What percentage of your daily time does fap take? Are you capable of controlling the urges? Do you enjoy it every time? Just tell your story.
>I personally fap every day, after work, maybe spend jerking off and surfing for porn about 3-4 hours total. Yeah I'm a bit weak-minded.
Fapping is basically the only thing I do on my free time. I am edging on average about 8 hours a day. I order custom videos, stories, and pictures which gives me something to look forward to. Since I live with my parents, I essentially work to make my faps better. Right now I am in a good edging session since I made a Twitter and discovered a fuck ton of foot fetish stuff that doesn't really exist anywhere else. Feet are the only thing I get off to btw.
I've come across a lot of 18-22 y/o dommes on Twitter and most of them post a lot of feet because I guess that is considered a beta fetish. It is a bittersweet experience though when you see that these girls have $10,000 in their Amazon account alone from doing nothing while I wageslave for a $400 paycheck TOPS. I honestly hate my life and I think I will an hero before I am 30 if my completely sedentary, junk food filled lifestyle doesn't take me first. It's great how an 19 year old girl lives a socially vibrant lifestyle partying and making a fuck ton of money while I sit and fap and wallow in my own filth and make a fraction of what she does while working at a real job.
>>28809785
Jesus christ man. Go see a therapist and get off porn. Holy shit
>>28809785
>edging
This. Is. What makes me kill tons of hours. But the happy ending is worth it.
>>28809824
therapist doesn't help with that you retard, people do that only because they have too much free time
>>28809785
I'm way worse than you. I only get off watching rough rape throatuck porn. I guess it has something to do with girls treating me like shit for my whole life, some kind of way to avenge.
>>28809824
I don't think it will help me and I would be way too embarrassed to even go, especially since I still live with my parents.
>>28809835
Happy ending is not worth it for me. It is a very powerful orgasm that sometimes even makes me convulse, but I lose all sexual desire after. I feel like shit and I regret the impulse buys and custom requests I made while on my edging session. Sometimes I like to not cum and keep the edge going for days.
>>28809893
That's bad, but my foot fetish is pretty twisted in itself. I don't get off to footjobs or anything vanilla. I like seeing women crush a fuckton of roaches bare foot or any other bug/shellfish. I have a death fantasy where I am killed with feet. Sometimes I just fap to pictures of feet and imagine a scenario where the woman is killing me with her bare feet. I also once messaged a model if she would take a shit on the floor and casually walk on it back and forth bare foot. I also commission a lot of stories where I am killed by feet and a lot of them have true aspects of my life that are used to degrade me further.
Sometimes I also write emails to dommes asking them if, in a hypothetical scenario, they would kill me with their bare feet for all of my money. I also make fake emails where I offer them lots of money to castrate me bare foot just to see if they would agree. I also ask them questions about whether or not they care if their payslaves can't afford to buy their children presents because they give their money to the domme and other questions to test their cruelty. I think I am in your ballpark if not worse.
>>28809703
i fap ONLY once a month, i only do that to condition my testicles, plus i'm a poor bloke so i cannot afford to waste precious protein.
>>28809785
Does edging make your dick bigger?
>>28810321
no, but it does make you prostate convulse autistically
>>28810258
>once a month
Is that how celibacy work?
