dependent to the level of severe withdrawal, and are experiencing symptoms like that, (assuming you have good insurance), you can figure out where you can do a Librium detox, like a mental health facility of some kind.
>>28835955
Good shit especially mixed with shrooms or lsd. (As long as that's molly)
>>28835890
Congrats.origninaru
Noon now.. been here since threads beginning, feels very bad man, I want to sleep
I can only wait until nightfall now
>>28837626
Same dude, 11am here. I'm thinking about taking some more caffeine pills. I feel strung out as shit. Why can't you sleep now? Are you a wageslave?
>>28833876
>been making good progress with running
>shin gets fucked up and i've had to take off for a week now
feelsbadman
Right here. Haven't slept in weeks, been this way since childhood. I get nightmares when I sleep so I don't sleep, instead I'm always sleepy and tired during the day, however I can't go to sleep when I go to bed. It sucks because I passed out during my uni finals this year, still scared if I'd fail in that test. Just make the nightmares go away reee
>>28838992
>Haven't slept in weeks
bullshit. nobody can last that long without sleep.
>>28839598
Sorry, should've worded it better. What I mean is that I've been getting no proper sleep since weeks, however I'm sleepy and tired ask the time so I don't really remember if I pass out for free minutes and then wake up again. I'm basically living in a daze, no idea if it's day or night unless I check the clock with am/PM. I don't even know if I'm actually shitposting or its just one of those sleepy hallucination shit.
