I was a coward today

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I was a coward today 2016-05-22 02:02:21 Post No. 28730809
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I was a coward today Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:02:21 Post No. 28730809 [Report]

I am a man with 50+ approaches in various conditions, with friends and enemies near by, I have always approached women I wanted.

My motto is - As a man you have to reach out towards your goals, even if it's not guaranteed you will realize them at that moment.
The ''reaching'' is important.

Today (after not sleeping last night cuz of fucked up biorhythm cuz of browsing this fucking site all nite) I met with my good and close friends, we went for a beer, one beer led to another, we met more friends and soon we were in a bar which had a nice playlist of classic metal, punk and rock.

There was a qt there, and I first time in my life wearing contacts, didnt look fogged as little shit and I was really happy and nicely numbed with the -OH.

She had her back towards me, yet after she saw me she kept looking back and scanning the area.
I knew what that means.
And even without it, I wanted to meet her.

Two guys fawned over her, one really ugly, other normie 9gag.

I didnt care t b h since I already ruined enough of other men's ''game'' with my blitzkrieg approach - get in, get number - get out, and leave them waste time and money.

I prefer date dynamics over bar with loud music dynamics.

This girl was a qt, nice black white skirt, plumpy ass and face Id like to make moan and bite the pillows.

Makes me even more mad in love to make a cute girl scream in ecstasy.
Im 26kv but I could do it.
Since those few views she gave few others, and then I rose up to dance with my squad.

I was not ready to approach but soon I realized I want, I dragged it out and after 30 minutes of panic dancing and overthinking while those two tightened their grip, I after all, went home alone and defeated.

Not because I was rejected, I would probably be rejected t b h f a m, loneliness is normal for me.

But I feel defeated since I DIDNT GIVE MYSELF NOT EVEN A CHANCE.

I am not used to this pussy behavior from me, and I do all I can to achieve my ideals.

But this event today was devastating

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:06:36 Post No.28730886
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OP here

cont.

There were some other girls I could do, but this one was prime example and she knew it.
I am SO ANGRY with myself, I wasnt ready to approach today, I thought weak thoughts and I did weak deeds.

Repeat, rejection is normal for me, even though I look great, my approaches are head on and often not really polished so I understand that.

I hate myself for not doing the right thing and at LEAST GIVING MYSELF A CHANCE, REACHING toward MY GOAL.

I betrayed myself and for that I bear this punishment of loneliness and stagnancy.

Dont do the same mistake.

IF you want something, go for it, you might not get it, but there is big satisfaction in having balls to actually try.

Fuck me.

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:25:17 Post No.28731196
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:25:17 Post No.28731196 [Report]

>get in, get number - get out, and leave them waste time and money.
yoiu have no fucking idea what youre doing numbers are a waste of time more so than anything if you knew anything about fucking chicks youd know thios believe me when i say this there is only thing tyhat matters and that is fucking them

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:42:38 Post No.28731486
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:42:38 Post No.28731486 [Report]

>>28731196
true. numbers help in some situations but should not be main goal.

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:44:15 Post No.28731521
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:44:15 Post No.28731521 [Report]

You 'look great' and have lots of practice approaching but you just assumed you'd be rejected.

Ok...

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:45:41 Post No.28731540
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:45:41 Post No.28731540 [Report]

>>28730809

>I am a man with 50+ approaches

give up if you count your "approaches", you're never going to make it

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:48:08 Post No.28731576
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:48:08 Post No.28731576 [Report]

50 approaches is nothing. I started approaching 2 days ago and I'm at like 12 approaches, and I SUCK at approaching still (lots of hesitation, letting opportunities slip, etc.).

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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:50:40 Post No.28731613
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Anonymous 2016-05-22 02:50:40 Post No.28731613 [Report]

>>28731576
yeah that's normal.

I only approach girls I really like and can imagine in intimate relationship.

I did some approaches of my dick but I generally dont do them.