real sad hours s m a s h dat fuckin dislike button senpai
>holiday weekend
>fireworks going off all night
>go for a walk
>pass clubs and bars with normies talking out front
>come home and shitpost on a Cantonese ufology forum
>delete facebook
>break phone
>don't pay phone bill
>delete all my emails
>no friends or family
>only joy I get is listening to highspire and smoking a 2$ 20pk cigerettes
I haven't left my house since Tuesday
I can't even watch normies have fun because I'm scared of going outside
>been some months since gf dumped me
>pushed me away from her life and I vanished from her sight
>still stalk her on tumblr
>she's still cutting and smoking a pack of cigs a day
>mfw she clearly misses me but still hates me for the shit I put her through
>mfw she's gonna an hero because of me and I'll continue to live just to be miserable
>>28758809
This is where I see myself in 1 year
>>28758818
This is where I see myself in 5 years.
:'(
>>28758828
>tumblr
>self harm
>pack a day
Absolutely t r a s h y. Be glad you aren't together any longer.
