Hey /r9k/
>ITT: Things you will never experience.
>>28727113
tfw you know you're gonna die alone, never having been with a chick your entire life
I hate the people who ruin these threads by posting some pornstar getting deepthroated.
I have the webm you posted saved, and have for a while. I look at it every day because it motivates me. To work hard in uni, so I can get a good job, to work out so I can look attractive, so I can achieve what is happening in the webm. All I've ever wanted is children. That is the happiest little moment I've ever seen and I work every day to make it a reality.
The self doubt still kicks in frequently and I feel awful that, in all likelihood, I will never experience this.
>>28727180
Not gonna happen. Also why have a child with someone that lost their virginity to chad?
I'm at work Im so fucking depressed I can't handle these threads right now /r9k/
>>28727180
Keep it up man, great attitudes is what makes great people. If you work hard toward it you can make it a reality.
Don't give up.
>>28727215
It will happen. I'm going to make it happen. I am waiting until I find my perfect girl. I have worked so hard that at this point, I have been asked out numerous times. My only difficulty should be finding the girl who is capable of mothering my children. After I do that, I am golden.
She's out there, and she's pure. There are 3.5 billion women in the world, 150 million in the country I live in. I will find her.
>you'll never be 16 and in love, lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting, not worrying about rent, bills, student loans, only worry in life is how you're gonna cheat on that history test on monday
>you'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her back and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you"
>you'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just fuck like rabbits
>you're in your 20's now, gotta get a good job, gotta be a serious man now
>all the good ones are taken, maybe a nice girl will eventually settle with you but they have already felt all those new exciting feelings before, and are usually jaded and bitter
>you missed what it feels like to have not a care in the world other than making your girl happy
>you have missed out on teenage love
>>28727180
>I give every ounce of effort in my being so that a woman in her 30s would deign to enslave me to her and a child
Now THIS is being a cuck
>>28727271
Thank you for the encouragement. You are a good man.
>>28727322
(You)
>>28727349
Not an original argument
>>28727180
Im going to be a Junior at my Uni, dual degree in EE and physics, making the Deans list every semester so far. I'd call myself above average looking, and im working out quite a bit more now. All this and i still feel hopeless. I know what i want, and it's not a slut, not a fat bitch, not a mom. I could've had held a hand by now, but instead i still never had a gf my whole life because i know what i wanted. The few chicks ive went after denied me. And at this point everything looks hopeless. Nearly my fantasies with chicks have been about just spending time with them, cuddling with them. I dont even care about sex, nor do i want it. Yet im still undesirable to nearly every chick. Im pretty sure if i end up 30 and still without a gf im killing myself. Im already depressed every day, because im 21 and i know 30 is hopeless. 25 is honestly pretty much the cut off actually.
>>28727301
I feel disgust rather than sadness reading that, not sure why. Used to feel sad reading it before
>>28727381
you probably masturbated recently
>>28727359
(You)
>>28727375
25 is not the cut off. 25 is early. That's half the age at which your mid life crisis is supposed to occur, anon. You have time. There are just as many women out there as men. We will find the right ones. We won't have to settle. Maybe they won't be a 10/10, but they'll have values, they'll be good people. It happens to almost everybody. You and I will not be exceptions.
DELETE THIS. ITS NOT FAIR. AM I HERE, JUST TO SUFFER?
>>28727375
you just keep trying dude, making good use of your time meanwhile and having a plan for yourself. You and I probably want close to the same thing. I wish could give you better encouragement, because honestly I turn 26 this year haven't lucked out with who I'm looking for, yet I guess.
>>28727403
I didn't masturbate for 4 days
All getting older does is lower your standards. You'll get a gf, but she ain't going to be cute. Or young/prime.
Trust me, it's worse to have experienced it and lost it. Cuts twice as deep when you remember what it was like. I make fun of trigger warnings and all that shit that whiny college girls have because of their feelings, butI think songs where a female singer says "I love you" trigger me.
>>28727113
Maybe someday if I work hard, stay focused on my goals and choose carefully I'll be lucky enough to be a dad.
Truthfully I wouldn't want more than that, but it's a rough world out there. I would only have a kid if I thought I was bringing it into the world with enough opportunity to succeed. Why would I fail the first test as a parent?
