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Who here doesn't care anymore?
26 in june. Been writing in my blog a lot more recently.
>>28775102
I turn 25 in autumn and I don't care already.
Currently NEET, not applying for jobs, no future plans, just playing vidya until some change has to happen, I guess.
It's not bad, nor good, I just don't care anymore
>>28775157
Link pls I want to read it
27 next month.
I did lots of "cool" and "interesting" things from the society view in my past. I did lots of mistakes also.
Most of the robots mostly just wish for the good job, good girlfriend and other stuff like that. I had everything from those wishes.
But guess what - they are mostly same way empty, pointless and without any real value. There is nothing to live for and even worse, nothing to die for.
25
>maybe your dreams of being a successful touring musician aren't ever going to happen and you should just take that office job
>>28775268
give me a throwaway email
>>28775102
me nigga. I day drink and rot on the computer all day long, shit isn't even funny anymore. the highlight of my day was finding some jav porn tha I wanted. meanwhile a family is outside playing and enjoying life a house away from me.
24 here, can I come in this thread? if you say no I will take it as a token of faith that i might finally leave this board in the next 6 months which hopefully means getting laid
28 soon.
I understood at 20 that nothing will ever get better in this shit life on this shit fucking earth.
There's nothing of value here. All we can do is spend our time on meaningless distractions until we either off ourselves or the environment does it for us.
Just fuck everything.
>>28775276
this
I know this feel. 29 year with 6 fig job, 21 y/o hot gf but you get bored with it shortly after you have it all. Life just becomes more stressful and complicated. I wish i could work a simple job like construction, painting or carpentry, not have gf, and just play vidya but am too pussy to not live up to high family expectations.
>>28775102
36 here, post your spells list and i may share my own
26. Finished grad school in 2014 and moved out of my parents' place a few months ago after getting full-time work with actual growth potential.
With all of that said, I still can't bring myself to leave this place.
How do I ween myself off the memes?
>>28775383
>I wish i could work a simple job like construction, painting or carpentry, not have gf, and just play vidya
Holy hell, this exactly was on my mind for nearly two years some time back. I have actually done it, I broke up with her (found out she was cheating anyways), left my job and did really radical change with my life. It was fine for some time, but after some time that pointless feeling came back. From fairly successful high management job, to the foreign army service and now to the night-shift guard. All I do is work, drinking and looking for distractions which still bore me anyways.
>here's nothing of value here.
>here's nothing of value here.
>here's nothing of value here.
Exactly this. Nothing to live for, not even something to die for.
I'm 34 years old
I'm on 4chan since 2007
Guess what, it only gets harder from now on. Being young, healthy and before realizing how hopeless adult life is, how work is actually slavery, how relationships are actually a lie, how fapping is better than sex and experiencing it all in vicious circle for 10 years losing last bits of hope it ever get better, it's actually an advantage. You would look back in 15 years on yourself and realize you had it all then, now your life is finished. And you would lose your friends too. Everybody does. Then people will start dying around you.
I wish I could comfort you, but I can't. This the the system, you're suppose to work, be in a relationship for life, be responsible and carying. Only it's faulty. It is designed to bring money to the elites, not happiness to the masses. That's why we're all unhappy. Some find themselves in that, but most of us would have to be on top of it like rich alphas, or on the side of the systems like hippies, criminals or some kind of hermits
>30
>realised i am thick as shit and lazy
>clinical depression but scared to follow through therapy and drugs
scared of literally everything
>cant sleep, cant function literally like a gormless zombie
>have a job but I cried and complained to the people there about being depressed and paranoid over basically work
>find no joy in anything
>have 15k in cash but have no clue what to do or any desire for life
>scared to kill myself in case i fuck it up but it seems the only option
>havent slept in 4 days I think everyone is talking about me and everything is a conspiracy. im aware ive lost touch with reality and just stare at the wall and go on b/
>family secretly hates me as do anyone i know to the point im laughed at as I cant figure the most basic of things out.
>>28775102
I've spent every weekend on /b/ since 2006.
How's that for depressing?
>>28775383
this
Loneliness aint shit. Wanna know whats fucking scary? Having a good job, a woman that's faithful as fuck and wants to have your children, does anything you want sexually, a good close family, good close friends, and STILL being depressed and thinking your living in your own personal hell. Some people call it schizophrenia when I talk about it in detail. I don't fucking know.
All I know is my life is near perfect to an outsider, I wear a fake smile 90% of the time. But when I'm alone with my thoughts, I'm fucked.
How do you guys cope honestly?
>Tfw 20
>Tfw starting uni in September
I just don't know if I can do it...
>>28775811
Thanks for writing this. I'm 37 and have reached exactly the same conclusions.
As another Anon wrote above, there is nothing of value here. Nothing matters, so do whatever you want.
>24
>80k/year
>gonna be 110k/year in 2017
>denmark comfiest country
>suck it neetfags loool
>>28775102
>tfw the horizons of your life get progressively shorter.
>tfw the periods of time you force yourself to live through get less and less.
