Name the three biggest problems in your life.
NIGHTMARE MODE: it's not related to not having a girlfriend in any form
>low IQ
>emotional and instinctive
>sloppy thinker
>being poor
I don't need to say more than this, this is a fucking death sentence.
>bad at expressing true emotions
>ugly nigger
>might be gay but too scared to act on curiosity
>self destructive
>lazy
>genuinely autstic (moderate)
>have other neurological disorders
>shitty upbrining
>chimp out occasionally because my emotions are like a light switch
>confuse emotions for physical sensations all the time
kill me
>>28789645
My existence on this rock
>>28789666
trips confirm extreme uselessness
lazy
pencil dick
shy
>suicidal
> I think too much (not a "smart but lazy fag" though)
> self doubt
>>28789729
>>28789745
>lazy
>pencil dick
>shy
are you me, famalamtimtam?
>>28789729
>confuse emotions for physical sensations all the time
How does that even work? You feel your skin tingles or something, then look around the nearby faces, remember what you said, and reckon that it's probably been being mad?
>>28789645
My mind
My body
my life
>>28789645
>Nonstop psychological pain from a lack of intimacy. Not "sex" but just a deeper connection to another person.
>Lack of financial independence and autonomy because I work for the family business
>Depraved and or totally unrealistic aesthetic / sexual tastes from spending so long on 4Chan /d/ and similar
>>28789645
>autistic
>small dick
>babyface
>>28789800
>I'm too sensitive
>my job is not as good as I'd like
>I'm too unique
>trust issues
>unimpressive dick
>lazy
Could be worse.
>Crippling social anxiety
>Emotional instability
>Lack the will to proceed
I'm not really sure if it's worth even trying at this point, I feel like a completely broken person who lacks the ability to think for himself.
I can't do anything without being told to, I can barely get out of bed anymore, and am getting tired of how every time I'm forced to go outside, I'm nearly having a break down and wind up with a migraine for hours after I get back to my room.
>>28789766
>How does that even work? You feel your skin tingles or something
thats a apart of it, yeah. usually i just feel sick or it think i can feel my organs or my brain pulsating.
also when i hurt myself sometimes it makes my whole body tingle and feels kinda bad but good at the same time. i get a lot of weird shit like that. my neurology is fucked.
> then look around the nearby faces, remember what you said, and reckon that it's probably been being mad?
sounds about right, probably. my theory of mind is shit so im always paranoid about what people are thinking.
>>28789805
same except the baby face
>high iq (tested 140 as child)
>huge sperg growing up
>no friends
>develop schizoaffective disorder
>acquire benzo addiction
Life is a gift
>>28789838
rofl
this fucking faggot
get the fuck off my r9k
>>28789845
Why though senpai desu?
Me
Myself
My ego
>>28789859
Because you posted two problems too many.
>>28789666
>>28789766
>>28789866
Also unholy shit, I'm on some streak here.
>>28789866
Oh, I guess I didn't read the op properly. I guess I should never post again then.
>>28789866
would you mind not speaking on my behalf, you ginormous faggot
>social anxiety disorder preventing me from being the functioning, social person I know I can be
>non-existent self-esteem; overwhelming feeling of alienation
>lack of hope for the future
>>28789881
What your behalf? You mean on behalf of Anonymous.
>>28789881
>>28789866
Then why didn't you say anything about this >>28789729 guy?
>>28789921
Because no one asked if there was something wrong with his post. I did notice it, particularly in contrast with his purported autism.
>>28789877
>said he had a 140IQ
>can't read
not nightmare mode
>she doesnt want me
>she says its her
>i think she would like to try anyway but have no trust whatsoever in "our" success
just let me sweep you off your legs you woman
>>28789946
>purported autism.
kys
>>28789967
That you said 'genuine' doesn't yet mean it wasn't self-diagnosed or only a tenative diagnosis or anything.
Lack of discipline/work ethic.
Overweight. See above.
Kissless virgin at 23. Wasted my teenage years.
You niggers have to be what, 16?
Who's going through /cold reality feels/
> be poor as fuck and can't be NEET because your parents are already NEETs
> you are always three paychecks away from homelessness because you can't get ahead
> they hate you at work
> you decided that it isn't even worth it to try to have fun because reality keeps throwing bills and poverty in your face
> owe $500 from hospital visit, need to go again but can't give them more money
> dropped out of college because I didn't go for the right reasons but then had to play caretaker to my father
> am sick as fuck, but dad still wants me to comfort him, is mostly acting like I'm faking being sick to get away from
> just wanted to be a normie 23 year old, lose my virginity, have 2 good friends, a diploma and a career like everyone else
I'm drowning
>>28789947
You're right. I just looked at the words in the post and had no idea what any of them meant. Shame on me.Do you see how retarded you seem?
