Im bored and tomorrow have to go to the mental hospital for some days
>>28820915
oh hello again :) I tried helping last time but failed. Hope everything goes okay in there!
Wait what?
I thought everyone here was just like me...perfectly sane, just can't be fucked working and going out....you niggers actually have legitimate mental issues that require you to goto mental wards? Lmao....please be trolling.
>>28820979
What do you mean? Who are you
>>28821035
Sadly, it is true
>>28820915
That is some next level boredom.
why are you going tomorrow? did you say something to a therapist or something?
>>28820915
I like everyone at my mental hospital
It's a fancy private one tho so it might be different at a normal one
Do you like it there?
>>28821035
No senpai a lot of us have legitimate mental illnesses.
>>28821067
You made a thread a few days ago where you said you want to kill yourself didn't you?
Thought I should come back and support you anon.
>>28821095
Im bored
>>28821102
Have to go. No idea, took a test and they are sending me there. They dont even know my all problems. Its stupid in my opinion
>>28821148
Im going there tomorrow, will see. Hopefully its nice. I will miss someone though
>>28821171
Wasnt me I guess. Or was on meds
>>28821221
You write in a similar fashion to the other person but you had more spelling errors and stuff. Maybe it was meds? idk.
Either way good luck!
At least its rainy tonight, love this weather
>>28821284
Well, thanks
>>28821221
>Im going there tomorrow, will see. Hopefully its nice. I will miss someone though
Oh I thought you already had a trip behind you
What's your problem anon? original comment
>>28821361
Im suicidal, depressed, shizo and dont even know what else
>>28821480
what's your age and how long since you started treatment?
>>28821480
Me too, how bad is the schizo for you? It hasn't caused me too much grief thusfar in itself. Sometimes my mind is a cluster of voices/noise. That's probably the worst part of it.
When the suicidal thoughts pop up it gets really really bad though.
>>28821480
>all these meme diagnoses
you're not mentally ill, just an attentionwhore
>>28821768
How does one cure the attention whore mental illness?
>>28821768
>seeing/hearing things
>attention whore
>>28821618
18, week
>>28821709
Sometimes, I think I see something watching me, like somthing is standing, shadows in the dark.
When Im on meds, I hear someone talking, not that bad really. Sometimes I get panic attacks, then its really scary
>>28821898
>Sometimes, I think I see something watching me, like somthing is standing, shadows in the dark.
I've taught myself to ignore the shadow people. It was really jarring for a while and they still make me jump sometimes but they aren't going to hurt you. I see bugs run across the wall out of the corner of my eye sometimes or on my leg or hand or something. These usually look very real and I have to investigate to make sure they aren't an actual bug.
I'm actually not sure if sometimes the bugs I kill are real or not.
I also talk to myself a lot. Sometimes it slips out in public but usually I can control it.
Paranoia/anxiety comes and goes along with the depression/suicidal thoughts.
I'm 22 and refuse to take meds
>>28821768
Decades of psychology and studies are worthless, useless pieces of trash on the internet know it's all bollocks.
>>28821878
That's psychosis.
>>28821877
You can't, at most he has BPD, which is basically attentionwhore dissorder
>>28822074
>implying I said that schizo didn't exist
>>28822061
>'ve taught myself to ignore the shadow people. It was really jarring for a while and they still make me jump sometimes but they aren't going to hurt you. I see bugs run across the wall out of the corner of my eye sometimes or on my leg or hand or something. These usually look very real and I have to investigate to make sure they aren't an actual bug.
>I'm actually not sure if sometimes the bugs I kill are real or not.
do people really call themselves schizos and psychos for these things?
EVERYONE has these feelings. It's an evolutionary trait to stay alert and not get too comfy.
Unless you people are being involuntarily commited, you're not mentally ill.
Thre REAL mentally ill people are locked away from the general population right now.
>>28822323
No one I've talked to about it would admit to having these problems.
>>28821877
>>28821878
>>28821768
>>28822244
its cebruz's bf so it wouldnt surprise me if its just a special snowflake attempt at getting attention
>>28822061
I always see something with a corner of my eye
And feels too, I get you. You shouldnt refuse the treatment though
I always have voice talking with myself, it even looks like its another person
Shadow people are the scariest at the moment, make me panic etc. Its sad
I like hurting myself too, zz
I see there are lots of docs on r9k
>>28822359
Im not trying to get attention from no one, just posting out of boredom. If I wanted attention, it wouldnt be this place
>>28822351
Regardless of your anecdotal "evidence", you aren't actually mentally ill. If you where the government would hunt you down to get you away from the general population, and lock you away in an actual psychiatric hospital, not this drive thru type shit op is talking about
>>28822394
>I like hurting myself too
You are diagnosed with BPD, correct? and I don't mean self diagnoses
>>28822408
You can be physically ill and not be a danger to society that needs to be quarantined, anon.
>>28822408
They are putting me into hospital though. I dont know what are you trying to do here, but just stop caring about us and leave
>>28822435
I was only once at the doc, they didnt tell me stuff. Sent me to hospital and then I will know whats up
>>28822446
>You can be physically ill and not be a danger to society that needs to be quarantined, anon.
