>tfw literally nothing entertains you
>try to stimulate yourself with indoor and outdoor activities
>feel exactly the same at all times no matter what
>>28811590
it goes it goes it goes it goes it goes it goes it goes it goes
DEPRESSION
YAH!
Maybe go for a walk round a "rough" neighbourhood at night. Stare at everyone around. Fear is the greatest feeling when you need reminding that you're alive.
>>28812249
>Fear is the greatest feeling when you need reminding that you're alive.
does a panic attack when there's a knock at the door count?
>>28812249
>Fear is the greatest feeling when you need reminding that you're alive.
And also remind yourself you don't want to be.
>>28811590
>can only enjoy things when drunk
>increasingly feeling the need to drink during the day
>stopped caring about the taste of what im drinking, just as long as it gets me drunk
this probably doesn't bode well for me