Thanks op. I'm going to stay focused on my dream, even when the feel cuts deep.
>>28727467
The last chick i went after, i finally felt what love was. It was the first time in my life i felt it, and i got denied. Been in crippling depression since then. She was perfection, and even if she had flaws she'd still he perfect. When you're in love, anything less than a 10 becomes a 10. That's not what im worried about. I used to cry over her all the time, now it's over the fact that ill never find anyone and die alone. It just took 21 years to finally find someone great. I dont think i have time to wait again. The older we get, the less that acceptable women are still out there. The older you get, you're just left with moms and used up sluts. Im only giving myself the time at my Uni to find someone. After i graduate, i dont think there's anything left. Ill get a job, go a year, and if nothing happens im sure ill just release myself from this hell.
>>28727113
>>28727177
I am honestly ok with this
your homosexuality is a curse preventing yourself from evereverholding your offspring in your arms some day in your life
why keep breathing shamallan
>>28727566
Don't be so silly anon. You didn't wait 21 years for her. You waited maybe 6 or 7 years tops. You weren't looking for a woman like her when you were a child.
But still, you will find someone else. You got the hard one out of the way, the relationship everyone seems to have. The rough one. She wasn't perfect though, and I can say that with 100% certainty because if she was perfect for you, she would be with you, and things wouldn't have turned out how they did.
You're not old. You're not going to get "too old". You have 4 years, even by your metric, to find someone. 4 YEARS! That's a long, long time. You could start lifting today, and in 2 years you would be ripped enough to attract just about any woman you found or deemed to be perfect. It's all about the work you put in to increase the odds, as they aren't in your favor starting off, they're not in any of our favors. But if you put in the work, focus, think about it a lot, have a goal, you will make it. You will find her, I know you will, because I know I will. You stumbled across the last "perfect" girl, why couldn't you stumble across another?
>>28727566
What made her feel like "true love" compared to others.
>tfw you held your daughter as tight as you could while she died
>tfw the last thing she said was that she didn't want to go
I thought I was dead inside before. I didn't know I could go lower.
>>28727113
Why the fuck would you want to have kids
kids are shit, relationships are shit, everything is shit
>>28727113
that lil nigga is ugly as fuck, niggas more wrinkly that my ballsack, ugliest baby around
feels sad fampai
>>28727687
that's fucking heavy bro. i'm sorry.
>>28727661
I was in love with her, but we weren't dating. She denied me because she had a bf apparently. That's why she's not with me. Amazing body and face, never any make up, easy af to make convo with and actually decent convo, got amazing work ethic, she is smart, she works out, she doesn't act degenerate or come off as it in any way, doesn't have the 2000 fb friends for attention, doesn't 'like' guys posts on fb that compliment her, religious so she has morals, we share a lot of general interests, she seems to be into nature and i absolutely love nature, and we have goofy little things that we share (personality, how we act, etc) that i honestly wouldnt ever think anyone else to have, she is literally everything i want and we are so much alike. It kills me that there is no chance. I lived in hell my whole life, and after i got to know her a bit i knew she was the escape from this hell. If i wont be given an escape, i feel like i might as well make one... with a pistol to my temple.
>>28727670
see >>28727797
>content content content content
>>28727687
share story pls
bloxx
>>28727797
>we are so much alike
you want to be her boyfriend, not her bestie
also stop being such a pussy, be your own man or blow your brains out
>>28727791
Thanks, Anon.
>>28727839
There isn't a story. She had leukemia. Spent most of her life in a hospital. Eventually she couldn't fight it anymore. She died, and I just fell apart at the seams. The only reason I was holding together was to be strong for her.
>>28727821
What is the closest you got to her; just a few conversations?
>>28727878
Life's terrible man
fuck this shit
the thought of loving someone and watching them die at a young age keeps me from wanting children. I don't think I could handle it
Every single fucking time, these threads are filled with wannabe normies.
R9k is the home of the stealth normalfag.
>WAHHH TFW NO GF
>WAHH TFW NO KIDS
Why would you even want these things, you degenerate normalfags?
