Do you think there's anyone out there besides your family who even THINK about you?
>>28807562
Yeah... chances are im wrong about that statement tho
>>28807562
There are a whole lot of people who think about me...
They think about all of us...
>>28807562
strangers I've creeped out
>>28807587
Lies. Lies, lies, lies.
>>28807562
I know there are
They just don't care about me as much as I care about them, I accept that though
I go out of my way to find things I know my friends will enjoy, spend time with them every opportunity I get with little to nothing in return other than their friendship which is more than enough, but still, it gets lonely oftentimes, I only have a few friends and they're busy with their lives, I understand but I dunno, I make time even when I'm busy
I remember when in elementary school my friends would always call me and we'd talk on the phone until our ears hurt, don't remember what we talked about especially for that long, I struggle to hold a conversation longer than 5 mins now
I miss being a kid so much
>>28807664
Well congrats to you then. You're a cut above most of us.
>>28807678
Not really, alot of you just don't try, you might have more potential than I do
I'm nothing special, trial and error, every error hurts worse than the last, feel like I never learn from my mistakes and it bothers me to no end
Anyway, social anxiety, absent parents, no role models, and poor, I could have it worse, but I'm not doing too great
Despite that I try to be nice to people, when I mean nice I mean really genuinely nice, like if you just met me and needed a place to stay I'd let you no charge as long as you seemed like a decent person
>>28807562
nah brah. I'm fucked desu.
>>28807831
>you don't try
I think you're wrong but ok
I try but I always wuss out.
I'm pretty sure i'm on at least 1 or 2 watch lists. So yeah, they probably put a thought or so my way.
