Look at this shit. Just look at this fucking shit. This is my life.
Do you know how depressing this shit is?
>>28741635
Is that you in those pictures?
>>28741635
Omg, we know. You got fat, cut yourself and suck lots of dick. Stop parading around like /r9k/ is your own private pride parade.
This is my bedroom
I've lived like this for around 4 years now. I wake up, I lurk /r9k/, I masturbate, I eat junk food, I sleep. The majority of my time over the past few years has been spent lurking imageboards and watching porn.
>>28741635
that idiot has a serious mental illness
like, an actual one
>>28741635
you have bpd bro
>borderline personality disorder
stop attention seeking and go get some scripts
a good antipsychotic will put it all back in focus
>Cutting
>Taking pictures of you cutting
>Being an attention whore
inb4 boo hoo pain is the only thing that makes me feel better
There are plenty of ways to self harm without cutting.
>>28741635
ive been cutting successfully, lost about 35 pounds, went from 30+bf% to around 17 now as estimated by /fit/. im about to have my first alcohol/drunk cheat in a few months. gonna be drinking Skyy vodka. my 19th birthday is in one week
good luck pham
>>28741741
Why does the laptop look distorted?
And the worst part is that no matter how long you wait nobody is ever coming to save you. You're getting worse every day and every second is just another reason to kill yourself
Nobody loved you when you were at your peak and it's only downhill from there
You're destined to die a pathetic loser who never accomplished anything, even a kiss or some kind of relationship with a girl, or even the feeling of being desired.
You're a failure at everything
>>28741882
>Harsh Truth: The Post
Seriously OP, get you shit together and find some psychiatric help. Not even trolling, it's just really sad to see people suffering from mental disorders and not have the necessary support. I was in the same boat seven years ago. If you put enough work in, take the meds, and try your best to not kill yourself, you can change your whole outlook on life in a year.
I hate the blog posts you make, but I do hope you make it bro.
>>28741993
I AM THE OP
I TRIED THE HELP
I'M ON THE MEDS
I KEEP GETTING WORSE
THEY CAN'T MAKE ME WANT TO LIVE
THEY CAN'T MAKE LIFE NOT BE AWFUL
THEY CAN'T GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE
THEY CAN'T GIVE ME ANOTHER CHILDHOOD
>>28741635
Bulking and cutting - ur doin it wrong
>>28741741
to be fair, tim tams are worth the obesity
>>28742048
It's up to you to want that change, you will never get better unless you force yourself. Especially if you have BPD, depression, anxiety, trauma. You are going to have to face the demons you've spent most of your life ignoring.
Best of luck anon
>>28742048
keep drug shopping
it's like nothing else when you find the right ones
so much you thought was yourself clears like a storm
you're free again
>>28742152
This. How can you not be obese when food this good exists?
>>28742083
KEKoriginalo oregano potato
