Does anyone fear dying without living his life?
I have been stuck in my house for years. It is too late for me to get education now and i don't want to flip burgers. I realize that i will die in my basement or suicide once i become homeless.
I have no future. Nothing to look foward to and i will die before i get to enjoy myself at least a bit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo4Z-1McXG0
>>28774792
The biggest mistake of our society was assuming people have the ability to know what the should do with their lives.
>>28774792
Join the Airforce.
Mutebloxx
>>28774792
It's not too late to get an education. Become a truck driver. Its a perfect job for a robot. Drive on endless roads, listen to music, see the world you don't want to die not having seen.
>>28775663
But truck drivers have to suck dick at truck stop glory holes, it's part of the job.
>>28775799
No they don't you fucking retard. Stop watching so much gay porn.
>tfw pittered away my early 20s in my room wallowing in anxiety and depressive hell
>tfw will never get those years back
>tfw everyone my age has already settled into their adult lives and I'm still at step 1
>>28775836
If you went out to the real world you'd see that they're not all that much better off than you
Sure, maybe you're WAY more autistic, but emotions are essentially universal. The sources of them are just different, and the frequency of certain types depends on a load of factors we don't have the ability to comfortably fine tune.
We can only immerse ourselves in "I think this might work" scenarios. But only after you've ACTUALLY got a rational mind- one that admits it is wrong a lot of the time and keeps trying to find the answer.
I know this sounds fucking retarded at first, but just don't worry about it.
You're still allowed to keep your superiority complex- just shove these monstrous questions into the background, where they've always been, and do some weird shit. I don't know- get into absurdity to spite it.
Most people are scared of posing the question to begin with. Like their life shatters apart.
But you- you can be shattered. "Oops."
Then you shrug. Then you do other stuff.
See what I mean? You're still cooler than normies. You get all the benefits of not being ignorant AND bliss.
>>28775836
tfw same.
I hate it.
>>28775836
They all already had their fun in life, teen love, teen sex, patties all week weekend in college etc. Meanwhile you haven't even held a girls hand.
>>28775836
>>28776532
>>28775836
This, but I've pissed away both my early and late 20s. Only 1.5 years left.
I've accomplished nothing but get a worthless degree.
>>28774792
This is going to sound pretty gay but I came to terms with death as the thing that gave me life. My existence is temporary, and almost unnatural (at least unsustainable). In existing I am borrowing from the resources at rest in order to have the greatest known experience in the universe. When I become permanently unconscious I'll just be returning what was never mine in the first place. I try to let all my life decisions be ultimately informed by the fact that I am going to die, and it's come to the point where I feel the scarcity of time that death creates is a gift and not a curse. For those in suffering, it ends the suffering. And for those with joy, it forces them to contemplate the authenticity of their joy, and gives real value to every moment rather than each moment just being another second in an endless eternity