Ah yes, let's spend our time here with a disgusting subhuman whore known as a women. Let's also force yet another human into the meaningless cycle of human existence, of which nothing has ever been availed.
Fuck off.
>>28727913
The worst part was that there was nothing I could do to help. Parents are supposed to protect their kids but I can't stop cancer. I'm not a superhero. Don't even know how I keep going, some days.
>>28727791
That's not heavy, fuck off reddit
>>28727687
Kys
>>28727878
>dads on r9k
i don't believe you
>>28727989
I might.
>>28727995
Not a dad anymore. Just a loser again. Life fell apart and I work in a fucking food truck at the docks.
>>28728077
Please do. You deserve it for the act of forcing another human into existence. It is your punishment. A life for a life.
>>28728077
If you're set on ending the suffering, best advice I can give is this:
>12 gauge slug, meet roof of mouth
>>28728152
Not really set on it. I'm keeping my options open, though.
>>28727897
pretty much. just conversation
>>28728320
>considering suicide over a girl you were never even involved with
you are fucking pathetic, worse than a teenage girl
Kids are disgusting, annoying, expensive, time-consuming and they would end up even shittier than you. Why would you want one?
>>28728388
Im confident i knew her well enough = - [
Also, yeah, because of her i wanted to die. But also for another reason, for realizing im going to be alone forever.
>>28728460
>I'm confident i knew her well enough
Nobody *knows* anybody. You think you know somebody, then they fuck you over.
What's so bad about being alone? You could get off the ride whenever you wanted anyway, nobody would be there to stop you if you were truly alone.
If you don't have/can't keep friends, you're better off staying single anyway. Whether you distract yourself with solitary activities or the embrace of a woman who would eventually divorce you and get child custody, your life has no meaning and you're going to die.
>>28727113
>tfw I will never be a vet assistant in the military
>I'll never be helping the brave doggos in war while being a solider
>I'll never wake up early in the morning to go running and get fit so I'll be ready for boot camp
>I'll never make my parents worried yet happy that I'm fighting for my country
>I'll never chop off all my hair like a pixie cut because it's easier than a bun
>I'll never be shipped to Parris Island for the most physically rough two months of my life
>I'll never have my mom send me a care box of snacks
>I'll never bring honor to my family and make family history as the first to enlist
>I'll never come home ahead of schedule and surprise my loved ones in a sappy crying reunion
>I'll never have employment doors open for me when I get back
Fuck my life man, fuck my life.
>>28727180
>I'll never get to grow old and die with the people I love
>I'll never get to know peace from this life
>I'll never be able to avoid the truths of the future
>I'll never be able to save any of them
>I'll never be able to die
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mbp0DugfCA
It has nothing to do with the events in this video, but how the whole social realm in it seems completely and utterly alien to me.
>>28728460
You delusional poor fuck. What you don't seem to understand is that no girl will ever save you from your own loneliness. You will sometimes be alone, and you will often feel lonely. That is not a reason to kill yourself, that is a sign that you are living a normal life. I ask you this: Imagine you have a wife and two children. She's angry because you can't afford to buy her something she wants, so the kids will also turn against you. Don't you think that will make you feel lonely and misunderstood? That will happen four times a week in a marriage.
>>28727113
>tfw I experienced this feel
>tfw my son just hit a year and while I'm happy he's getting bigger I miss when he was that small
>>28727375
I feel similarly, maybe it's that lack of a desire for sex that makes us so unappealing? I worry that the successful people are the ones that strive for the things they want, like sex, and girls find that attractive?
>>28727180
You're wasting your time. It will end with bitter disappointment after your "pure", "sweet" wife gets bored of you and shows you what kind of person she really was all along. Everything you worked hard for and tried to achieve will be taken from you.
I'm not saying this to drag you down, I'm saying this because I have seen this happen far too often and I don't want another man to have to suffer through it. By all means work hard and aim for a good job, but don't bother with marriage or children. It really is not worth it. If it was ever worth it in some past time, that era is long since gone and isn't coming back.
Yeah I fucked it on that one, my goal now is to get my shit together enough to maybe foster kids or adopt an older kid when I'm in 40s. That's about as close as I'll ever get now.
