I'm too cynical to believe in anything now, but for most of my life I was obsessed with the paranormal.
I just wanted to believe that magic, divination, ghosts, conspiracies and all that shit was real. I guess I was so sick of reality that I wanted there to be more to the world.
All I got out of it was a pack of tarot cards (can't do readings, lol) and a few failed "spells."
Anyone relate? Or do you still believe in spooks?
Remember, steel fuel can't melt jet beams
>>28827306
God's and magic are real but the vast majority of people can never gain access to those powers. That's what makes them interesting.
>>28827306
I feel like it is the hubris of man to think there is nothing more than he can see or prove. As an old philosopher once said, I do not think I know what I do not know.
>>28827306
Can't wait to be granted access to the darkarts of post 30 virginity. I heard about it on /r9k/ so it's true senpai.
>>28827306
Before I wasted my time on r9k, I spent an incredibly long time just trying almost every ritual creepypasta on /x/, including shit like One Man Hide and Seek, and posting about my experiences.
Protip: None of them work.
It's a real shame.
>>28827306
I want to. I had fantasies of using science to harness paranormal power.
I used to have all these theories about how electric and magnetic fields might affect ghosts and experiments I'd do if I ever got the chance, how I'd meld magic and technology together to become powerful.
But years went by and I never saw a ghost or anything paranormal and I was forced to accept that it's probably all bunk. Which is really disappointing, because I thought that if I was able to study and understand the paranormal I'd have a huge advantage over all the people who overlooked it because they didn't think it was real.
But it was just wishful fantasy.
>>28827997
shut the fuck up you absolute idiot anything that exists can be proven.like I think that might be the only criteria to existence, that something can be proven to exist