>tfw not even alcohol can ease the pain
>>28738536
what pain specifically? tfw no gf, no job, ...
>>28738536
>tfw not even aIcohol can ease the pain
have you tried butt-chugging
I don't know why, but few years ago alcohol stop work for me, everytime I drink anything I feel funny for a short time and then bad mood kicks in
After drinking I only feel guilt and sadness for a few days, stronger than before
Why is that?
>>28739727
Maybe it was your crutch for too long so you no longer feel dissociated from the problems you face when sober
>>28739534
lonliness. isolation. hopelessness
alcohol just intensifies these feelings. the concept of "drink the pain away" seems totally bizarre to me.
>>28738536
>>28739828
please give me some, i really need it
>>28739828
the more stupid people outside, the more isolated I feel. why can't I be one of those ants, then I could bee myself and fit
>>28738536
there must be genetic factors involved, 1 thing that will help the pain is Never using the site again, you may think u can handle it but trust me its making more depressed,
>>28738536
also alot of types of music can make me depressed over time, its cumulative, everything is cumulative