30 in november
i started not caring anymore at 27, made me feel better actually
starting a new job in 2 weeks to have something to do with my time
>>28775102
>be unemployed
>feel worthless and miserable, long for a job
>be employed
>feel worthless and miserable, long for free time
>tfw 20 1/2
>finished college, wanted to study engineering but decided not to at the last moment
>no job
>no connections
>don't qualify for neetbux, im just fat and ugly but not autistic or retarded
>dont even play vidya or watch anime all day, just lie on the bed thinking about stuff or fuck around with the phone
I already feel like i wasted my entire life, does it really get worse?
I haven't accomplished anything yet and no matter how many times I remind myself that I'm young I still feel guilt, shame and disgust at how many wasted days, years and opportunities have waited for me to act only to move on when I didn't.
i'm trying to write erotica and failing miserably
>>28776436
26 in July
Life is so terribly, terribly grating. I'm tired of work, I'm tired of people, I'm tired of the quiet terror of time passing, I'm tired of feeling tired. I just want to find a peaceful elysian meadow somewhere and drift into death.
>>28775102
>29 y/o
>achieved nothing in life through fear
>don't care anymore
27 NEET here
>refusing to find a job
>only weed and dota2
>dream about passive online income all the time
>>28776900
kinda similar
what's your long term plan? be homeless?
I'm beginning to worry there wont be a large scale war while I'm young enough to fight in it. How do you deal with the fact that you wont die gloriously in battle, and will have to linger in this shitshow for 50 more years?
>>28775102
>28 year old khhv
>still care
>still have some hope
>cry at least once a week
>make 22k/year in high cost of living area and live with my parents
>have worthless degree.
>really wish I was making some money - i know it would make me happier.
why can't i just die in my sleep already
Just turned 30 a few weeks ago, I feel dead inside.
>>28776948
i work a mcjob to earn just enough to pay my rent and food, gave up on a career long time ago
>>28775102
29 here. Had a decent job but after getting lucky with the housing market I have pretty decent savings. So I quit my job and moved to a small town to basically retire to a modest life of nothing.
I don't have any friends or anything worth living for, so I'm just counting down the days until cancer or something takes me.
>>28775102
>25
>did well in first semester of grad school
>signed up for grad school because I was afraid of the real world and would rather just stay in academics
>wonder if this is how professors are created
>>28777018
>paying rent on a mcjob
holy shit where do you live
>>28777041
Not him but I live in Emporia, Kansas and was able to do it.
>>28777041
small town in gemany. rent is 500/mo
27, just got fired for standing up to my boss and refusing what he told me to do (coming up with many mediocre ideas for the clients, instead of spending some time to give them 2-3 good ones).
I've been just slacking off for the last 3 weeks.
Family wants me to do business with them.
I don't want to work for anyone else right now so I'm thinking about it.
But really I just want to stay at home, sleep a lot, catch up with tv series, read books at the park and stuff.
I hate this.
>26 khv
>about to start working as a doc
>some good friends that live in far away towns
>no driving licence
>cant lift anymore (only thing that kept me going) due to health issue
>somewhat hopeful
>afraid of new responsibilities and how the fukc am I going to have time for girls now.
t b h If I knew Id kill myself long tie ago.
>twin brother have schizophrenic diagnosis
>things starting happen to me, lost my job, lost motivation to everything, fear i have it also
26 here. I'm pretty happy. I make decent money and live with parents. Haven't had sex in over a year but I'm glad I had a taste of normie life earlier in my life. Have a bunch of scattered acquaintances as always.
Now if only I could move to a bigger city and live a comfy bachelor's life. That's my one big goal.
>>28775871
Take a beny, anon. I hope when you do sleep it's comfy for you.
>>28775373
You won't get laid lmao
>>28775514
>>28776343
I think you guys are depressed because the world you inhabit is fake. I know I couldn't handle the normalfag life. I don't think depression is rising at all, it's just normalfags likes yourselves are insufferable to be around that you can't even stand one another.
Sounds like an edgy comment, but I'm pretty certain I'm right.
quality thread here, reminder that the underage scum are the cancer of this board
>>28775924
Remember when we ruined Linetraps life after Otagon?
Fuck,
Mfw> my 1st thread was the guy sticking his dick in the catacombs skull
>>28775102
25
Just quit my job
Give zero fucks because I saved enough to not die for a while
>TFW my youth was stolen by parents who brainwashed me to focus only on church and academics
>now that I've found out that they based my worldview on false promises, it's too late to live my youth
I got cheated out of something all of my peers got for free: enjoying youth. Why go on?
>>28775383
This board is mostly for people who got cheated out of the basics that apparently fell into your lap.
I mean, it's great things worked out for you. But you're basically just bitching about being given the capacity for luxuries that a lot of us were weren't.
>>28776371
get ready for the long haul
it's gonna get worse and worse
like tetris
not even memeing
get ready for so much shit raining on you
25 KHV
other day my account got overdrawn by like 100 bucks, some bill I forgot about. The 20y/o me probably would've freaked out about having no money. made me laugh thinking about it
>>28775422
>tfw traded wizardhood for carnal pleasure, now neither carnal pleasure nor wizardhood
>>28777089
And the average wage in my country is $200/month. Fuck my life.
