>psychiatrist appointment in around a month
>one month waiting and doing nothing besides feeling shit
Smoke some crack to kill time
>>28817192
I rather stay with weed and i cant really smoke it when i feel like shit
Well then, why dont you hang yourself?
>>28816971
what about listening to some uplifting music
>>28817403
I only listen to german rap, there is "ironic bad" rap that makes me to laughhttps://youtu.be/83wB9St96GA
>>28817459
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dupfXQo269M may not be your taste but this always lifts me up
>>28817459
l Iove them
>>28817369
How are you enjoing OW Cebruz?Are there any cute husky related things in it?
>>28817663
Dieses Video enthaelt Content von GEMA. Dieser Partner hat das Video in deinem Land aus urheberrechtlichen Gruenden gesperrt.
tldr :locked for germany since copy right bullshit
>>28817676
I love the details
I go to a therapist every week, it isn't that bad.
>>28817693
Do you serious think i made that post?
It is fine, needs some patched and more content but blizzard promised that.
I think bandage is enjoying it too but since he plays on the murica servers i cant see his stats to tell how ""good"" he is :^I
>>28817719
do you get meds?
I pretty much care only about that
>>28817756
>do you get meds?
I have Xanax, that's about it.
>>28817756
>Do you serious think i made that post?
I did. Not now though............
I haven't spoken to Bandage for a while so yes I assume he's having a blast.
>>28817774
I have no idea if my therapist would give me something like that but it sounds like it makes you way too depended on it.
>>28817786
Just namedrop him but he is offline in steam atmBandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage Bandage
>>28817369
Rude tbqhfam
Mooted
>>28817832
Don't make him mad at me again.
Not him, but how is xanax, is it helping or after some time you just feel bad/worse?
>>28817855
I even failed to reply, nice >>28817774
>>28817855
I use it for panic attacks but yeah, it works amazingly well. I feel chill as fuck and sleepy within 20 min of taking it. It's not really a drug you take everyday though.
>>28817944
Sounds good, maybe might get some too, having panic attack when going out is no fun
>>28817853
We both know that he loves namedropping
>>28818200
I'm conflicted desu, but at least its not me namedropping
>>28817786
>>28817756
Actually it's pretty frustrating, because there's tons more new players in comparison to the open beta that don't understand it's a team game where you have to actually play the point instead of just run around and kill people randomly.
>i cant see his stats
they're shit
>>28818300
Ganbare! Also please take my suggestion about doing a video seriously! I'd love to see it!
>>28818346
>tons of background noise and distractions during the day
>can't make noise at night
>nothing to say
>am dead silent when I play other than heavy breathing when I'm serious apparently according to bf
>not even good
>>28818399
Ahh who cares about all that, it'd be great fun, you can share it on you know where as unlisted so only your friends can see it.
>>28818442
Maybe a whopping 2 people would want to watch. There's no point. I have no motivation.
>>28818498
b-but I would watch it and enjoy it............... ganbare bandage.......... your bf, yui, kranon, dango...............all your good friends.......
>>28818534
Dont forget his bff cocoa :)
>>28818596
Yes! And espciallycheck kik!
>>28818534
>yui, kranon, dango
literally none of them care
the 2 people I figured was you and my bf but my bf would rather just talk to me instead so he might not even want to bother
>all your good friends
>>28818647
>literally none of them care
Thats not true, Kranon plays OW too!
Yui said he would get it but has no money and Dango... well Dango is a fuccboi who'll watch anything.
Please! It'll be great.
>>28818667
why would they watch me as opposed to a quality youtuber who's good at the game and has been playing since the closed beta?
you're not making much sense here
>>28818851
>thinking they would rather watch a "quality youtuber memer" than their close friend
Come on Bandage. I have no interest in watching other people play, I want to watch a video made by you!
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>No
>Make a video
>Maybe
>>28818933
Bandage has LITERALLY NO REASON not to make a video, just wan will do.
>>28816971
You're lucky
>mom couldn't be assed to pay temporarily for some insurance so I could get help asap
>had to wait 1 month for free insurance and several months for my mom to make a doctor's appointment
>even if I give them my new info not sure if my free garbage insurance will cover it
>would pay extra just to get the right doctor's but who knows.
>lmao just get help just fix your life bro
>don't be entitled bro
I just want to go back to school and pick up the fucking pieces and this is the support I get from my garbage parent.
>>28819013
Im lucky thanks german laws that force everyone to have a insurance that covers most shit.
From where are you ?
>>28819117
America with niggercare.
I don't know what will happen but I can't wait to get denied.
>>28818954
ok I have a video recorded
gotta compress it a bit and then upload, but I have to leave for work really soon so you will probably have to wait until tomorrow
>>28820425
>bumped from page 10
fml sorry baneg
>>28817855
tfw can't get anxiety meds because I use to drink a lot which is bullshit
>>28820752
stop with drinking dude, I know it can be hard, but you have to stop, its fucked
>>28820812
I only drink a few beers every few weeks now I use to drink half a bottle or more a day of liquor before going to the looney bin
>>28816971
Start therapy with a therapist
If that's also not enough go to a day hospital
If that's also not enough to to a hospital
>>28816971
Just one month? I thought that was standard. Heck, I had to wait 3 months only to be rejected service before I even got a chance to explain my situation.
I assume you've felt bad for quite some time by now. I'd guess you can hang in there a bit longer.
