I'm legit feeling so fucking bored & empty rn. I have access to some morphine, and I know someone around the corner who'd gladly administer it IV for me. What's stopping me? It'd be refreshing to feel kinda good for a change..
thanks guis. will do I guess.
>>28814287
Don't man please
For me
>>28814358
The baxter?
>>28814287
Don't do it pham, if you get hooked on morphine, getting off of it will be very hard. Plox man don't do it. Just fap and meditate.
I basically have sexual anhedonia, and I'm too far gone to even really consider meditating, I doubt I'd reap any sort of reward from it.
>>28813982
>I have access to some morphine, and I know someone around the corner who'd gladly administer it IV for me
Try reading "No Longer Human" by Osamu Dadzai or Bulgakov's biography. It will only make your life blissful for a very brief period of time, while in long-term it will make it many more times worse.
Just order some antidepressants or ecstasy on black market if you want to get into uplifting via drugs.
>>28814504
Or, if you're into fiction, Bulgakov has a short story about his misfortunes with morphine titled "Morphine". Either way, the point is extremely obvious.
>>28814504
>>28814550
MDMA used to my favourite drug senpai. What wonderful, enchanting, magical nights that beautiful little chemical would help conduce. The magic only lasts a short while, though. I still experiment with it every now and then but it's not as good as it used to be.
Opiates are really the only drug I get enjoyment out of anymore. Benzos are fucked, and I seem to have developed some sort of permanent tolerance to them.
...Sorry if I missed the point, fampai. Literature really isn't my forte, I'm not much of a reader.