Yeah, but it's a shame physical and mental are too veeeery different things
>actually fighting with an anon online to prove you're "le psycho XDD"
The attentionwhore is strong with this one
>>28822493
You are going there voluntary, they aren't taking you.
You are checking yourself in
>>28822408
But I lock myself away in my own home why would the government need to hunt me down and lock me away? And you realize it costs them money to put people in those places right? They would definitely rather keep people on the outside, paying taxes. My mom works in the court system in a smaller town and has told me about the schizos and stuff that come through all the time. They don't lock these people up, just slap on the wrist and release, or a small stay in jail or the hospital and release.
You're idea of how powerful the government is when it comes to stuff like this makes you sound like the crazy one man. Though I know you're probably some underage fag posting from your mom's ipad after watching some conspiracy theory videos though so whatever.
In other words, fuck off you don't know shit.
I'm not a fucking disaster screaming about demons running down the street but there is certainly something wrong with me. They have no reason to lock me up I can at least get by.
>>28822394
Do you have conversations with yourself too OP? Not that I taught I was the only one or anything but iv'e been noticing for the past while now I could be playing guitar and end up arguing with myself for a full hour or think theres a person talking to me in my head and I would whisper to them.
I was getting sleepless nights too even up till recently thinking some shadow entity would enter my room and glare at me,I would get very paranoid and sleep with my nightstand lamp on.
I was diagnosed Schizophrenic last year and was put on respiridol for about 2 months but it was a false diagnosis,nearly got sent to a psychiatric facility as well.
Diagnosed with OCD and was given anti-depressants then.
I should be discharged from my psychiatrists practice within the next month or so i'm told.
So, are you people honest with your therapist? I feel like I'm not making progress, but I fear I might be send to a ward if tell them how I really feel.
>>28822493
>>28822529
Also, like I said, unless you are involuntarily committed you aren't mentally ill.
You hurt yourself as what doctors call a "cry for help", but in reality, just a stunt to garner attention or sympathy from other people.
I am 1000000% certain you will be diagnosed with nothing more than BPD.
You do not have schizo, you do not have depression. You have only been to the doctor once and they "didnt tell you stuff".
Therefore they are self diagnoses
>>28822529
Just because I understood that some answers can lock me up instantly. I dont want to leave, but I want to get better
>>28822574
Yeah, almost always talking with myself, with my other self. I sleep with lights too (pc light) because Im too scared
>>28822597
I will keep you updated
>>28822565
>My mom works in the court system in a smaller town and has told me about the schizos and stuff that come through all the time
Except mentally ill people RARELY (and I'm not using that term loosely) go to court because they are, and I'll say it again, MENTALLY ILL.
"schizos" are not the same as schizos.
>f-fuck off you don't know shit
other than having an actually mentally ill brother who I care for, sure, I know nothing
I will just stop posting probably, for now. I will just say stupid things without thinking
Don't go. The only people who actually get "help" from there are "depressed" normies. If anything, it'll make everything worse for you.
>>28821035
do you not think druggies, suicidal, schizo, sperg-autism-people can use the internet?
>>28822738
This fuck off with your avatarfagging and kill yourself
>>28822658
>other than having an actually mentally ill brother who I care for, sure, I know nothing
Everyone is mentally ill, but only a small minority are seriously mentally ill and unable to function in society and have a sapient life. I am sorry for your brother who probably doesn't have a meme diagnosis.
>>28822789
dont worry, op is the "depressed" normiee
>>28822822
I want a heroin junkie bf who's so skinny I can put him in small girls clothes and fuck him senseless.
>>28822871
H-hi *waves*
>>28822926
>*waves*
you're lucky I have an autist fetish as well
>>28822871
if you're a decent looking female we could have fun
>>28822992
>female
do you know where you are
>>28823044
i should have guessed.. maybe not on this board, but there are actual females looking for guys out on the internet. there's a subreddit called needafriend or something and i met a cute slightly autistic girl there. just 30 minutes away from me too, but she started talking about how some guy had "moved in" with her and she didn't have the guts to throw him out so i think i dodged a bullet with her.
>>28823132
but i find tiny dicks in panties extremely hot.
nothing better than a skinny smackhead boy as well
>using a can to reconstitute
LOL, I know heyron is bad for us and all, but I wouldn't even DREAM of using a can
You know they coat them fuckers in plastic, which is bad, but even worse is the reason they coat them in plastic.its because aluminium is toxic and moreso if transferred intravenously
>>28822823
>This fuck off with your avatarfagging and kill yourself
Special reply just for you, I see you want it. I will not kill myself though, but this day makes me want to stop existing
>>28823217
i doubt it does any harm. cookers given out by harm-reduction orgs are aluminium too. i always rub it with alcohol swabs
>>28823330
>I will not kill myself
>want to stop existing
make up your mind, fellow faggot
>>28823837
I dont really want to die, I dont know how to explain it. I just want to stop feeling for some time