>>28777920
What's the average rent?
>25+ years old and still on 4chan
tip top lel
>>28777920
>wagecucking in 1st world country
>pay high rent , bills, food
>still barely make the ends meet at the end of the month
ain't no easy being wagecuck wherever you live
>>28776436
>boasting on 4chan
yeah, your life must be great
>tfw 26
>tfw doctor said I might have hyperthyroidism
Is it finally happening m8s? Will I die before my 35s?
>>28778009
For a tiny (just a room+kitchen in the same room) apartment or a room in a bigger one about $150-200, that's in really shitty parts of town and very hard to find. Doesn't include utilities etc.
25 year old here living in Arizona
>No real education past high school.
>don't have a place of my own (currently at sisters house until moms house is done being built)
>going to leave to utah for awhile since I am sick of hearing her kids crying
>dont know where to go to school or what to do to make money
>just quit my job at car dealership 2 weeks ago working in parts making $9/hr
>Hate being around and talking to people
>possibly Aspergers or socially avoidant disorder
>still virgin , dont know how to form a relationship with a girl or where to meet them nonetheless
>more likely Aspergers because I struggle in school with studying math and reading
>I really just want to end it all
36 here. Got a huge dressing down today at an interview by a panel of women asking me why I hadn't pursued my degree path and didn't work much amongst other things. I had to run home and masturbate immediately. Yeah I have no car lol. Felt good man.
>29 in two months time.
>Couldn't cut it in college.
>Tried to kill self.
>Everything I attempt fails.
>>28775102
33 years old year (34 in a month), count me in.
Thinking about having a tulpa.
If it goes well, I'm happy I found something interesting for once in my life.
If it goes wrong, I'd finally kill myself
>>28777149
that sucks brah, my bro has it too
bumping for my fellow grampas
>>28777883
If it's permitted to reset the clock when counting, I ended up a wizard anyways. Felt good, man. At the time it felt good. But what felt better was not giving a shit for the next decade or two because hey, I knew what all the fuss was about, and it wasn't worth the effort.
Magic everywhere in this bitch. It was just there in the air all around me and I didn't even know it.
>>28775102
38
I don't care, but I still try. Any idea of having a nuclear family with a good house and wife are slipping away. The house is still possible, but I can't even enjoy my own room anymore. I have been thinking about voluntarily committing myself to spend the rest of my life in an institution. I got a degree a year ago, but still haven't gotten an interview. I just started applying a few weeks ago. Never did a lick of internships and networking in college. Just drooled my way to barely 3.0 GPA.
>>28779412
If it makes you feel better my father remarried and started a new family at the age of 41 and had 3 kids, so you definitely still have a shot if that's what you want.
>almost 28
>fingered an 18 year old in an alleyway two nights ago
STILL
GOT
IT
I stopped caring years ago about most things. I actually enjoy life in a way now. The less you care about pointless things like relationships and other normie things, the happier you can live. Just focus on yourself senpai.
>>28779494
I don't think it's what I want. Besides, I have never really had a friendship with a woman let alone a romantic relationship. Too introverted and 'tistic.
>>28779494
Follow up, I was thinking I could meet someone at a college I am going to, or a job if I ever land one. Aside from that church may be an option, but I haven't gone in ages. I don't drink, nor do I want to start, so I would be out of place at a bar or club. I have never tried online dating. Of the things that have bothered me over my near 40 years, not having a gf or wife is down near the bottom in amount of impact it has had on my life, as in, it hasn't affect me much at all.
T. 28 yearold man
-Herniated disc at 22 years old in bottom of my spine
- got fired because of it and thye would not file work comp
- a whole year of no job living at home and trying to get work comp to take the case
- takes 3 years to get medical care from work comp
- have never made above poverty level income in my whole life despite working from age 15 on
- Father worked veyr hard and got shit providing for me in childhood but was drunk every day and never really taught me how to be a man, fight, stand up for self, other sex, how to deal with people, life lessons, etc
- be skinny dark skinned italian american in youth that gets bullied every day for dark skin
-live in small redneck town in Florida with zero oppurtunity after having grown up in Miami for first 7 years which would have been better place for me even if poor as skin color would not have mattered
- grew up working blue collar like jobs but can no longer due to back injury
- sleep problems, manic depression, paranoia, anxiety, since back injury
- bunch of other shit as well from teen years
I really have nothing left to live for.
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>>28779866
You sure you're italian? I am and dark skinned, I'm up in port st lucie and never gotten any shit for being a wop.
ah its the normalshit general thread again
>>28775157
29 in June, NEET for 3 years.
Just burnt out from all the socialization and other crap I had to put up with being an adult member of society.
27 KHV NEET
ugly as fuck, poor, socially retarded, live with my shit druggie parents in a shithoIe apartment building full of loud fucks, have health problems but have no insurance, cant get mental help, dropped out of school a looong time ago
25. Its not that bad. We can do whatever we want.
>>28778225
I love these strange little peeks into another's life.
