where'd it all go so wrong?

Right about the time they cut off part of my penis senpai.

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>>28736753
>where'd it aIl go so wrong?

When I discovered 4chan

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I just feel like I've been grinded down and I am having trouble not giving up.

But there's this girl I talk to every day and she lights up my life so much. I tried not to fall for her though because she is amazing in every way and I carry so much baggage. But I did anyway, and now I fear the inevitable rejection when I finally one day fess up how I feel about her. I can't even be happy while I'm in love (well, in love is a bit much to say right now, but I like her a lot)

>mom died in 6th grade
>strained relationship with dad because he and my brother got along better with sports nd shit
>do awfully in school
>never tell him and hide everything from him cause im afraid of him getting mad, probably a learned behavior from my mom who hid finance shit from him
>drop out after he has a brain annuyersm (?) and had literally no one to tell me to go to school