How is your day going r9k?
>Not so good, tell me why.
>Going good, tell me why.
And if there is anything extra you would like to share im all ears.
Not so good.
I need to get a job but I don't want one because I'll fuck everything up and they'll fire me because I'm useless
>>28766226
I once had a job, it was pretty nice it was a structured enviorment. I enjoyed it most of the time. Id say go for it anon. Also heres a cute fox.
>go to lecture
>feel ok
> come home, get urge to drink
> decide against it, take 0.5mg klonopin
> urge comes back, end up drinking 1.5 bottles of wine on top of the klonopin
>feel good right now but i was meant to spend this day studying for finals
> will probably fail all my exams due to alcoholism and depression
>>28766387
Well, at the worst you dont do anything all day. But you can atleast skim some of the info so you can have a little prep before the finals, my family. Also here's a cute dog.
>>28766010
Absolut shit
>oneitis is a degenerate Tumblr whore
>I want to speak to her all the time
>can't so I don't sound desperate
>still feel bad because shes a degenerate Tumblr whore
The thing is, she lives 20~ miles from here and theres a small chance for sex, she even sent me her tits last time we talked
help me REEEEEEE
>>28766908
Disregard the fact that she uses tumblr, you only hate the fact that she uses tumblr since r9k has molded you to hate tumblr. Next continue normal conversations with her but dont sound needy. Overall just continue the relationship you had, try to make it as normal as possible. Also i hate tumblr my family. Here's a cute cat.
>>28768112
She literally said she is atracted to serial killers, did 2 blowjobs and got fingered multiple times
I already cut contact
>>28766908
>Hating trouble
>You are posting and browsing /r9k/
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>>28768593
I see i honestly just assumed she was the sterotype tumblr girl aka dyed hair etc.
But shes one of thoughs girls, the serial killer lover, very edgy.
Yah i dont blame you i would have also not talked to her.
>>28766387
Do you have stims? you seem to make retarded decisions about drugs but they could keep you up for a short period of time, until you finish your exams. Also I used to drink too much and my urge to drink was smaller when I was on adderall, but maybe it doesn't help if your alcohol problem is big.
You would have to be able to stop though, so it's dangerous. Nah, it's actually really shitty advice now that I think of it. If failing the exams isn't a complete disaster, it isn't worth the risk.
Good luck m8, try to start studying now and then. Maybe you will keep going once you start.
Right now I'm snorting (retarded decision) stimulant RC's unsustainably to study. My tolerance to my ADD meds has skyrocketed. Balancing focus, anxiety and time for sleep is a bitch.
As a result, also taking benzos a bit too frequently (I'm quite scared of benzos, deceiving bastards).
Couple more days of reking my body until my last exam. Then sleep, irritability, apathy and depressive mood that hopefuly won't last for too long.