>>28789729
>>lazy
>>28789745
>lazy
>>28789760
>>lazy
>>28789824
>>lazy
>>28789826
>>Lack the will to proceed
>>28790013
>Lack of discipline/work ethic.
There is no such thing as laziness or drive. It doesn't exist, there isn't even a way to measure it. Laziness is alleged distance between what one does and what one 'can' do, but capacity doesn't exist -- only statistical predictions regarding one's future do. If your past so far indicates that you're going to achieve things, then, well, you're probably going to achieve them, so there's no room to speak of effort in. And if it indicates that you don't, then, well, you statistically won't either.
>>28790065
In other words, if you 'can' do things except that you are just 'disinclined' to, then whoops, apparently you aren't as able to do them as you thought. Which closes the 'capacity gap'.
>>28790092
So, I see myself as lazy because I expect more of myself than I realistically should?
>>28789946
Kill yourself soon please
>bipolar
>poor
>drug addict
>>28790279
Maybe. But there's always the possibility that you're overlooking some predictors of success in yourself, too. More factors > less factors always. Then there's also the subtle problem that it's trivially easy to confuse a thought of self-determination, 'I'm gonna achieve thing x', for a guarantee of its accomplishment, correlation of 1, while it's objectively completely false and tons of people have such thoughts of which only permilles come to fruition. Objective self-perception is a very tricky subject, but as long as you don't read pop psychology, it's possible to steer out of the intellectual reefs and get it right.
>>28789645
>scared to leave my comfort zone
>bad at learning new skills
>no wan wan
>>28789645
I am a violent person who's also very bitter and petty I've had a few instances where i've chimped out and gotten into fights over heated banter with chads that ended with social suicide. I'm also pretty fucking jewish during my time selling weed I pretty much try to lowball to point its almost unacceptable if I could get away selling 0.7g for a dime or 3gs for a eighth I'd do it
>no motivation
>no money
>spend every waking moment trying to distract myself from the suicidal thoughts
>>28789645
>Lack of motivation
>Lack of social communication (And jokes on you faggots, i'd rather die than have a girlfriend)
>Procrastinate so hard
>short-fused
>slightly sadistic
>very reserved about my emotions (for example, I've been working together with my girlfriend for five years now, three out of which I had secretely been in love with her, and we have now been together for half a year, I believe she has no clue that I had any interest in her prior to that)
>laziness
>extremely selfish
>selfhating NEET
>depression
>low self-esteem
>no motivation
Here's the kicker, you fags would think I'm a Chad just because I talk to girls and they ask me out. I think about dying like 24/7, ain't no one got time for that >tfw no gf.
im not a chad
>>28790403
>>28790614
>>28790619
Anyone who says they're 'lazy' and 'self-hating' or 'lacks self-esteem' in the same post is a filthy hypocrite.
>>28790065
>>28790353
das sum words mane
>>28790657
That's because I'm older than some 97% of robots, only that.
>>28790676
so you're around 25?
>>28790698
...98.5% then?
28.
>>28790649
How does that make us a hypocrite?
>>28790724
'I waste my potential so hard. If only one thing were different, I could achieve so much more. Oh, I also hate myself.'
>bad mental health (depression, anxiety [general and social], paranoia)
>drug dependence (opiate addict, IV heroin is my DOC)
>self defeatist
>>28790735
>If only one thing were different, I could achieve so much more
But it was by my choice that i got myself like this.
>>28790735
saying you're lazy doesn't necessarily mean you're wasting your potential to achieve things, maybe they just live in squalor and are too lazy to clean up?
>>28789645
>Anxiety
>No drive to do anything
>Social Awkwardness
>>28790735
>>28790724
In short, life looks less mundane against the backgrop of 'failed potential': cf. those >>28790743 >>28790761 literal faggots.
>>28790768
Well, experience shows that's not the sense used around here.
>>28789645
Acne on my jawline
Diagnosed autist (it's mild luckily)
NEET with a useless electrical engineering diploma
>>28789645
I have no chance of ever having friends
No chance of ever having a career
No chance of ever having a girlfriend in my life
>>28789645
>manlet and skinny
>small dick
>shitty facial aesthetics
i could go on
>>28789645
>Bipolar disorder
>PTSD
>a 20k loan from when I bought a car when manic
It's a fucking sweet car though
>>28790786
This guy: >>28790813, for a chance, does it right: he doesn't speak of romantic 'wasted capacity' to get (girl)friends/career, he simply speaks of probability.
>poor
>shithole country
>no perspectives for future
>my family is poor, so I am as well
>no jobs in my district, small town
>no education, and my house is falling apart
>>28789645
>avoidance behaviours
>no ambition
>self defeating attitude
>>28789729
you're a g-g-g-genuine autist!
>>28790786
Nigga, i am a NEET because i hated school and wanted to go no more and i don't want a job because i like to play video games and going on the internet all day.
And i hate myself mostly because i am an asshole towards my mother.
I never said anything about failed petential, fuck you.
>>28789645
>disgusting loose skin all over body from losing 50kg
>depression, mind is sluggish, can't remember shit, no motivation, socially awkward.
>debt, can't afford to study and work at the same time but even working full time can't afford to do anything interesting like travel.
>no hobbies
>suicidal tendencies
>no goals or aspirations
>depersonalization
>depression
>can't socialize
i actually dont want a gf
>>28790786
nigger, do you have any idea how excruciating opiate withdraws are + the months or even years of battling PAWS (post acute withdrawal symptoms). Or what its like not being able to even get out of bed without your fix. I chose this life style because of my mental issues not because I was trying to be cool and party.
not to mention I've been suicidal since I was 12, have failed 2 attempts to kill myself not including all the times I've tried to OD (being 6'3" ain't so great sometimes lads)
1. My grades for spring term are pretty bad. 3 Ds and a C
2. Been at my job for over a year and still making min wage
3. I don't know what the fuck to do with my life. Have computer science as my major just because secure job market.
Fuck meeeee
>No money
>No skills
>No good looks
>>28789645
paranoid
delusional
autistic
-stupid
-lazy
-insecure
>>28789645
hallucinations
BPD girl trying to date me
Autism
LOW
SELF
ESTEEM
>>28789645
Big potential, but lazy
Got gyno since 13
Slightly autistic
Well and ofc besides of these three things no gf, not loved, feelsbadman
>>28789645
>hard to empathize with people, they'll often tell me that someone died and I'll have a blank expression (scored 4 out of 5 on sociopathic test)
>pathological liar, bullshit my way through anything
>always feel like i'm never going to succeed when I ALWAYS succeed
>>28791541
HeLoo im Mr ASNONYMOOse ansd I'm le smart but lazy :XXxxxXX:DDDDDD
I have food, shelter and the internet. I don't have any problems. Sure I'm fat as fuck, ugly as sin, agoraphobic, have a broken family, live in poverty and am mentally unwell, but I don't really give a shit. My only problem is the future. I've left reality and live a virtual existence of constant distraction and entertainment. Once I am forced to face reality then I will have to blow my brains out. That's my one and only problem. Also since I can't leave the house and interact with human beings anymore and have no money to pay for anything, I am fucked if something happens that requires hospitalization/dental/etc. With that being said, I guess the debt will kill me before anything else.
>>28789645
As if this is difficult
>obese
>no career prospects
>poor
>>28791585
>im
>fucking
>plying
Shut up you fucker
>>28789645
No idea where I'm going with my life
Doing poor in college due to low drive
Me and my family are poor as fuck
>>28789645
>no idea what to do with my life and how, no prospects
>each time something seems to turn out well, things only get worse
>computer (the only thing that brings me even a glimpse of joy) is breaking
I have many more, but OP specifically asked about three problems.
>alcoholic
>self destructive
>poor
>>28790023
Go back to school man. You have plenty of time. SWIM UP SWIM UP DWIM UP SWIM UP SWIM UP SWIM UP
>>28790649
>Tags >>28790403
>Nothing about laziness or self hating, nor self-esteem
You're fucking autistic mate
>>28789645
>19 starting college in the fall, on the fence with whether or not I want to take up Japanese with plans of studying abroad
>was loosing weight but in a stagnant phase, been at 220 for over a month now
>0 friends, essentially a normie but dropped out of school after yr10 and stopped talking to people
So much hope, but the paths are confusing
>>28789645
>Self worth issues
>Afraid to go back to school for fear of being dumb as fuck and new experiences
>health issues
>poor
Should I just kill myself at this point?
I have autism (diagnosed). Everything else is just a result of this. Would I still be like this if I didn't have autism? Well maybe, but judging from my parents, I would have at least managed to be an underachieving normalfag.
>>28789645
>pretty much insane, have urges to kill myself every day, have done half-assed attempts many times for a few days of escape
>repulsive body, face is close to no symmetry, one side is at about a 20 degree angle, terrible stretch marks, horrible fat distribution = low self esteem
>brain goes into full panic mode whenever faced with even the slightest amount of stress
